Kabanata 28
SPG
My grip on the bedsheet tightened when his face dipped in the middle of my thighs. I felt him lash his tongue back and forth my feminity. I moaned as another orgasm hits me.
"Brandon.." I moaned his name.
He went on top of me. A smirk crossed on his lips. Napasunod ang tingin ko sa kaniyang labi. I gulped as heat crept inside my veins. His hardened manhood touch my entrance. He teased it, earning a loud moan from me. I feel delirious. Nauuhaw ako na hindi ko maintindihan. I want him inside me. I want him to fill me.
"What do you want, little girl? Me on top or you on top?"
My lips parted at the sensual tone of his voice. My breathing turned heavy as I touched his naked chest. He's so sexy. I wanna lick and touch every inch of his body.
Oh gosh! What's happening to me? I think I'm becoming a perv like him. Maybe that's why I'm having wet dreams of him for weeks now.
"What do you want huh?" Aniya habang binibigyan ng halik ang aking buong pisngi na bumaba pa sa aking leeg.
I stared at his face. Ba't ang landi niya? The last time we saw each other, hindi naman siya ganito. He's all fuck that time. Ngayon naman ay halos landiin lang niya ako sa salita. But seriously? Ano bang mas gusto ko? Less words and more action? Or more action and no words at all? Tss. I prefer the latter right now though.
"Baby?"
I bit my lower lip as my fingers started trailing down his naked body. Natigilan lang ako nang may makapa ako sa bandang ilalim na bahagi ng kaniyang tiyan.
"What's this?" I asked with brows creased. Is he hurt? Bakit may plaster dito?
His face hardened. Hindi ako nakahuma nang itaas niya ang aking mga kamay. With one forceful thrust, he filled me to the brim.
"Brandon!" I was too shocked.
He started moving. Hindi ako mapakali dahil sa nakita. Pero mas lalong hindi ako mapakali nang bumilis ang kaniyang paggalaw. He's stretching me and I can't help but cry as pain and pleasure shoots within the lower part of my body. He rocked me deeper and harder. The bed creaked as his movements intensified.
"Brandon! Oh!"
I was already panting for more air. He just keeps on moving above me. His mouth found my tits and suckled it like a baby.
"Do you want me fucking you hard, baby?" He hissed near the base of my ear. His day-old stubbles are touching my skin.
I felt my insides clenching. After a series of thrusts, I shouted as I felt my release.
"I'm not done with you yet, baby."
I just rolled my eyes. Alam ko naman yun. He will never be contented with just three rounds. Palagi nga kaming inuumaga kapag inaakyat niya ako sa bahay namin.
"Wider. Spread your thighs wider, baby."
I did what he told me. Nahihiya man ay ibinuka ko ang hita sa kaniyang harapan. A loud growl escaped his lips when he filled me again.
"Fuck! Aaah! So tight, baby!"
Humigpit ang pagkakakapit ko sa kaniyang leeg. Sweating and panting, I let him rock me hard and fast. Itinaas niya ang dalawa kong binti at ipinatong sa kaniyang balikat. I gasped out loud as he thrusts faster. Punong-puno ang pakiramdam ko. I tried to sit up but his hard grip on my body refrained me from moving.
"I'm coming, baby!"
Napakagat-labi ako. I stared at his handsome face. I love him. I love him so much. Hindi ako nagsisisi na siya ang minahal ko. I know it won't be easy. Hindi ko siya gaanong kilala. I just know his name. I just know that he's far from the perfect guy that I envisioned myself to fall in love with. But what can I do? Can you choose someone to love? Hindi naman diba?
"Fuck! Miranda, baby!"
Another thrust and he came. Napaungol nalang ako nang maramdaman ang pagpuno ng kaniyang katas sa aking kaselanan.
Kahit masakit ang katawan ay pinilit kong bumangon ng maaga. I looked at the clock hanging in the wall. It's past four in the morning. Good. I badly needed to go home. Baka mahuli pa ako ni mommy kapag hindi pa ako umalis ngayon din.
