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Jeongguk slowly approached the bed and hovered over Taehyung.
"My good boy" He softly whispered.
Taehyung's eyes trembled.
As he slowly opened his eyes.
Making eye contact with the Elder hovering above him.
But he didn't give any reaction.
Neither he blinked.
Making Jeongguk anxious.
Because he knows.
Taehyung is not safe anywhere far from him.
"Baby."
No response
Yoongi sat beside Taehyung and tried.
“Hey bear”
No response
"I want to eat ice-cream, Jimin." Hoseok said, playfully expecting a reaction from younger.
No response
"Namjoon Hyung I'm gonna play water gun. Will you play with me? " Jimin tried.
No response
"Jin-
Taehyung blinked his eyes upon hearing that.
All of them waited for younger's reaction, anticipated.
Looking at his movement intensely.
Taehyung painfully slow lifted his hands
cupping Jeongguk's cheeks
who is still hovering above him
He started to look everywhere, like searching for injuries on elder's body.
"W-where d-id y-ou g-o? J-Jin hy-ung i-is i-n p-p-pain i-i le-ft h-im al-one. " Taehyung whispered:
Nothing is showing on his face
eyes dull and empty
Except the streaming tears.
Everyone's eyes becomes teary from the guilt, which is still fresh.
Feeling sorry for younger who saw with his own eyes.
Jeongguk engulfed him in a tight hug
Kissing his face everywhere gently out of gratitude that he respond.
Kissing him lovingly for being so brave and strong.
Taehyung muttered non-stop
"H-hyung i-s i-n pa-in..." Like a mantra.
Everyone tried hard not to shed tears.
They didn't know how to calm younger who is hyperventilating.
Jeongguk lifted Taehyung in his arms and covered him from head to his bottom with his jacket, walking outside
others followed him carefully with gentle steps.
Afraid to startle the younger more than he already is.
When Taehyung saw blood from the opening of Jeongguk's jacket.
He got a flashback of Jin.
"N-O DO-N'T HU-RT HY-UNG J-J-J-J-I-N HY-UNG." He thrashed on Jeongguk's hold, kicking and hitting elder in panic.
His trembling hand trying to reach his imaginary Jin Hyung.
In attempt to help.
"I'm sorry " Jeongguk whispered like a mantra to younger
He ran outside and left the sight of hurricane.
When they were out of blood seen
Taehyung didn't scream or moved.
Jeongguk looked at Younger who have fainted due to shock.
"Shit shit Hyung hurry."
****
"Sorry Jeongguk but I don't think he can live a normal life ever again" Doctor Kang said.
“Explain” He command.
"He was already affected by drugs enough to damage his nerve system.
He is extremely fragile to the point he would be all swollen up with sudden decrease in temperature.
Jin Hyung's death makes his conscience guilty because he had seen those scenes with his own eyes.
He is blaming himself.
He has to overcome himself with that trauma
But with his state, I believe it's impossible
He was never emotionally and physically stable to begin with
We can't make him normal like us, it was never possible, and I don't see any future for him." Doctor gave detailed information.
"There must be a way, please tell us there is a way." Namjoon plead.
"I don't think there is a way, Namjoon.
He cannot be normal, but we can at least try to make him better"
"Tell me, tell us we can do anything to make him happy, he suffered so much. It's the least we can do for him" Jimin smiled in hope.
"We can help him connect with his emotions, but in his case he was always hurt, and his brain is not cooperating with his body systems." Doctor said.
****
Yoongi is restless from everything, so he went where his heart leads him.
He opened the door without knocking.
Jimin cursed at whoever is disturbing his crying moment.
He is not even allowed to cry his heart out now?
He looked at the intruder and saw Yoongi looking at him as always blank.
"O-oh Hyung, what happened?" He sat up on the bed, wiping his eyes.
Shifting his feet on the floor, looking at Yoongi with his tear smeared eyes.
Yoongi walked up to him and kneeled in front of him.
Wiping his tears, he embraced Jimin tightly.
His veiny hands covering younger's head in a protective hold.
