Its the third day.
I sigh and walk down the stairs.
Feeling exhausted.
I want to forget what happened last night and I succeed...not.
But I will pretend I forgot.
"Broth--"
"Hmm?"
This guy will not be at ease if he wont hold a knife will he?
He is sitting while watching T.V playing with a knife.
"I wake up without any recollection why Im here. Care to explain?" He smiles but he hold the knife tighter.
I nod my head.
"Brother, I am your sister." I said feeling helpless.
"Bullshit!" He growls at me.
He really growls at me.
His eyes is threatening my very humble life.
I smirk.
"Brother loves me the most in the world. If you dont believe me then you can only blame yourself for forgetting." I.AM.TEASING.FELIX!!!
The feeling of being superior.
So strange yet so sweet!
But instead of being flustered, his face darken.
He rose from the sofa.
Immediately, I realize that Its time to get serious.
"Um...Actually..." I started recounting the truth.
Brother is brother.
I know he favors me but that is when his memory is intact. Now that a slight agitation and he might kill me by mistake....he will be devastated once he remembers right.
I dont want him to feel bad.
Wait.
Huh?
He will feel bad and in exchange Ill die?
Thats not a very fair deal.
"What are you thinking?" He asks.
"That...Memories are very important." I honestly answered.
I look at Felix and took a deep breath.
"Brother, can I hug you?" I ask.
"Huh? No. Why?"
".....Please?"
"No."
"....."
"Ill kill you." He angrily said.
I look away.
"Brother, I hope that after this, youll never let anyone mess with your memories. Espicially, memories of me." I said and walks away.
Felix's P.O.V
What?
I dont understand what is going through her brain.
Is her brain made of sponge? Full of holes?
Strangely, I dont feel bad when she talks to me, when she gets near me or demand attention.
Her presence is very comfortable that it feels she belong beside me all the time.
"Brother!" I am cooking a meal when she rushes to me holding a knife.
But I didnt move and just knit a brow.
The knife didnt hit me.
She smirks and smile at me.
Hiding the knife behind her.
"What are you doing?" I ask sighing.
"Im getting back at you! The first day and yesterday, you tried harming me." She said pouting.
I raise a brow.
"But you didnt hurt me for real." I said.
Actually, why didnt I dodge that?
"Hmp. You are so confident cause you know that I wont hurt you. Bully." She turn around after sticking her tongue and with high head walks away.
I dont know what to do with her and after a while I laugh hard.
Then froze.
Why am I laughing?
What is making me very happy?
I grit my teeth.
It feels weird, wrong and I hate it.
This is not me.
This is not how I act, How I think.
Like someone else is controlling my movement and my feelings.
"I hate it." Being out of control with my own emotions.
Then suddenly I saw a flash of pictures in my head.
A grave, An explosion.
My heart hurts.
I grip my chest.
Its tightening unannounced.
"BROTHER!"
When I look back I saw the shock and panic in her eyes.
I want to reach out and tell her...tell her...
"Dont leave me."
I panic.
What did I say?
Why am I being difficult?
"I wont! I will never. Should I get you water? What do you want?" She asks in a frenzy and her actions are very clumsy.
I hold her and hug her tight.
"What?" She asks.
"Hold me tighter." I said.
The pain is subdued.
Sweet sensation is spreading in my chest.
Making me feel like Im a fool.
She hugs me tighter.
Not only that.
Raise my face and kiss me.
Planting thousands of light kisses in my lips and all my face.
I chuckle afterward.
"I really cant win against you." I said feeling defeated.
She smiles.
"Hmm...Cause brother is spoiling me rotten!" She said pouting but her eyes is sparkling in different warm colors.
I grab her waist and deep kiss her.
Then after lightly kissing her lips.
I look at her blushing face.
"Did you just try to kill me?" I ask.
Her eyes widen.
Then she averts her eyes nodding.
I smile.
"You'll pay for that." I said as I tease her ticklish side.
"Umm...W-what?" She said trembling as she refuses to let her laugh escape her mouth.
"Sleep with me."
"Sure!"
She happily replied.
Kara's P.O.V
One of the biggest mistake I made.
After affectionately kissing and sleeping together.
I wake up getting slap by brother.
As my lip crack and a small amount of blood fell down my chin.
My brain cant follow and comprehend what happened.
"You!" Felix angrily glares at me.
My heart hurts.
Just yesterday, we are laughing, even kissing deeply. Sharing saliva, so intimate.
But just forgetting a small amount of memory.
He have slap my cheek into bleeding.
My eyes reddened.
I suddenly feel so pitiful and I cried.
"You.." the intense hatred in brother's word just a moment ago disappeared and it change into confusion.
I stare at him.
He flinched.
Then bewildered.
"I...Im so..." he looks so at lost that he got choke with his own words.
I stand up and wipe the blood on my face.
It hurts.
But its not his fault.
Tears fell down my face.
"Im....Im so fucking useless bitch." I said angrily and I wailed so loud.
Frustrated.
From the very beginning I shouldnt have agreed in this silly game.
I hate myself for being push around by everyone espicially Halperdo that shameless selfish grandfather.
"Hey...Im sorry." Felix said and in his hand is a wet towel.
I look at his trembling hand again.
"You hurt me!" I accusingly shouted.
"Well, Im shock that someone I dont know is in my bed."
"No more excuses!" I angrily glared at him.
"Uhh..."
His eyes squints a bit but I ignore him.
"Hurting me.. You have to compensate me." I said as tears uncontrollably fell down my cheeks.
"...."
"You wont?" I said glaring while blinking my eyes.
"Fine! What do you want?" He said equally angry.
"Pamper me all your life!"
"What?"
"Hmp!"
"You...Who are you anyways?"
"You dare forget me then now ask me as if you care." I unreasonably said pouting.
At lost he surrender.
And promise me a lifetime of pampering.
A/N;
I am tired, emotionally.
Sighhhhhhh..
So tired.
Life is hard.
Haisssttt.
Therefore I conclude...That I should drink my Mom's pineapple juice without asking for permission.
Great.
Wish me luck.
Lolololols.