Bibby:
I adjusted my glove, keeping my eye on him as he walked to his car. Aliyah had just giving birth to her child and her "bestfriend" was here to visit. I opened my car door, making my way over to him.
I reached for my gun, once I was closer to him. Just as he started his car and rolled his window down, I placed the cold metal to his temple. His body froze, feeling the contact of the cold metal.
"Shut the car off" I say sternly
Fear had now set in his body. His hand trembles as he shut the car off and places both hands on the wheel.
"Give me one reason why I shouldn't dead you right now" I ask him placing my finger on the trigger
"I want my son to have his father in his life" He mumbles
"That's a good one" I chuckle "Let this be your warning"
With that being said, I hit him with the back of my gun. I left him groaning in pain, heading back to my car. Aliyah can get hers later. I took my phone off Airplane mood, seeing my text messages roll in.
I pulled out the parking lot, making my way home. Aliyah was getting her visit, first thing in the morning.
I chuckled as Trinity argued with Mally and Wop. She was in the right but they just wanted to make her mad.
"Raccoon, shut up" Mally muffles Trinity mouth
"Take your hands off her mouth" I look up at him just as Trinity was ready to do whatever
"Tell her shut up" Mally rolls his eyes
"No, she's right" I chuckle "Y'all jackasses wanted to pick with her"
"Sucka" Wop chuckles earning a straight face from me
Trinity stuck her tongue out as Mally looked at me in disbelief. I was going always agree with my girl. Right or wrong. I put my focus back on my lyrics, soon erasing them again.
Trying to write my lyrics out were a challenge.
"Try listening to the beat and go from there" Trinity whispered before leaving out
I let what she said replay through my head. Maybe if I had the beat I can let my lyrics flow. I motioned to Wop and Mally that we had to head out. Trinity's car was still parked besides mines, meaning she had to have left with Shanse or Ariana.
Once everybody were in, we were off to the studio. My raps had to be different from every nigga out here. Music was going be my way of sharing my story. Unlike the wanna be gangsta ass niggas, I was really living in the shit.
Trinity:
I looked up from my phone, staring at Ariana as she ran her mouth bout her and Herb relationship. This was third time this week; she checked a bitch over Herb. I don't see who would want somebody so disrespectful.
I hushed her as my phone rung with an incoming call from Morgan. Ariana pouts like a kid, waiting for me to focus back on her. After ending my call with Morgan, I gave Ariana my time.
"Would you chill for one day?" I chuckle
"You would do the same" Ariana defend herself
"No, I wouldn't" I shake my head, receiving a look from her
"If a bitch feel like she can take my spot, then obviously she's got the impression that she can" I say "And I'll be damn if I fight for a nigga"
"You just fought Aliyah over Bibby" Ariana tries to make a statement
"It wasn't over Bibby" I chuckled "This girl didn't know the meaning of don't play with me"
"It was behind Bibby though" Ariana smirks
"Was not" I roll my eyes at her
Ariana gave me a daring smirk, causing me to flick her off.
"Real talk Ari" I get serious with her "Stop checking these bitches, they only want our niggas for the clout"
"We know the real them and where they heart really is... Not them" I add
"I know, I know" Ariana sighs "I can't help but feel he going leave for somebody else sooner or later"
I let out a sigh. I knew exactly how my friend felt. This was the same feeling I feel with Bibby. Most nights I questioned wether we were going make it or not.
"Herb is soft when it comes to you" I grab her hand, reassuring her
She nods her head, agreeing with me.
Later that night, I found myself replaying the conversation I had with Ariana. Bibby was wrapped up into his phone as always. I shifted in my upside down position, getting a better look at his phone screen.
We really needed to talk cause the thought of him leaving was eating me alive.
"What babygirl?" Bibby asks as I block his view of him scrolling on Instagram
"Would you ever leave me for somebody else?" I asked catching him off guard
This question had been on my mind lately, especially since he was starting to get a little more clout to his name. I couldn't help but wonder if there was still going be an us.
"No.." Bibby sighs, rubbing his face
"If your falling out love, will you tell me?" I was now curios and wanted answers
"I would never fall out off love with you" Bibby pulls me to him "Nobody's taking your place and that's on Vito"
"Okay..." I murmur
"Why you asking me these questions?" Bibby raise an eyebrow
"I really love you.." I paused looking down at my hands "I haven't felt this way in a while and I'll hate to lose you. Especially when your my only attachment and happiness"
"You got the ring baby" Bibby makes me look at him "You my home, I'll never stray afar from you"
"We in it til wheels fall off. Can't nobody compete with you or for your spot as my wife" He adds placing a kiss my neck
"I'm trusting your word" I sigh as I fall back, landing in between his legs
"I'm a real nigga, you better trust me" Bibby chuckles "I fuck and treat you better than your last nigga ever did" a grin appears on his face
I roll my eyes at his statement, grabbing his phone that was laying beside me. Bibby caressed my bare thighs as I played on his snap.