Dahan-dahan ang ginawa kong paggalaw para hindi siya magising. I smiled as I touched his handsome face. He's so gwapo even in the morning. I won't deny that I'm smitten by his looks. Gwapong-gago. That's what he is.
I hurriedly dressed up. I'm still lucky he didn't ruin my dress last night. Binigyan ko siya ng mabilis na halik sa labi bago pinulot nalang ang mataas kong sapatos. Mabilis ang naging paggalaw ko. Dumaan ako sa backdoor ng kaniyang bahay. When I reached his gate, una kong itinapon ang suot kong sapatos. I carefully climbed his gate. Muntikan pa akong bumagsak kong hindi ako nakakapit sa bandang gilid na bahagi niyon.
"Shit!" That was close.
Bukas ang gate ng aming bahay. Himala. Baka binuksan na ni Ines dahil sinabi ko kagabing uuwi ako ng maaga.
I tiptoed my way in when I saw that the two guards are already wide awake. My heart beats faster as I reached the front door. Bago ko pa iyon mapihit pabukas ay bumukas na iyon. I stepped back because of fear. Ready na akong tumakbo pabalik nang iniluwa ng pinto si Ines. Wala siyang kangiti-ngiti sa labi nang pasadahan ako ng tingin.
"Pumasok kana, Miranda."
Tumango ako at mabilis na pumasok. Nginitian ko siya ngunit nauna na siyang humakbang paalis.
"Bilisan mo, Miranda." Itinuro niya ang ikalawang palapag ng bahay. "Umakyat kana at huwag mong kalilimutang magsara ng pinto."
I nodded. Gusto ko mang magpasalamat ay hindi ko na nagawa dahil tumalikod na siya sa akin. I hurriedly took the stairs
and carefully locked my room after I went in. Dumiretso ako sa banyo at inalis ang natitirang make-up sa aking pisngi. Naghubad narin ako at mabilisang nagpalit ng damit. I slid into the duvet. Inaantok na niyakap ko ang paborito kong unan hanggang sa tuluyan na akong makatulog.
I looked at my tear-stained face in front of the mirror. I think I'm really sick. Nagsusuka na naman ako. My head's aching too. Imposible namang hang-over dahil hindi naman ako uminom kagabi. Baka may hang-over ako sa sex? May ganun ba?
Shit! I'm going crazy. Kung anu-ano nalang ang pumapasok sa aking isipan.
Should I go to the doctor then? Pero anong sasabihin ko kay mommy? That I'm having a flu?
Kakalabas ko lang ng banyo nang bumaligtad na naman ang aking sikmura. Dali-dali akong bumalik at nagsuka sa sink. Humihikbi na naman ako nang matapos. I went out the bathroom and hugged my pillow so tight.
I can't be pregnant, right?
Gumagamit naman kasi ng condom si Brandon. Was it always? Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko napansin.
Paano kung buntis ako?
Anong gagawin ko?
Naguguluhan at natatakot man ay bumaba parin ako nang ipatawag ako ng aking mommy. Nakaupo na siya sa kabisera. Dad's on her left side.
"You're up late again, Miranda. Are you really sick?" Mom in her usual cold voice.
"Yes, mommy." Anas ko sa mahinang boses.
"I'll send Dr. Ruiz to check on you."
"Huwag na po, mommy!" Mabilis at taranta kong sagot. "Bibili nalang po ako ng gamot pagkatapos ng klase ko."
"Papasok ka pa, baby girl?" Dad butted in. "You don't have to go to school if you're sick."
Napalunok ako bago pilit na ngumiti.
"I'm fine, dad. It's just a headache."
"Are you sure?"
Tumango ako at nagpatuloy na sa pagkain. Wala man akong gana ay pinilit ko paring kumain. If I'm really pregnant, I need to watch my food intake. I just can't eat everything in the plate.
