February 14, 20XX
Friday
'Valentine's Day'
Such a pointless holiday.
I look all around me at all the love and pixie dust in the air.
Did you know this holiday was just a manufactured holiday in order to sell cards and chocolates?
I'm such a sour patch.
I wrap my cardigan around me and see train-boy make his way up with roses and a box of chocolates.
Oh nice of you to show up.
Like a broken well, I let the water loose.
I turn away and wipe away my tears.
Ridiculous.
I'm crying over a stupid boy that doesn't even know I exist.
The whole time, I can't even turn around to look at him.
I'm jealous.
I'm jealous at how lucky the girl is.
I can't believe that train-boy really is as perfect as I thought he would be.
I learn something new about him everyday,
but I also fall more in love with him everyday.