Trinity:
"You're my first
thought in the morning
My last thought at
the end of the night..."
I sigh and shut my laptop, running my hands over my face. This was the third time this week, that I was up writing my feelings. I glanced over seeing Bella was snuggled in her bed, sleeping.
Must be nice, to actually sleep. I grabbed my phone, unlocking it. Moments later I found myself, looking through Bibby and I pictures. Tears made their way to my waterline.
I missed him so much. But it's my fault for this hurt, that I'm feeling. I should've known, he was just one of those lil hot boys who ain't have a heart. I clicked out my pictures and locked my phone back.
I stood to my feet and made my way to my closet. I grabbed a hoodie from Nike off the rack, pulling it on. Followed by my rain boots. My clock read '2:12am' and showed that the rain was going start picking up at 3am.
Not phased by the fact that it was thundering and lighting out, I grab my keys. I just need somebody to vent to. And the only person I could think of at the moment was Morgan. But she was on duty and couldn't have calls at the moment.
I started my car, just letting the old throwbacks play lowly as I sat there. There was a knock on my window, pulling me out my thoughts. I looked over seeing Bibby, drenched.
"What are you doing out here?" I quickly shut the car off and got out
"I had this feeling something was wrong" Bibby shrugs
"Let's get you in before you get sick" I grab his hand only for him to pull me back
"That's not what matters right now.." Bibby looks at me "Talk to me"
"I just miss you... I feel so incomplete without you" I was truthful with him
"Babygirl, Im sorry for the hurt" Bibby wipes my tears that were now falling
"Why did you do it?" I looked at him as guilt filled his face
"I wasn't in my right state of mind" Bibby admits "I felt so dirty afterwards and just couldn't bring myself to tell you"
"And it's not right that you had find out through social media. As Herb said I should've been man enough to tell you" He continues
I couldn't bring myself to say anything. Before we knew it, it started raining harder. I grabbed Bibby hand and pulled him the direction of the house. He shut the door, locking it, and following me upstairs.
My hoodie was soaked and so was my shirt. I quickly pulled off my wet clothes, grabbing a fresh set of pajamas. Bibby striped out his wet clothes, going to his personal drawer.
Just as Bibby claimed into bed, I shut off the light. I placed my phone on dnd before placing it on dnd. Bibby grips my waist pulling me to him, snuggling his face into neck.
"I miss you so much babygirl " Bibby murmurs
"I miss you too" I whisper before closing my eyes
I felt safe once again. I was in the arms of the man that I loved, dearly.
•••
I glanced at my at clock seeing it was now 7:30am. The rain was still coming down pretty hard. Bibby's light snores filled my ears along with thunder, that came here and there.
My fingers ran through his curls as he laid on my stomach. I reached over grabbing my phone, seeing a missed call from my mom and message from my head manager.
The office was closed today due to weather. Luckily classes were canceled for us since we were on hurricane watch. I turned my head to my now open door, seeing Alice.
"Awe, I wanted to cuddle" She pouts noticing Bibby
"Somebody beat you to it" I chuckle feeling Bibby move
"I'll just go fix breakfast with Bella" She says grabbing a now woke Bella from the edge of my bed
"I wanna join" I pout
Alice shakes her head no and shuts the door behind her. Bibby hazel-green eyes were now staring up at me. He frown his face up before saying a slick remark.
"Quit looking at me girl"
"Get off me then" I remove his arm from around my waist
"Nah" He decides to roll himself in between my legs
I shook my head as he made himself comfortable on my chest. Soon I was feeling his hands rub my thighs. He had a habit of doing such thing.
I grabbed my remote, flipping on my tv. Only for Bibby to take it and turn it off.
"Really?" I scowl at him
"I'm just trying to enjoy the moment before you go back to ignoring a nigga" He pops one eye open
"I just needed space" I sigh knowing where this was going
"I ain't tryna lose you" Bibby sits up, finally
"Actions speak louder baby" I wink sliding out of bed
I heard Bibby call after me as I shut my bathroom door. I glanced at myself in the mirror, seeing my curls were smushed in some places. I turned on my shower letting it warm up.
Growing up I was told never shower during a storm but I had Bibby slob on me. I quickly stepped in after dropping my clothes to the floor.
Bibby barges into the bathroom and decides to take a piss. I rinse off and shut the shower as I hear lighting strike. A chuckle slips from Bibby lips, while he watched me dry my body off.
I wrapped my damp towel around me and left him in the bathroom.
"So when ima get up in that thang" Bibby husky voice "whispers" in my ear
"Once you get tested" I pat his shoulder and move around him to get dress
I glanced over my shoulder seeing that he was now giving me a death glare. I hope he didn't think he was getting some after messing with some broad.
Bibby:
I watched as Trinity hugged one of friends, telling them bye. Just as she was making her way over to me, some nigga stopped her.
"Excuse me that's my sister you touching" Mally yelled out the back window
I couldn't help but laugh. This man was true character at times. Trinity displayed a look of annoyed as this nigga trailed behind her. Finally she reached me but he was still nagging at her.
"Hey beautiful" I pull her into a hug
"So that's a no?" He questions
"I'll email you the location, okay?" Trinity looks at him
"Ah, I get it" He smirks at her
"Watch that shit" I scowl at him
"And who are you?" He body checks me
"Some nigga you don't want war with" Mally opens his door
"Mally back in the car" Trinity pushes him back
"I don't like the way he stepping" Mally fussed as she shut the door
"Let's go, please" Trinity sighs opening her door
"Don't let this happen again" I warn him shutting Trinity's door
He rolls his eyes and fans me off, walking away. Trinity buckled up as I started the car. Mally had finally came down from his moment.
It wasn't long before he started picking with Trinity. The entire they argued about anything and everything. I shut the car off and got out leaving them in the car.
Shawn dabbed me up as he held the door open for me. Herb and Gmoney were in the process of rolling up.
"Mally shut up already" Shawn laughs while Mally tries to win his argument with Trinity
"Can you take my clit out your mouth now?" Mally rolls his neck
"I knew something was off bout you" Trinity makes a face, plopping next to Herb
"So Hoodslum got his girl back?" Herb jokes
Me and Herb put the beef behind us, thanks to Trinity. She said she couldn't have her "boo" and bestfriend fighting. Besides Herb and I are brothers for life.
"Yeaah" I lick my lips
"Enough talk.." Shawn claps his hands "We got a couple moves tonight"
"Where we talking bout?" I ask
"Our Favorite Block.." Gmoney pulls off his blunt
"Essex.." Herb and I answered