𝚓𝚊'𝚔𝚊𝚒 𝚍𝚒𝚘𝚛 💕
𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚜 , 𝚝𝚗
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" mama said get up . " i heard londyn talkin to jamari .
"ight ." the door closed and he shook me to get me up .
"im up ."
I got his phone from him and looked at the time .
7:54
I was sleep all day , damn .
"hay pooh ." i looked at him smiling.
"ugly fucker , get up ." he tapped my butt .
"i wanna go somewhere "
"get dressed then ."
"you fr pooh ?"
" yah ." i got up and did a lil happy dance then got dressed.
1.5 hours later....
"im done , come one nigga ." he was sleep so i smaked his hand.
"hit me one mo time ima shoot you fr ."
wet.
"okay ." i got my phone and we walked downstairs . Londyn was sitting down eating some noodles watching youtube .
"finna go londyn ."
"where ?"
"ask him ."
"where yall goin ?" she stopped eating and looked at ja'mari .
"hood ."
"i wanna go ."
"sorry luh baby , you cant come this time ."
she looked him then me and rolled her eyes and walked off .
"ALL YOU BITCHES GET ON MY NERVES , CANT STAND YALL !"
my eyes went ' 😳😳😳' and i laughed it off . i heard my mama yell sum so i grabbed ja'mari and we walked out .
" take my picture . " he got my phone and did as told.
" you look cute shawty ."
thanks zadddddy .
"thanksssss ." i smilled and my dimple popped out .
"take my junts ."
"k ."
"oooh pooh , you look nice ."
"ah haha ." he laughed and we got in the car .
We was driving for like 10 minutes and we pulled up to the house we was at last time where ar'moni and deezy was at .
"THATS THAT YN SATAN !!!"
"ooh thats lil kai ." i just smilled and walked up to the porch and sat in ar'moni lap .
"hey kai ."
"hay zaddy ." me and ar'moni got close and she like girls so i just be playin w: ha .
"whatchu jus call ha cuh ?" ja'mari was standing over me .
"huh ?"
"you heard me ."
"huh ?"
"ja'kai ."
"hmmm ?"
"bet . "
He smoked the blunt and ignored my presence the entire time we was there which was like 3 hours .
"jamari . " he looked at me and continued to roll another blunt .
"ar'moni take me home please " i got off her lap and stretched about off walk off the porch . Jamari grabbed me by my shorts .
"where you goin ?"
"home nigga "
"why ?"
"cas the whole time we been here you ignoring me , cas i called moni zaddy "
"ight ." He always give them short ass replies , ugly ass .
"come on moni , im ready . "
"mane sitcho ass down . you aint goin no damn where fucck ."
"yes i am nove ." i went to armoni car and got in , i was on my phone waiting for her to come .
i was finna snap a pic but the door had opened and i was dragged out the car by my arms . He threw me against the back of the car and was in my face .
"you luh playin dont it ?"
"im deadass ! you always wanna fucki-"
"mmhmmmm " once again he was on my neck goin crazy . this time his hands was in the front of my shorts rubbing my cooter .
"stop ja'mari . " i moved the other way because it was already 4 big ass hickeys on me .
"ight come on " he backed up i grabbed him and put his head back on my neck .
I thought i wanted him to stop , oh well .
"AYE AYE GET OFF MY CAR WIT DAT FREAKY SHIT NA !"
"fuck up ." he mumbled still in my neck .
"okay daaammnnnnn jamari chill .. ah " he let me go and it made a pop sound .
"damn who burned yo neck ?" he backed up and played dumb
"you dumb ass ."
"ian dumb , come on we finna go ."
"where ?"
"away ."
"away where tho ?"
"away there ."
"bitch . " i got in his car and took his phone out his lap .
jayda 😈.
text me when you on the way
"whoever tf jayda is said text ha when you on the way ."
"ight ." i really wanted to hit him dead in his nose , you got a female texting you and then just gon say ight when im right in front of you . but that aint my nigga so ima fall back ans play my role .
i looked at the phone again and threw it in his lap and picked up mines.
"you good cuh ?"
"yea ." i was really mad asf but like i said he aint my nigga . fall back ja'kai .
we pulled up to his house i guess and it was a girl getting her pictures took . she was pretty .
"jayda stop posin like that , ugly ass "
oooh so dis jayda , he pulled up with me in the car BET .
"jamari shut the hell up ."
she looked over at me and then at jamari .
"you jakiya ?"
