THIS ONE MAKES MY BLOOD BURN
Yeah, I get you're a control freak and expressing your dominance is the only way to make you satisfied, but screaming at me constantly for ridiculous things or things I didn't even do?
I FUCKING UNDERSTAND YOU FUCKING HATE ME
You don't need to supply any more proof
Thanks
Pretty sure I got the message
And I get you hate my guts with a fiery passion, and don't want me there, but that doesn't mean I don't deserve or get to be there!
AND LYING JUST SO I GET IN TROUBLE?
Wow. Fucking PATHETIC. I get grounded from my phone MONTHS at a time because your idiotic, usual self decides to be a prick. My phone is my soul. I get to communicate with others when things get particularly bad and not having that outlet SUCKS
So I destroy shit instead
Like my room
And my wrists
And my thighs
And then I hate myself fucking more
Because everything around me is caving
And it all hurts and I'm doing my best to seem unaffected but trust me
I'm fucking not
I'M NOT FUCKING OKAY
Remember when you chased me around the house? Remember? I do. You probably recollection it with a smile, and I'm over here shrinking back in fear.
I hate it.
I hate feeling this weak.
I hate you.
I FUCKING HATE YOU.
When everyone else turns their back on you as the years progress, and I'm the only one left- don't fucking count on me.
You're dead to me.
I'm not going to leave you hit me.
I'm not going to let you scream.
I'm not going to cry.
I'm done with your bullshit. Next time you hit me
I fucking hit back
You little bitch
And hey mom?
See you in hell. And trust me- you and me are going to have some fun once we're there.
This time
It'll be you knocked out
It'll be you bruised
It'll be your blood
So thanks for everything.
Karma is a bitch.