My last A/N please read:
Omg guys I cant believe that this is actually the last chapter...
I wanted to keep going but I have a feeling it's getting boring time by time and it's best to end it now.
I postet 86 chapters totally wow that's a lot lot hahaha
I hope for you all to live a happy and stressless live without worry and problems and stay healthy❤️
I'm getting so emotional right now ahahha omg... well don't cry Miley 😂
What I wanted to say is I started this book like I don't know 2 years ago and kept going even after Jonghyuns death and every time I wrote I felt like he wasn't.
It felt good to write cause I always imagined him near and alive with his beautiful and cheerful smile.
I hope I could give at least a few of you the same feeling.
Some of you supported this book since the beginning and others later on but I'm so so so thankful for each one of you.
One of the reasons I wanted to continue this book was cause I really enjoyed reading your comments. You all already feel like so close friends of me. Like I know you for ages 😊
Even if you don't feel the same but I am really going to miss you guys so so much. I don't want to end it because I won't be able to communicate with you anymore ahahah.
Okay I'm sounding like a weirdo.
Well like I said this is the last chapter.
Oh and normally what I wanted to do in the end was:
Mina has a weak heart and I wanted to end the story with Jonghyun and Mina getting into an car accident but Jonghyun saving Mina risking his life at his last few seconds when he was going to die Minas heart stopped and they die in the same second at the same day.
But after his death I couldn't write a ending like this of course so it changed.
Please enjoy:❤️❤️❤️
Minas POV
After a few weeks everything started to get so good.
I visited Tzuyu in hospital (of course Jonghyun doesn't know) and wanted to talk to her.
At first she screamed and cried a lot when she saw me and told me that I had t be dead and stuff.
*flashback*
"Stop don't come near me!" She yelled walking backwards.
"Tzuyu... I just want to-"
"No!!!" She screamed and slid down the fall curling into a ball "leave please leave"
I bent down next to her.
If you're asking now if I was not afraid hell yes I was.
"Tzuyu..."
"Go!" She screamed again but this time way more louder.
I sighed "let me just ask you something and I will leave."
"No! Leave!" She was breathing really heavily.
I sighed and stood up walking away. I opened the door and closed it again not leaving the room.
And what I heard next shocked me.
She was sobbing...
Crying...
"Why..." she mumbled "Why is it always you?"
I stood in silence and listened to her "since elementary school you were always the perfect one for everybody! Why was it never me? Why could I never get the attention you got?!"
My eyes widened
Elementary school???
"Tzuyu..."
Her head shot up shocked "did I not tell you to leave?!"
"You know me since elementary school?!" I asked ignoring her statement
She sighed "of course I do! You were the 'wow omg look that girl is so pretty' one which everyone adored so much! Why was it always you huh? Why?" She said and stood up.
She glared at me so hard I was scared even more now.
"All the boys no! Even the girls always adored you so much because-" she stopped and looked at me "awww she is so cute, so nice, so pretty" she said in a quirky voice.
"I hate you don't you get it?" She looked away "you had everything I always wanted"
I sighed "why did you do all those things then? Did you think that hurting and threatening people will help you get that? Do you really think that with this shitty character of yours you will get the attention you want?" I raised an eyebrow crossing my arms.
"I thought..." she gulped "no I knew that I would never get Jonghyun or the attention you had" she looked back up locking her eyes with mine "but I thought that when I couldn't get those things... you shouldn't easer. I-I " she started but broke down crying "I don't know what's gotten into me! I'm insane! Selfish! Worthless! I'm crazy! I'm so sorry! I wanted it all to myself jealousy took so much over me that I lost my mind! See!" She said pointing around "I'm crazy that's why they keep me here now!" She said chuckling. But you could hear how hurt she was.
I sighed and moved closer to her "you're not worthless. Nobody is! If you can't get something you want than don't make other people's life miserable for it." I kneed down and patted her shoulder "be yourself not like anyone want you to be."
She sighed "why are you being so nice to me after all that I did to you"
"I know you're not a bad person Tzuyu and I am not a person to not forgive and forget. If you feel sorry about it than it's okay."
She looked up at me and smiled.
*flashback over*
That's pretty much how it went but surely she will be fine soon.
"Jagiii come here!" Jonghyun called making me jump in my seat. He was running with the kids to the beach while I was still sitting in the car deeply in thoughts.
I smiled "I'm coming "
The kids were now playing with sand while Jonghyun was walking near the water.
I got of the car and ran to them. I ran behind Jonghyun and jumped onto his back making him startle.
He laughed and hold my legs spinning me around.
I giggled and hugged him closer my his neck "I'm going to fall."
"Don't worry baby!" He said smiling "I will make sure you won't fall..." he stopped and turned his face to me smirking. That doesn't look good "when it's not water" he said and walked to the cold shining water.
"No!no please! It's to cold!"
"Well to bad!" He said and let go pushing me down.
The cold water hit me like a truck and I jumped up immediately "omg it's so cold!" I screamed.
He laughed his precious ass off and pulled me closer to him hugging me "that's for going to see Tzuyu without my permission!"
"How do you know?!" My eyes widened
He pushed the wet hair out of my face kissing my nose "Taehyung told me"
"Aish this dork!" I said rolling my eyes "but it went fine nothing bad happened!" I said smiling at him.
"But it could have. Please don't do that again!" He said and hugged me not caring about my body being wet nailing him wet as well.
"Okay i wont" i said smiling.
I love this derp so much.
"Do you remember this place?" He said pulling back looking into my eyes.
Huh?? I looked around and my eyes widened.
"Omg that day when this men tried to-"
"Don't day it!" He said shutting my mouth with his hand "I don't want to remember that part." He said pouting. Aish this cutie.
"Well it was the day you saved me from him were I met you for the first time" I said and he smiled "we're the hell began" I continued and his smile fell.
"What? Hell?" He glared at me smirking. He pulled me over his shoulder spinning me around "you will regret saying that!" He Spin me again making me scream and before I could say something he jumped into the deep cold water with me in his arms.
I flinched and tried to get out again but he pulled me down crashing his lips into mine.
The whole adrenaline feeling was so amazing I couldn't describe it. I put my arms around his shoulder pulling him in depending the kiss.
We pulled up still kissing which his hands around my waist and my hands on his shoulders.
"Ewwww" We Heard making both of us pull away.
We looked ant saw the kids all covering their eyes.
"Appa that's gross!" Minhyuk said.
"Yes! Ewww" Areum said and Jinhyuk chuckled.
I smiled at Jonghyun and we laughed.
"So you say you want a kiss as well?" Jonghyun asked and all of their eyes grew "than watch out I'm the kissy King!" He said running to them.
The kids screamed and all ran in a different direction trying to escape.
And so it went on.
I learned in my life.
No matter how hard and depressing life can be, you have to be patient and wait.
Course some day...
Everything gets perfect.
Just like me and my Jerk husband.
THE END
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XOXO MILEY