Pumasok ako bandang alas-dos ng hapon. I have two subjects this afternoon. The Strategic Management and Total Quality Management.
I went inside the room and found Bella sitting next to my seat. Kinawayan niya ako sabay turo sa aking upuan.
"Hi Mandy! Blooming ka! In love ka ba?"
What?
Someone laughed from my classmates. Hindi naman ako natawa. What's funny anyway?
"She's engaged to Marcus, Bella. Sinong hindi magiging blooming diba?" The girl with short curly hair said.
"Oo nga. I heard the wedding's after our graduation. Saan kayo ikakasal?"
Hindi ko sila sinagot. Wala naman kasi akong alam sa ibang mga detalye. And this topic is not interesting at all.
"Ikakasal kana talaga?" Bella asked. Nakanguso siya, sobrang lapit pa ng mukha niya sa akin.
"What if I am?" I asked back.
"You don't love him. Bakit ka magpapakasal sa kaniya?"
Natigilan ako dahil sa kaniyang sinabi. Kahit hindi ko gustong magpakasal ay nabuhayan ako ng loob dahil sa sinabi ni Bella. She's right. I'm not in love with Marcus. Walang rason para hindi ako tumakas sa aking kasal.
Pero paano kung buntis ako? Ipapakasal parin ba ako ni mommy kay Marcus?
"Mandy? Are you okay?"
"Ha?"
Ngumiti siya sa akin. "Just choose what's making you happy, Mandy. Follow your heart. Hindi ka niyon bibiguin."
Kahit nang makapasok na ang aming propesor ay naglalakbay parin ang aking diwa. Bella's words kept ringing on my head. I should follow my heart. Si Brandon lang naman ang laman niyon. But what if the feeling's not mutual? Anong gagawin ko?
"Miss Lewis?"
Nag-angat ako ng tingin sa aking propesor. "Po?"
"Are you okay?"
Natigilan na naman ako. Mukha ba talaga akong hindi okay? Ilang beses ko na kasing naririnig ang mga salitang iyon.
"Ang putla mo. Are you sick?"
Am I?
I excused myself and left our room. Hindi nalang muna ako papasok. I need to confirm something first.
"Saan po tayo pupunta, Ma'am Mandy?" Anang Ador na mukhang hindi na mapakali. He's always glancing at his twin brother. May problema ba?
"Pharmacy." Tipid kong sagot.
"Bakit po?"
I rolled my eyes at him. Do I really need to explain myself? Ano bang ginagawa sa pharmacy? Edi bibili ng gamot.
"I'm buying medicines." Sinagot ko nalang para wala ng daming tanong.
"Ako nalang po ang bibili, Ma'am." Sagot naman Ni Cardo. "Gamot po ba sa sakit ng ulo?"
"Ako na nga, okay?" Naiinis ko ng saad. Bumaba na nga ako ng kotse at hindi na hinintay ang sagot nilang dalawa.
With trembling hands, inabot ko ang plastic na may lamang PTK. Tumalikod agad ako at bumalik sa nakaparada naming sasakyan. Pumasok narin ang dalawa at pinasibad na ang sasakyan pauwi ng aming bahay.
Hindi ko pinansin si Ines. Dire-diretso ako paakyat at agad na isinara ang pinto ng aking kwarto. Ibinagsak ko lang ang bag sa kama at kinuha ang plastic na may lamang PTK.
I'm scared. I'm literally shaking while making my way towards the bathroom. I opened the kit with trembling hands.
What to do?
I carefully read the instructions. Paulit-ulit pa dahil gulong-gulo ang aking isipan.
I heaved a deep sigh. I bit my lower lip after I peed on the stick. I waited. Hindi na ako mapakali at pawis na pawis na habang hinihintay ang resulta.
Inangat ko ang puting bagay pagkatapos ng ilang minuto. I stared at the stick like forever.
Two red lines.
That was the answer that I'm waiting for.