aegh, guys.
so I got dumped for something I couldn't control, and for something that wasn't fair. her excuse was that I stressed her out, but I never meant to, and I was just obsessed with her, because we talked for months. and then she just started to ghost me sometimes, becoming quiet. and I felt that things were most likely going to end soon. and I guess I was right. and as much as I want her to come back, I know it wouldn't end in any goodness. it would just end the same, we just weren't meant to be, and I honestly hope she doesn't come back, I can't take another heartbreak.
also she was seriously toxic, and my friends saw it, but I was too blind to see that they were right.