Okay so this one is going to be extra short i didn't write much because i wanted it to be like someone writing in their diary or telling a short story to a memory they had in the past
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I can remember the first time he kissed me so clearly the faint taste of bitter smoke on his tongue, the roses he brought for me were long forgotten since i dropped them to kiss him back
That night we made sweet love but the next day i woke up to an empty bed and the carton of cigarettes he left
He didn't even tell me goodbye
The second time i got to see him he was a mess bruises on his cheek and body, he smiled weakly at me holding the roses he had in his hand
I should've been angry that he left me or at the fact that I didn't hear from him in months but who could stay mad at someone so pretty as him
That night he smoked most of the carton leaving one cigarette he cried to me about all the bad that's been going on i tried to stay up not trusting that he would stay i wanted to at least say goodbye before he left but ended up falling asleep in his deceiving yet warm arms
And as i expected he left me as soon as the sun rised leaving that one cigarette and me who's heart was broken once again
I was too caught up in love that i lost myself just to find him to make him realize what i felt and what he felt was the truth
The third time i got to see him was at some club i went there with my friend hoseok and i saw him dancing and kissing on some other man of course i got jealous
I tried to stop him but he punched me and i fought back getting us kicked out
I was hurt but he didn't care he just told me to mind my own business when all i was trying to do was save him from the dangerous lifestyle he lived
The last time i got to see him i was dressed in black and so was he since it was his funeral
I watched them burry him i couldn't cry even though i wanted to bawl my eyes out
His mother was a crying mess and so was the rest of his family
Once it was dark i came back to his grave lying down the roses that i brought him smoking the last cigarette that he left
And finally the tears that i held in all this time finally fell
Rest well taehyung