"its just jakai but yea , wassup ?"
"awe my name jayda , he my brother so i guess you my sister now ."
awe shit . Jamrari knew wtf he was doin so he looked at and laughed then walked in the house .
"come on lil girl ." i smilled back at jayda and then followed him .
"and im tired of telling you im grown ." i went to his room and jumped on the bed and laid down .
I been over here like 5 times already so this my house the hell , ian never knew he had a sister but that would explain the extra rooms .
"you said you wait foo ?"
"grown ." he nodded and got in the bed .
I reached over him and got the controller so i could watch a movie ...
"wat you wanna watch pooh ?"
"finna watch sum ight ..." he said under bis breath .
"say what now ?"
"i said it dont matter ."
"awe we gon watchhhhh , sam and cat ."
"fuck is that ?"
"just watch it ." i got closer to him and wrapped my legs and arm around him . I made sure to poke my butt out so he can take a hint and rub it .
Like i thought he rubbed it .
"jamari ?"
"hm ?"
"who else you fuck wit ?"
"watchu mean ?"
"who.else.you.fuck.wit ?"
"nobody . "
"mhm."
"why you ask me det ?"
"i just wanted to know ."
"i know you lyin but ian gotta hide shit from you . "
"mk."
I dont even know why but i instantly had a attitude . I didn't want to be bothered so i stayed quiet the rest of the night .
I honestly feel like im falling to hard for him . He already comfortable leaving hickeys and shit on my neck .
He's made it clear many times he still fw other bitches but he also made it clear me and him was gon be together .
I dont want to fall for him harder and he leave me . I got bad abandonment issues since my daddy just up & walked out of my life...
He has 7 other kids besides me and londyn . He communicates with them , i see pictures on instagram all the time . But he left me & my sister .
My mom took it hard because he cheated they whole relationship. She aint been with no one sicne and that was 2 years ago . She goes out but she ain't seen nobody .
Londyn ask about him all the time , he was there in the beginning but he started slacking more and more and the truth finally came out .
I want to have kids one day & ion want them to go thru what i been thru with my daddy . It's beyond him leaving me its what he did to me that i will never forget .
" ja'kai ima be real witchu ."
"wassup ?"
"i wanna be witchu but......"
"but what ?"
"its my life , being with me mean you risking your life and folks who you love . being with me means you have to constantly worry about getting killed ."
I sat up off him and looked the other way .
"crazy females tryna fight you and do anything to break us up . why you think ian made no move...ian want you to get attached and then we aint be together."
"jamari im already attached . "
"fuck . well now you know."
"i just feel like if we foreal ian worried bout what nobody else say or gotta think . teach me how to shoot a gun jamari."
"huh ?"
"teach me how to shoot a gun "
"why , you ain't getting involved with none of that shti ."
I got up and moved to where i was straddling him i grabbed his face and looked at him .
"for you , ill lay any muhfuka down . " i kissed him and he kissed back .
He rolled over on top of me and the kiss got heated . I was definitely wet . He started playing with my shorts and rubbed my private area through the shorts .
"you wet ja'kai .."
"mmmmm."
I was telling my self not to loose my virginity but my body was saying fuck it .
I guess he noticed cas he spoke up .
"chill i know you aint ready fa that , lemme taste you tho "
"mmmkkk" without hesitation he took off my shorts and panties .
He spread my legs open wider then liked his lips .
"damn" He licked one time and it was over for it . He was eating like it was his last meal .
I could hear every slurp .
"sssssss jamArRi"
"hm?" he hummed and it sent a vibrating feel thru my body .
He took his fingers and slid them in slowly .
"OH FUCK !" he was moving his fingers in and out real fast but he was still eating me out .
15 minutes later and i had came 2 times .
"aah jamari im doneeeee " i couldn't take anymore so he licked me clean and got a towel to wipe all my stuff off his face .
I was beyond tired and i couldn't feel my legs .
"help me move ."
"weak ass legs " he moved me back up to the bed and i laid into his chest .
"jamari ?"
"wassuh ?"
"i love you . "
"i love you too ."
"dont say it if you dont mean it ."
"i do love you , you the first girl i ate out . you met my sister and allat . you special ."
"awe okay ."
We laid there silently watching tv .
I loved jamari, im willing to do anything for him ."
END .
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EXCUSE ALL MISTAKES 😘 .
( not edited .)
3:13 am . wednesday april 13 .
-bigzaddykylaaa🙈.