I was so upset at the situation with Jada's Grandparents.
I just lost a case because my mind was else where, I walked in the house & threw my stuff down on the couch.
I walked in the kitchen seeing The kids & Tori sitting at the table doing homework.
"Hey baby how was work?"
"I lost my case" I sighed, I walked over kissing baby boy & Jada on the check.
"You need a stress reliever?" Tori asked biting her lip.
"No i am good I'm going to take a shower & lay down till dinners ready" I walked upstairs & grabbed some clothes to take a shower.
Tori walked in the bathroom & closed the door.
"What's wrong with you?" She asked.
"I have a lot on my mind Tori okay" I took off my shirt & turned on the water when I felt Tori put her hands on my breast.
She started kissing on my neck but I wasn't turned on.
"Tori" she stopped.
"What the hell is your problem you never turned me down before so what's the problem now?" I rolled my eyes.
"I'm not in the fucking mood I told you that Damn!"
"Fine fuck you Damita" she walked out slamming the door.
I shook that off getting in the shower.
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After my shower, I laid in my bed watching tv when my phone buzzed.
Will: Hey beautiful how was your day?
I smiled at the text, I met will the other day at the mall & he has been texting me but I don't know if I should text back even though Tori & I hit rough patches I still love that girl.
Me: I'm good how are you?
We texted back & forth for a while & I ended up falling asleep.
I was woken up by Cash hitting me in the face, "Ma" he mumbled,
I opened my eyes & looked at his beautiful face.
"Son stop that" I giggled.
I sat up picking him up, I took him in his room & laid him down, I know I was being to hard on Tori.
I walked downstairs seeing her sitting on the couch watching tv.
"Where is Jay?"
"She's with her friends"
"Good" I took off my shirt & straddled her lap.
"I thought you wasn't in the mood?" She asked rubbing her hands up & down my sides.
"Well I am now & I'm sorry ok I love you"
"I love you too" I lend down kissing her rubbing her hands through her hair. I started grinding in her lap.
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"Girl this party going to be lit" my friend Suki said fixing her makeup.
"We gotta take pictures I'm looking so good" I added
I need to go hang out with my girls because Jess & I broke up, she kept making excuses not to meet my parents & honestly I'm tired of hiding us I love her but I had to move on.
"Shawn come on" I called for my bestie she walked out the bathroom smiling
"How I look?"
"Girl if I didn't have a man I would cuff you" Suki said, she has been crushing on Shawn forever.
"Girl bye come on" we took some pictures & left getting in the car, I unlocked my phone seeing Jess on home screen.
"I miss my baby y'all" I whined.
"Really Jay you broke up with her remember?"
I rolled my eyes, we pulled up to the house & it was lit, we walked in & all the niggas was staring at us & so was the bitches but they was hating, Suki's boyfriend came over & kissed her,
"I'm going to be sick" I said fake gagging.
"Whatever" I walked in the kitchen & got a drink when I felt someone wrap the arms around me I whipped around so quick to see a boy who looked high.
"Why the fuck are you touching me!" I yelled
"You fine ma"
"I don't give a fuck don't touch me." I yelled again
"Fuck you then" he said walking away I rolled my eyes.
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It was getting late & Suki left with her boyfriend so we didn't have a ride home.
I didn't want to call my parents because I told them we were at the mall & getting something to eat.
I didn't want to call my aunties because I knew they would tell my moms. So I just called Jess.
She told me she was on the way, She came & the ride back to shawn's house was quiet, I just looked out the window.
We pulled up to her house & Shawn got out walking inside.
"Thanks Jess" I said.
"Your welcome" I started to get out when I felt her grab my hand.
"I love you" she whispered.
I looked back her & gave a small smile.
"I love you too"
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I laid in my bed rubbing my daughter back as she slept, we have been staying my mom till I could find us a place. I have been letting Karen talk to Journey but other than that we don't talk.
I have been very curious about Vanessa though, I have never really looked at her that way but honestly always thought she was beautiful.
I grabbed my phone off the nightstand & looked at time thinking maybe I should text her.
I smiled & created a texting thread.
Me: Hey Vanessa it's Keyshia
I sent the message & about ten minutes went by & my phone dinged.
Vanessa: Hey Keyshia how are you?
Me: I'm good just laying here
Vanessa: Same but what made you text me?
I didn't know what to say to that, I didn't want to be to honest about why I texted her.
Me: I just wanted to see how you were
Vanessa: I'm good Thank you
Me: did you think about what I asked you?
Vanessa: I did & I don't know what if Karen is there?
Me: Honestly I don't care what she thinks she's probably bringing her side piece, we can go just as friends.
Vanessa: friends? Okay I'll go.
I smiled seeing that she agreed to go with me.
I didn't want to screw this up like my other relationships but the first thing I need to do is get a divorce to get my life back on track.
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Lo called me to come over she told me what happened & I had to be there for my bestie, I called Ajai & Damita so we could all be there for her.
We walked up to her door & I opened the door walking in.
"Lo it's us!" I yelled, Lo was sitting on the balcony, we walked out there & she saw us & got up hugging us.
"Hey girl"
She had tears in her eyes & she looked so messed up.
"Aww baby it's going to be ok"
We sat down & she didn't say anything she just looked down.
"Lo why didn't you tell us someone is after you?" Damita asked.
"I thought I could handle it but as much as I couldn't stand Shante I never wanted her to die."
"Have you talk to the police again?"
"Yeah they came by yesterday & they told me toni is nowhere to be found & they still think I did it."
"I would never hurt anybody y'all know that" she put her head in her hands.
"We know lo"
"Do you have any idea who is stalking you?"
"I don't know I have a feeling that it's someone who really hates me"
"What's Gwen saying about all this?"
"Well she is trying to help me get over all that happened but I can't"
"Where is she?"
"She went to her parents house"
"Wait" Lo said jumping up.
"Her parents & Grant"
"No way they wouldn't do that" I said.
"Yes it has to be them"
"Lo stop talking crazy"
She grabbed her phone calling Gwen.
"She's not picking up" we all looked at each other
"Let's go"