I woke streaching my arms over my bed searching for the body that wasn't there. Niall was with the other guys, they had some bad thing today. So I was left alone. I slept alone last night too.
After the whole Kelly thing, everything stayed akward. So when we got home Niall went up to his room and I did the same. I herd him leave a few times and him talking to someone but I don't know who. I had hoped it was that Kelly girl. I had a bad feeling about her. The way her red flaming hair laid on her head and her just as bright red lips puffed out and her eyes never left my Niall.
Needless to say sleeping without Niall last night I had my nightmares. If I did scream no one cared. No one came in. If Niall didn't did that mean we're fighting? Why can't he just talk to me? He disn't speak a word after Kelly showed up. What was going on?
I got up yawning. It was 8:34 the boys must have left early. I didn't hear them clanking around. I went across the hall to Charlies room but remeberd ahe was at work so was Abby. I decided to go make some breakfest for myself.
I started cooking some bacon and toast. Man this house looked messy. Wonder when the lasttimetheboys cleaned was. Maybe I would do that today. Everyone wasn't to come home till after 12. That should give me sometime. I hurrly ate my food and then putmy hair in a high bun and turned my IPod on and popped the headphones in my ears.
Taylor swifts voice flooded my ears. I sang along. I loved Taylor Swift. She is my idol. I wanted to be just like her.
Don't you dare look out your window darlin everythings on fire
The war outside your door keeps raging on
I sang the notes and words along with her while washing up the dishes.
I bounced around the house cleaning,singing, and dancing to the music coming from my IPod. I had cleaned the kitchen and dinning room and bathroom. Now i was working on the living room as Nicki Minajs starships started in my head.
Lets go to the beach, each
Lets go to the way, bay, say
I danced around singing with the song as I cleaned the coffe table. I dusted it off as i droped a newspaper.
"Crap." I picked it up and countined to dance and sing.
I spun around to find five boys starring and holding in laughter. I pulled my headphones out.
"Well hello." Zayn winked." Have a nice day love?" He smiled at me.
"Uh, yeah. I did." I smiled back.
"Here we are coming home early because Niall here was worried you'd be bored home all alone." Harry made a face.
Normally I would have run up to Niall and hugged him. But after last night I didn't know.
"Did he now?" I looked at Niall as he walked toward me wrapping me in a hug.
"He did." Niall whispered before placing his lips on mine. I could hear the other making comments as they left the room.
"I missed you.I'm sorry about last night. Just seeing her again and everything brought back memories. And..what made me so silent was knowing shes...that shes...been sending all the boys and I texts saying threats against you and me." He pulled me sitting on the couch.
"What?! Why didn't you tell me?!" I scooted away from him.
"Because I disn't want you to worry. Its not your battle its mine.I will keep you safe. I promise. I will never let anything happen to you." He pulled me closer again. I cant believe this. That womans been sending me threats who does she think she is? I have never done one bad thing to her. Ever. I barley know who she is?
Just Nialls phyco ex. Maybe everyone has one. I sure as heck do. Mine is probably worse than his. He just. hasn't sent threats yet.
"Anyway lets forget about her because I have a surprise. Tonight we have some fancy party to go to. And your coming." He pulled me up from my sitting posistion.
"What?! When are we leaving?" I couldn't get ready soon. I hope he knew that.
"Its at 8. You have time." He chuckled.
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By 7:49 I was walking downstairs. My tight red dress tight on my skin it coming to reach my mid thigh. My hair in a tight bun on the side of my head. My make up done natural but noticable. I felt pretty. A feeling all girls love. I walked down the stairs finding Niall waiting for me.
"You look stunning." He pulled me into his arms. My face heated as I pulled his lips to meet mine.
"Ew. Guys please." Liam joked as he came down the stairs.
"Ooh look. Bird looks h.o.t hot." Louis commented from the kitchen.
"I agree." Zayn said coming down the stairs giving me the up and down.
"Yes, well mine." Niall pulled me closer I laughed at him.
Well we need the two other girls and Harry. Someone go pull Abby and Harry apart." Everyone turned to look at me.
"Ugh. Fine guys I'll go...again!" I headed back upatairs.
