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This chapter is dedicated to Jenzieandmore25, thanks for commenting and reading the story :))
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TO SAY THESE past few weeks were the best days of my life would be an understatement. Josh made time for dates every night and each one was more extravagant than the last.
I never thought a better date could come, but boy was I wrong, each date turned out better than the last, and somehow that always continued.
This one time we went to a bowling alley and it turned out to be amazing.
A simple carnival turned into a brilliant experience.
Our trip to a garden was well decorated and the scenery was amazing.
But no matter what we were doing, he didn't fail to amaze me every time. I didn't have to avoid the feelings that were burning a whole deep inside of me.
I stopped fighting what I was feeling and admitted, I was in love with Josh Richards. But I couldn't say it.
I'm too scared to say it. What if he didn't feel the same way? I know if I say it, and he doesn't say it back, I'd go in a state that would be hard to get out off. I haven't been in love before, he was my first love. He is my first love.
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- JOSH RICHARD'S POV
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Seeing her face didn't fail to make me stunned for hours. I could spend days with her and not get tired. I could spend hours staring at her eyes, playing with her air, or kissing the life out of her, but it wouldn't be enough.
I wanted her with me, at every moment in the day. When we are together, I wish the time would never end and spend every last minute with her.
And when I'm not with her, I can't pay attention to anything. My work? Nope. My friends? Nope. I just wanted to be with her every point of the day.
Whipped? I know.
Coming home to see her, was obviously the best part of my day. She would run up to me and kiss me and I was happy to comply. I couldn't get enough of her taste and I loved it.
Going on dates was amazing and she seemed to like what I planned, but that wasn't all we did. Needless to say, we already had done it and I couldn't stop myself from wanting— needing her all over again.
I'd stare at her body, even though she tried to cover it. She was beautiful, perfect, and she didn't even know it. Hearing her moan my name was something I could never get enough of, and I wasn't planning on ever letting that go.
I loved her.. since high school, and obviously now too.
Tonight, we were going to a hill where they screened outdoor movies on a big blown up screen. We got there a little early to reserve good seats and bought popcorn.
The child in her bought the whole candy stand and I laughed watching her getting excited about it.
We sat down on a bed sheet, that we laid on the grass. The movie playing tonight was 'Forever My Girl', I'd never heard of it, but she was excited to see it, because she hadn't ever before.
Watching the movie was boring, so I just watched her watch the movie instead. It was the better show and I would definitely pay more for it. The change between her crying in the sad part and getting angry at others parts amused me.
There came a part where the guy was with his daughter, whom he had just met, and she was choking. The dad was not doing anything, he was just staring.
The whole crowd starting booing and Nessa nodded in agreement.
"Help her you idiot!" She yelled as people booed.
I laughed to this sight. She was so angry and attached to something so simple as a movie.
"Come on don't just stand there! Help her! Help her!" She says throwing popcorn at the screen that was well over 700 feet away from us.
"Ugh you dum dum, your daughter is choking help!" She yells and I break out into laughter.
"Oh my god, I love you," I say laughing.
Fuck! No! Shit! How could I be so stupid to say it.
Her gaze turns from the movie to me slowly. Her eyes widen in shock and I can see her gulping trying to speak some words, but she can't.
"W-what?" She stutters but speaks.
I clear my throat and prepare myself for her reaction. It's too late, there is no going back from here. If she didn't.. well she didn't.
I can't change what her reaction would be, so I take my chance.
"I love you Ness. I love everything about you. I treated you like shit before but I can't go a minute without looking at you or hearing your voice. Your it for me, I love you," I say hoping she doesn't scare easy.
Her eyes go from shock to completely happy. She was smiling crazily and the blush on her cheeks told me what I needed to know. "I love you too," she says sweetly.
"What?" I ask in shock.
"Don't make me say it again," she says blushing.
"No Ness, I don't want to be imagining things, I need to hear it." I say looking into her gorgeous eyes.
"I love you Josh and was stupid to not realize a long time ago," she says blushing.
What? The only girl I've loved, only girl I've felt this for loves me back? I must be dreaming because I haven't felt this way before. I love her. So much that I would definitely die for her.
"Fuck I can't believe it." I say shuffling closer to her.
I leaned in a kissed her slowly. I loved her so much. And I couldn't believe she felt the same way. Soon the kiss I led, changed from soft and slow to rough, and she definitely liked it.
I pulled away seeing her breathless and instantly smirked at the image. I knew I wasn't the only one that was effected like that. She was effected by me just as much as how I was effected by her.
Well no, I was definitely more than her. She could ask me do the most unreasonable things and I'd do it... for her.
She was mine and she loved me back.
Repetitive, I know, but I can't just get over it.
She leaned in for a kiss this time and tried leading it but she soon lost and ran her fingers through my hair.
Oh the things that happened to me when she did that. Yes, I was most definitely whipped, but who the hell cares.
I was in love.
We watched the movie, her in my lap. My legs were spread and hands were on the sheet to gain balance as she sat between them. Her hair on my chest gave me more chances to play with it and just run my fingers through it.
As the movie ended, she grabbed all her candy like a child as I carried everything else to my car.
We drove home and went to our room. Oh if you didn't know, we started staying in the same room. I couldn't stay away from her and sleeping with her in my arms was the best way to wake up.
I would wake up with my head on her hair as my hands were on her waist; spooning her.
Waking up was easy with her. I would wake a couple minutes before her and take in the site. The site of the amazing women in front of me, who I loved. And loved me back.
We both got ready for bed. I wore shorts and no shirt, and she wore my large shirt. I only wanted her in my clothes. She wouldn't understand how the simple things like seeing that, was all I needed.
And seeing her in my shirt was one of my favourite sites. They were large over her small and skinny body and it hung down a little above her knees.
She got in bed and shuffled on her corner until I pulled her in to me. She intertwined her fingers with mine and moved her head into my chest.
"I love you," She whispers in her soft voice.
"I love you Ness, goodnight," I say.
She smiled to that and got cozy beside me, she closed her eyes and dozed off to sleep, as did I.
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