Miri's War

By miribeth

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Miri's War
Day One
Day Two
Day Three
Day Four
Day 4.5 Intermission Rant
Days Five through Seven
Days Eight and Nine
Day Ten
Day Twelve
Day Thirteen
Day Fourteen yo
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Day Sixteen
Day Seventeen Relapse
18 Days
Day 19
Day Twenty
Day 21
Day 22
Day 23.5
Day 25
Day 27

Day Eleven

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Miri's War Day Eleven

Today's been a quiet day, hanging out with  Chloe Neil and playing video games, after getting home from therapy with Juliet this morning.

She and Anna talked with me at length of whether I am suicidal. I'm not, just frustrated and sad at times.

Juliet agrees with Shoshanna's comments of yesterday, that like I'm seeing too many negative, not enough positive.

I weigh 102 pounds again, I see the medical doctor tomorrow and like a nutrionist. Maybe some diet ideas can help me gain a bit more weight.

I'm excited talking with my friend Sarah Wehe, we have tons of fun. I love her unicorn pictures.

Music of the day is Christina Perri, her songs way touch my heart.

Victories: Having a better attitude, and stable vitals. Having a target pf three weeks to return to work part time. Eating a oven hot chocolate chip cookie. Seeing deer at our pond.

Setback: Consequences if I feel self harmful again.

Affirmations: I find pleasure in small things

Unicorns and kittens Miribeth Liebowitz

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