I knocked. "Abby? Harry? Its time to go." I slid he door open knowing I would regret it.
I did. Abby and Harry stood right by the door forcefully making out. "Ew!! Guys! Come on were leaving."
Niall and I kissed but out tounges were never down eachothers throat. We had never kissed with tounge. Only pecks and such.
"Sorry Car." Harry laughed as I stormed away.
"They were making out badly." I informed everyone as they all laughed I had seen them.
"Aww your girlyfriends scard for life." Zayn laughed as everyone else came down.
"I'll fix that." Niall pulled me close kissing my cheek.
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We arrived outside pulling up in our limo waiting to get out as camaras already flahesed and fans screamed. This was going to be fun.
"Don't listen to any hate you get. Or any paps." Niall told me as Harry and Abby sliped out and the screams grew louder. I nodded following Niall with Louis behind me.
"Niall! Tell us whenn you and Carson became offical?!" On pap yelled.
"Niall!Carson! Lets see a kiss!"
"Oh my god! I love you Niall!" A fan yelled.
Only a few more feet till we were inside. Niall had my hand and was helping me through the crowd. Bright lights still flashed in my face. Then thankfully we were inside and the screaming and light dimmed. I was glad.
My ears were filled with the sound of music.
"Lets get so drunk tonight!" Louis yelled. I couldn't yet. Legally I was only 17. Two weeks until my birthday. Then I could.
"I agree!" Harry cheered. The rest of the boys agreed. Charlie couldnt either. Our birthdays were three weeks apart. We had beenn the youngest in our senior class. It was nice in a way.
The boys all left to go get drinks.
"You'll be okay?" Niall leaned down to my ear.
"Yeah! Fine I have the girls!" I patted his arm. He nodded following the boys.
"So when are you and Liam going to offically be a couple?" Abby asked.
"Wee kinda are already..." She laughed.
"What?!" I screamed getting a few looks.
"We were going to tell everyone tonight." She shrugged.
"Charlie Sopia Grayson! You are suppose to tell me the second you know!"
"Sorry! I didn't know!" She held her hands up.
I dropped it. As long as she was happy. I hugged her.
"I don't care. I'm so happy for you!"
"Thanks!" She smiled like crazy hugging me back.
I forced her to tell me everything as we sipped drinks. They were non-acholic still really good. After awhile all three of us sat laughing and enjoying ourselves. I had no idea where the boys were.
I walked to the bathroom and when I came out I stood watching the dancer. I swayed a little in tune.
"Hey sweetheart. Wanna dance?" My skin crawled as someone wrapped their arms around my waist. I bolted around looking into the eyes of Jordan.
"Get away from me!" I pushed him away as he held me tighter.
"Get away from me! Stop!" I pushed and hit him.
"Come on one dance. For old times sake." His hands moved down my side.
"No get away! Help!" I screamed trying to get away. No one could hear me over the music. My heart beat. no. This can't happen.
"I believe she said stop." Hes here! I could only see him out of the corner of my eye from trying to get away from Jordan.
"Just back off alright?" Jordan dismissed him but Niall just got closer.
"Get away from her. Now." His voice deep and dark.
"No." He spat. Niall lifted his arm and punched Jordan right in the face knocking him down and me free of his grasp. I felw into Nialls crying.
"Shh baby. Your safe now." He rubbed my back.
"He touched me. He tried keeping me on him. Niall I can't don't let him. Not again." I sobbed.
"Again? Come on. Were going home." He lead me to the back.
"Harry, call Paul have him get us out of here unnoticed." Harry looked oddly at him then saw me and nodded and walked away.
"You'll tell me when you get home right?" Niall ask. I nodded still crying.
"Hes having a limo pick us up out backin 5 minutes." Harry informed us.
"Go get the others. Were going to wait outside." Niall turned and lead me to the back.
We leaned down on the wall as I cries. He was so close. I was in his arms. He was here.
"Your safe. Can you please tell me what you ment by again?" He pleaded.
"He..Niall...He tried to rape me before."
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Heyyy so ik i keep uploading late but I was busy today. Went to the park with my cousins and sisters and friend. Ik this is going to have sooo many mistakes but im sleepy and. Have to get up early.
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