Dear Diary,
No news back from Anakin. I miss him so much! But yesterday, I received a message from Mon Mothna (That lady who Bail has been pestering me about.)
She invited me to attend a private meeting regarding our changing society. I reluctantly accepted after Bail's persistence, but now I don't know if I want to go. I feel like I'm betraying the Chancellor. I'm tempted to just take a rain-check due to my headaches but the last thing I want is my fellow senators becoming suspicious of me. There is a lot on the line for both Anakin and myself. If our marriage is discovered, Anakin would be expelled from the Jedi Order and I could be punished severely for being "involved" with a Jedi Knight.
But at this point, I wouldn't really mind that. I'd do anything to be with Anakin forever. I would give up my career, if it meant that I wouldn't lose him. I just don't want him to give up his duty for me. He is far too talented to leave it all behind. Its strange, I love him so much that would give up my future for him, but I love him too much to let him give up his future for me.
Anyways, I guess I'll just go to the meeting!
Love, Mrs. Skywalker + 1