Kara's P.O.V
Why?
Why?
Lately, I have been questioning life.
Yes.
I know I am bless and lucky.
I am...right?
I am having the best of the best.
Compare to the past life, my life is so colorful now. So colorful.
"I am questioning life's purpose."
Raphael look down and see my unsatisfied face.
He reach out and rub my hea.d.
"You are my lucky star." He said.
I am looking at the great DON.
Don Danillo who is laughing merrily as he pats Ralph's head.
Ralph is already aggrieve and angry.
It is better to take him away before he decide to stab the old man.
But Don Danillo seems oblovious and laugh happily.
"This child is very like you." Don Danillo said looking at the quiet Raphael at my side.
I look at him and he gave a gentle smile to the old man.
"Didnt I told you." He said as if very proud.
I sigh.
This happy warm family is not like this.
Lets go back 1 hour ago.
We came back from touring this huge house.
I have been constantly being bribe to be taking in as a daughter of the Don.
Ralph looks at the Don warily when we see them.
"Little Bastard, you come here and I will bless you."
Ralph reluctantly leave my side and reach to the old's man hand and put it on his forehead.
"God bless you." He said taking delight of Ralph's discomfort.
"Don Danny, do not bully little Brat." I said and pat Ralph's shoulder.
He looks up and smile at me.
Oh my, such dazzling smile.
"You like this little monster? Ill give him to you if you agree to become my daughter."
"Dont sell your grandson."
I frown. "Dont listen to him." I said to Ralph.
Ralph pouts and nod.
Then he looks up.
"What?"
"Will you take me if he gives me to you?"
My brocon radar almost explode but luckily I survive the moe.
"I will."
"Hmmm.. What is so cute about this little monster. Come here and bark."
"If you want attention, you can go to social networks!" I countered.
"Oh-hoh. I am a bit curious how this little imp fascinates you."
"......What is the deal with your brain? Do you like me that much?"
The Don laughs and then after he seriously look at me wothout saying anything.
"Yes I do."
Fuck.
I almost grab something and throw it to him.
"You two should continue the tour. I will stay with my grandson and appreciate his beauty(as a wild beast)."
"No!" I said in a chorus with Ralph.
We look at each other.
But Raphael send me away.
"This is the moon room. At night, you can remove this portion and you can feel that you are in the wild and viewing the moon freely."
Raphael.
I sigh.
"You dont have to do that."
"Father said to tour you."
My lips twitch.
"If he said to marry me will you marry me?" I tease.
"Yeah."
Huh?
"Seriously? Are you a legendary?"
"Legendary?"
"Legendary Papa's boy?" I laugh hard.
Wait....
Arent I Papa's girl in my past life?
Now I am a Mama's girl?
Can I really laugh?!
Can I?
Do I have the fucking right?!
"I am not. But Father is the head of the family. His words is the rule."
"But you opppose him and have Ralph."
"Ralph is worth fighting for."
"----I never thought I will feel so heartwarming in a cheesy line."
"I didnt say that for you to feel touch. I am his father, I will protect him."
After that I didnt talk to him.
I feel disgusted.
I feel hurt.
I feel like he is insulting me.
That he is trying to hurt me.
Cause..
My Dad...Wont say something like that for me.
I felt JEALOUSY.
After we came back we saw the intimate grandfather and grandson.
They made up I guess.
Don Danillo is deadset in making Ralph the next successor.
I dont know why.
He also stops telling me that he wants to be my Dad.
I guess, alls end well.
"Are you angry?" Raphael drives me home.
Ralph is already sleeping so we left him in their house.
"Huh?" I ask tilting my head.
I am about to remove the seat belt and leave but I went back and look at Raphael.
"What are you talking about?"
"You didnt know? Youve been glaring at me the entire time."
"Eh? Eh? I am? S-sorry."
"But you also seem like you are breaking apart."
"...."
"Im sorry. For angrying you. After you have done so much for my family."
"Its not your fault!" I grab Raphael's hand and look down. I cant face him.
"If its not me, who?"
"Its me." I laugh dryly and look at him.
There is tears on the edge of my eyes but I suppress it.
Raphael freed his hand and wipes that water.
"If you dont want to cry..How about we go for a swim?"
"Swim? Its already 9 pm."
"I have a property near here. We have this huge swimming pool that havent been use for ages. Want to try it? Its still hot outside."
I look at Raphael.
This man is showing me kindness.
If you give kindness, then people will repay it with kindness. Not necessarily true but in this world, people like them repay your 1 deed with 100. But if you anger them once, they'll hit you 100.
I shake my head.
"I dont have a father."
"I know."
How unfeeling.
But looking closely.
He is still holding my hand.
I look at him.
"So seeing you and hearing you fucking hurts." My tears fell down.
He looks shock as his eyes widen as he grips my hand tighter.
Im sorry.
I dont want to cry in front of you.
"There are so many Uncles, so many Good friends but I dont have a Dad. Why?"
"Come down. I already investigating this. I think your Dad is actually in 'this' part of the business that is why I am getting hindrances. But I will eventually find out who he is. Then I will give him to you and you can do anything to him."
I am shock that my tears freeze.
My hurting heart turn cold.
What are you trying to track down?!
He is your business partner!
"C-calm down Raphael."
"No! That kind of scum as a father doesnt even deserve you!"
"Eh? You think so highly of me."
"What are you saying? Do you wish to forgive him just like that?"
Raphael's face darken.
He grabs my shirt and pull me. Making me see his face this close.
That I can even see his smooth skin...
"I dont approve of cowards but I hate softies the most."
He said almost growling.
"Pfft." I cant help but laugh.
That frowning face, frowns even more.
"What are you laughing?"
He let go and get out of the car.
I panick when he went to the side of the car and open it for me.
"Hey! You dont have to do that..."
"This much is nothing. Go inside your house." Raphael orders.
I look at him and hug his waist just for 3 second then I run to the gate.
"Thank you." I shyly said before disappearing in front of him.
Raphael sigh.
"I suddenly want a daughter." He said and drive away.
Xian and King had recalled their men looking after Kara in Gabriel's instruction.
Xian has been calling but cant get through.
He is really angry.
King on the other hand is a bit absent minded.
He even misplace his phone.
He looks unaffected but truth is he gets delighted with stalking the little girl.
Now this previlidge has been strip by the Boss.
They cant even refute because the Boss is the father of that said little girl.
"Where have you been?" Katherine.
"To hell."
"Oh? Welcome back then."
"Thanks. Im glad to be back."
A/N:
Im bored.