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> "I'm so tired." I exhaled flopping onto the couch when we got home.
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> "You slept on the flight." Niall laughed laying next to me.
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> "Hey you two. Bedrooms were created for a reason, no sleeping or any other activities on the couch in the presence of others." Louis shook a finger at us.
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> "Lou, I came down here the other day and saw something I didn't want to." Liam looked at him. Eleanor sitting on the love seat blushed deeply.
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> "It was just kissing. Geez Liam. Everyones bagging on me for that" He play pouted.
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> "I only brought it up because it was unfair I was left out." Harry held up his hands.
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> "Aww Harry." I giggled.
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> "I'm sorry haz, I think we can include you next time. Can we please, babe?" He looked at Eleanor. She just laughed and hid her face.
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> "I'll take that as a yes, thanks love." Harry patted her head.
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> Zayn came walking into the room with some food left over from the restaurant. I could smell it and the smell just made me sick. It just smelled horrible.
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> "Ew Zayn. Get that away or I'm going to be sick, I'm not playing. It smells." I held my nose
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> "Well I think I'm going to bed.Ill take my food with me." Zayn shook his head and went upstairs. Something was up with him. He was being really odd.
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> Harry looked around at Liam and Charlie sitting close on the couch in the corner, and then Niall and I laying on the main couch in the middle and then at Louis and Eleanor on the love seat together.
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> "I think I'll head to bed to." He looked upset. I could see his eyes getting teary.
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> "Hey, Harry. You alright?" I sat up. As much as we annoy each other I still feel bad about the Abby thing.
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> "Yeah, just suddenly really tired." He walked up the stairs.
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> We all looked at each other not knowing what to say.
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> "It won't happen to us." Niall whispered really low to me. For some reason that is so beyond me. I started crying. Just picturing Niall not mine was just beyond anything.
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> "Honey. Why are you crying? I said it won't." Niall grabbed me and pulled me on his lap. I could feel everyones eyes one me, but I didn't care.
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> "I know." I sobbed into his chest. "Upstairs." I choked out. Niall wrapped his arms around both of my legs and grabbed my back. He hosted me up and started walking toward the our room.
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> He walked in and sat me on his lap on the bed. I just cried into him while he rocked me. All that would go through my head is being without Niall. Not having him there when I need him, to be able to talk to him for him to hug me and kiss me. To loose my best friend. I love Charlie but theres nothing like having your boyfriend thats your best friend. I don't know how i was able to survive without him before. I need him like I need air. He means everything to me.
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> After awhile my cries slowed and then stopped. I lay in Niall's arms tired and sore from crying. He didn't ask me what was wrong. He knew I just needed to be held and for him to just be here. Thats another thing I love about him, he doesn't push me to talk he lets me tell him when I want. He doesn't push me ever.
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> "Niall." I whispered my voice horse and barley audible.
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> "Yes?"
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> "I love you."
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> "I love you too. More than words. I will never leave you. I won't ever run and I'll always be here for you." His breathe was hot on my ear. His words meant so much to me.
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> "Don't leave me. I can't live without you." I starred at his eyes.
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> "I'm not going anywhere. Harry and Abby are different then you and me." He assured me.
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> '"I don't want to be. Do you think we ever moved to fast?" I asked him seriously. I think this all the time.
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> "No, Not all. We went at the right speed for us."
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> "We didn't get together fast, and then you know too fast? I mean its only been four months."
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> "I don't. Wait do you regret it?"
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> "No! I just am scared we rushed it to fast so...our relationship will fail." I confess my worries to him.
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> "I don't we have a strong relationship. We both love each other and can talk to each other. We never fight. I love you more than anything. We will last." He tells me.
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> "I hope." I smile at his words. My body is feeling the effects of the flight and crying. My eyes feel puffy and my mouth is dry. I stand and stretch.
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> "I love you Carson. You know this right?" He looks at me.
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> "I know. I love you too." I lean down and kiss him. "I needed to hear everything you said." I smiled leaning my head against his.
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> "Will you tell me next time you have worries?" He asks me.
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> "Of course. Now I need to take a shower because I worry im dirty." I smiled kissing him again then standing to leave.
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> "Your leaving me?" He gasped.
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> "Just a shower." I pulled off my shirt standing in my tank top. I threw my shirt at Niall and it landed on his head.
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> "Your naked now?" He pulled off the shirt on his head.
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> "You wish. I have a tank top on." I gestured to myself.
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> "Dang." He joked. I rolled my eyes and walked into the bathroom.
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> I started my shower and waited for it too warm. I thought about how lucky I am. I can tell Niall anything. He really cares about me. He really cares how I think. I can't believe how lucky I am. Out of all the girls in the world he can have he picks me and he really cares. He wants to know how I feel. He really is the best.
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> He cleared all the worries I had had. I really believe we can pull through it all now. That we'll never have the problems Abby and Harry have. I don't want to have a family yet this earlier either. I'm happy with the way things are. Happy being with Niall. Were to young for marriage. Plus the boys have a career to worry about. They're always so busy why would Abby want a family now? She's at the peak of her modeling career. What if she has to get married...what if she's pregnant. No, she wouldn't be. Though it could explain a lot. I doubt it. Oh well not my business.
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> I finished my shower quickly. I could hear shooting coming from the bedroom. Niall was playing games again. I shook my head stepping out.
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> "Hey babe will you bring me a band-aid?" Niall asked.
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> "Yeah!" I shouted back.
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> I wrapped in a towel and grabbed a band-aid.
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> "Are you okay?" I asked walking to him.
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> "Yeah." He smiled up at me. I handed it to him he grabbed me and pulled me onto the floor where he was sitting.
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> "Niall! I thought you needed a band-aid."
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> "Nope. I just wanted you." He kissed me.
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> I couldn't help but kiss him back. I got the need to kiss him it washed over me. I kissed him back while he lay on top of me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him to me. I loved kissing him.
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> "Your nasty." I pulled away kidding.
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> "I know." He kissed me again. He hand found my hair and his other was propping him up above me.
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> "Niall." I gasped pulling away from him. "I need to change." I became suddenly becoming aware of my towel.
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> "Do you?" He laughed his lips finding my forehead.
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> "I..yeah." I became distracted by him. My hands started to find his chest. I ran my hands over him. I kissed him again.
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> "Do you still need to?" He laughed.
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> "No."I pulled him back down for a kiss.
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> "We can't make noise. The'll hear us." I whispered to Niall.
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> "You mean...?" His face looked shocked.
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> "Yes." I kissed him and didn't plan on letting go.
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