Jimin broke down in his embrace, hugging elder back with his trembling hand like his life depends on it.
They both held each other dearly, not wanting to leave each other's body.
Yoongi muffled Jimin's sob with his mouth.
Kissing him lovingly.
Pouring his worries.
Asking sorry for always behaving rude to younger.
His gratefulness to younger who always care for him.
His fear.
His gratitude.
Sucking younger's painful whimper.
Sorrow
Fear
Sadness.
Jimin cried in the kiss.
Hitting Yoongi weakly with his fist.
Yoongi held him tight, but not stopping younger's hit.
They both kissed each other now slowly and passionately
One is saying sorry for acting cold
One is forgiving elder.
Warm tongue collides with each other.
Sucking each other's everything with the intention of keeping it to themselves to cherish later like they have been starved for years.
Well, they have been starved for each other.
Yoongi lifted Jimin placing him on his lap, not stopping their kiss.
Jimin hold him tightly, afraid elder would leave him again with cold shoulder.
They detached from each other mouth.
A string of saliva connecting their swollen and plump lips.
Yoongi pecked Jimin's lips multiple times.
And looked at him admiring younger
He is afraid now.
Because there is no guarantee that nothing will happens tomorrow.
He would rather not regret anything.
He doesn't want to spend a second without loving Jimin.
Cherishing Younger.
Appreciating Younger
Worshiping Younger.
Breathing heavily, he looked at Younger.
Jimin whimpered at the emotions he saw in elder's eyes for him.
He cupped elder's cheeks and pecked his lips, kissing his mouth.
****
Hoseok and Namjoon is in the kitchen looking at nothing but just drinking the fine wine.
Imagining Jin's figure cooking for them.
Oh! how much they miss him.
How much they respect that man.
"You know what Hoseok I never told him I love him, i-i was af-raid." Namjoon slurred, his eyes stinging with unshed tears.
"Af-raid he will hate me and the situation we were in, we couldn't be in a relationship." He snorted.
Hoseok smile sadly, remembering his feelings towards people close to him.
He also doesn't have the guts to tell them.
How much more they matter to him.
More than his need to confess his feeling towards them.
He wondered if he will also regret later for not confessing while he still had time.
"But my love for him was nothing compared to his for me." He looked at Namjoon.
Hoseok didn't say anything. He doesn't have any word to say, or he is not in the condition to sympathize Namjoon.
Because the love between Namjoon and Jin was not Pathetic, but it was a legendary.
Enough to become a tale even after decades.
He doesn't know how to comfort Anyone who needs consolation.
So, he let Namjoon rant out his deep feelings.
He just sat there listening to his comrades and pouring drink for Namjoon, who smiled at him sadly.
"He gave me his kidney without second thought even though he knew he will be in danger, and I hate him for that.
Are you listening KIM SEOKJIN i-i h-hate y-you.
D-id you r-really hate me that m-much, Jin?
How could you do that?
Did you really thought I would be all thankful living with your kidney
While you die for me
Did you think it would make me happy?
You gave a lifetime trauma to me, my love"
He slurred, silent tears escaping his eyes.
He doesn't know what he hates more
Himself?
Bogum?
Or Jin?
Or this cruel world for making them this miserable?
What was their fault in the first place?
They didn't choose to live like this.
To suffer like this.
*****
Jeongguk looked at the sleeping figure of Taehyung.
Calm and peaceful
not knowing what to do
With whom he should ask for help.
He didn't know this human would matter to him this much.
He is powerful and strong enough to make Taehyung normal, right?
It is so easy to kill people
To harm people
But why Saving people is hard
And difficult?
He will send Taehyung far away from this mafia environment
to live as a normal human after he is all healthy and fine
He would be able to, right?
He will be able to send younger far from this cursed shadow, right?
Nothing wrong will go with younger, right?
He is fine
he is absolutely fine
He is his good boy
his brave boy
He went to younger and kissed his ear.
“Love”
No response
Jeongguk hide his face on younger's neck gently.
"Please....."
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