"Why me? You can have any nigga you want but you chose me" Bibby asks
"Your different" I answer his question
"That's not enough Trinity" He sighs at my response
He really was different from every nigga I came cross, since I've been in Chicago. I never thought I'll date a "hood" nigga. It wasn't bout his background to me, it was how he carried himself. He wasn't out here flaunting what he had and most importantly he was humble.
Now looking back, I bashed Tamia bout chasing them and wanting their money along with the title of being their girl. But yet, here I was in love with one. Only difference about me is that I didn't want the clout that came with being his girl and damn sure didn't want his money.
"It's the way you carry yourself and how you move" I mumble
"I just don't want you feeling like I'm ruining your life with my lifestyle" He looks at me
"What are you getting at?" I sit up and look at him
"You worried bout me leaving or stepping out, but I'm more so scared that I'm corrupting your way of life and what your use to" Bibby rubs his face once more, placing his back against the headboard
"I want everything that comes with you" I smile at him
"Don't say that cause I'm all you know now" Bibby chuckles himself
"Thick and Thin Brandon, even when the fame really kicks in" I assure him, giving him a kiss
Bibby pulled me to him, flipping us over. My face heated up as he stared into my eyes. This was the man I wanted to spend my life with.
• •
Classes were out and I had nothing to do with myself. I really wasn't up for running the streets with the guys for the summer. Going home wasn't an option since I was now full time at work. I looked over at Bella was knocked out on my body pillow.
A sigh slipped my lips as I stood to my feet. Maybe some browsing round the area, could help with my boredom. I dressed into my black "Backwoods" shirt, AM shorts, and red and white retro 4s. My phone rung with an incoming call from somebody.
"Hello.." I answered not looking at the caller I.D
"Can you bring me some dice?" Bibby voice filled my ear "I know you leaving out the house" he adds with a chuckle
"You must've put cameras in my room" I roll my eyes, knowing he couldn't see them
"I just know how you get on your off days" He say
"Whatever, ill see you in 20" I say, applying some carmax to my lips
"See you in a minute beauty" Were his last words before ending the call
I turned of my nightstand light, leaving Bella to sleep. Alice room door was closed. She must have Squeak over or either sleeping in. I grabbed my keys to my Range, leaving out the front door.
My headlights flashed as I unlocked the doors. I placed my wallet in the passenger seat, sticking my keys in the ignition. Come Thru from Jacquees "19" album filled my factory speakers, causing me to sing along.
I stopped at Bibby's favorite corner store, grabbing his dice. This was an every other week thing for him. Luckily I remembered which brand he liked and the guy behind the counter happened to recognize me. Once I was back in my truck; I made my way to Essex.
I always got goosebumps, coming over in this area. Half dressed women walked the streets. Finally I pulled up to the house Bibby hung at, shutting my car off. I felt eyes on me as my 4s hit the cracked up tar.
I hit the lock button three times, ensuring my doors were locked and alarmed. My wallet was tucked under my arm and the dice were in my left hand. A couple guys were on the porch blowing as I walked through the gate.
Their eyes raped my body just as made contact with the bottom of the steps. Project greeted me at the door, scowling at the dudes who remained staring at me. I thanked him and made my way to the back of the house.
All this was familiar to me now. I had been here one to many times. Smoke greeted me as I opened to the door to let myself in. Bibby was playing pool with George, Shawn was counting, Wop was off in his own world; and Herb was blowing like always.
Mally and ManMan both greeted me with hugs, being sure that their blunt didn't touch my hair.
"How you rocking a backwoods shirt but don't smoke?" Kyro jokes, side hugging me
Overtime we grew to like each other. He was just an asshole for no reason. I let out a simple shrug earning a chuckle and head shake from him.
"Here's your dice" I say as Bibby looks in my direction
"What I owe you?" He reaches in his pocket pulling out a twenty
"Nothing" I push his hand back
"You sure?" He raises an eyebrow at me
"Yes Brandon" I chuckle
"I'm digging the fit" Herb finally notices my presence
"Thank you" I pop my imaginary collar
"Let me get a quick picture" Bibby smirks, grabbing my hand
For some reason, he had this new obsession with taking a picture of me everyday. Don't get me wrong, I adored it. He was starting to show more affection and I was loving it. I blushed as I heard him mumble "damn" from behind me.
I hopped on the trunk of his car as he made his way in between my legs. His hand found their way to my waist and his lips landed on mine. I pecked his lips one last time before pulling away.
"Got the baddest bitch out here" Bibby says, making me blush while he snapped a couple pictures
I flicked him off as he went on about how can't wait to tear me up. After a few more pictures, I was grabbing his phone to look through them. They actually came out pretty good. I sent them to myself, passing Bibby his phone back.
"Be safe, I'll hit you when I get home" Bibby says pulling me to him
"Okay" I mumble getting lost in his eyes
This had been a thing for me since we've been a thing. His chest vibrates at the sound of his voice. I hugged him one last time letting him go tend to his business.
He posted along the fence, watching me get settled. I waved by and pulled off, stopping at the stop sign. I made a right turn, heading off to wherever.