Why? (Under Revision)

By aileenvera

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Ever since I was child I've been waiting for my mate. The person who was supposed to make my life better afte... More

Why? (Prologue)
Nightmare
Author's Note
Regret
Pack
Characters
Going Back
Author's note
Reunion
Who's the Father
She's back
Apology
Guilt
Author's Note
Fight
Does He Know
Wishes
Realization
Questions
Xavier
Decisions

Mate

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"Mommy! Mommy! Can you tell me the story of how you and daddy met again?" I pleaded towards my mother.

"But I've told you it many times before sweetie." She laughed at me while I gave her the best puppy eyes I could muster. 

"Fine I'll tell you it again but you have to promise to fall asleep afterwards okay?"

"Yes mommy!" I loved hearing how my mother and father met. It was always my favorite bedtime story. 

"So once upon a time I was an awkward anti-social wolf that didn't go out too much but on this particular day my friends had begged me, and forced me, to go to this huge graduation party that our pack at the time was throwing. I remember how out of place I felt and how badly I wanted to go home but suddenly that all changed. All of the sudden I smelt the most amazing smell in the world and I turned to look for the smell only to come eye to eye with the most spectacular pair of blue eyes. It was your father and it felt like magic he gave me a feeling that I had never experienced before. That's the thing about soul-mates honey they'll always make you feel like you're on top of the world and you'll always want to be with them and make them happy. It's something that only us wolves will ever understand. I can't wait for the day that you enjoy this out of world experience when you're older honey." She said while giving me a kiss on my forehead. 

"Aw man did I miss the story?" Said my father while entering the room.

"Daddy!" I screamed. He came toward us and gave my mother a kiss and ruffled my hair. 

"Yes you did and now it's time for Grace to go to bed." She said while tucking me into the blankets. 

"Goodnight sweetie." Said my father.

"We love you." Said my mother.

"I love you too." 


"Wake up stupid bitch!" Was the oh so lovely wake up call I got before I felt something cold fall on my skin. I sat up in a quick motion and was greeted to a cold hard slap to my face. I should've figured that was only a dream there's no way that they're still alive. 

"Hurry up and make breakfast you fat ugly whore!" Spat Chloe, aka the pack's slut and queen bee of school. After being satisfied with what she had done to me she exited my so called room giggling to herself. 

Man I hate her. Said Sky my wolf.

Me too she's probably the worse out of  everyone here.  

After she left I looked at the picture of my family back when they were alive and I was happy. Oh right sorry to introduce myself my name's Grace Winters. And in my pack, the Moonbeam, I am considered the lowest ranking member of the pack. It all started when my parents, the pack's doctors, died two years ago during our road trip. We got in a crash and I was the only one who survived.  At the news of my survival and their deaths many blamed me for their passing. Many mourned the death of my parents as they were loved throughout the pack. Since many believed that I was the cause of their death, I was isolated at the age of fourteen when the Alpha decided to make me the omega of the pack as punishment for "letting" my parents die.  

Shaking my head I got myself out of those depressing thoughts before starting my daily routine of taking a cold shower and throwing on some rags that can barely be described as clothes. I quickly headed downstairs to begin to make breakfast just like I do every morning while getting assaulted by foul words that make me feel nauseous and worthless. Once I reach the kitchen  I make enough breakfast to feed the entire pack and make a small portion for myself and quickly eat it before I get punished for not waiting to eat the scraps. After the pack finished eating I had to make sure I cleaned all their mess before they all left to school. 

This time was sacred for me since I was mostly alone at the pack house. I wasn't allowed to join them at school since they thought of me as a waste of space and didn't think I needed an education since I was more as a slave  in their eyes. But I loved learning and would take the opportunity of reading on all sorts of topics in the pack's library when no one was around. I quickly put away the remaining dishes before making my way out of the kitchen in hopes that I can get some reading time but those hopes were cut when the Alpha's son came around the corner and nearly bumped into me. 

"Move you pathetic omega!!" Shouted James. He shoved into me but as soon as we touched sparks attacked my arm and shock filled my head. I looked up to stare at my mate's face and he was just as shocked as I was.

Talk to mate. Urged Sky. 

"I-"

"Shut up!!" He growled and roughly grabbed my arm before dragging me off with him. My heart was racing not sure of what he was planning to do. 

"Where are we going?" I asked as he continued his way through the house.

"I said shut up!" He screamed and pushed open a door to a room that smelled strongly of his scent. He stopped at the edge of the bed before hurling me forward from behind him so I would land face first in his bed. 

"W-what're you doing?" I timidly asked as I turned on my back and watched him get on top of me. 

"If you scream I'll make your life a living hell!" He growled. I began to sob as he ripped my clothes of my body. I tried covering up with my hands but was to no avail as he used his Alpha strength to keep me in place.

"Pl-please don't do this!" I wailed but nothing seemed to stop him. 

 All I can do was quietly sob as he raped me over and over again until I felt broken and used. This is not what I imagined my first time would be...this was not filled of love and passion...but was filled of rage and lust. Throughout the whole thing he didn't give me looks of love..he gave me looks of disgust and anger. Once he thought he's had enough he allowed me to change back into my clothes just as I was about to leave he told me to wait..I turned around to face "my mate".

"I James Storm reject you Grace Winters as my mate and Luna." he growled. As soon as those words left his mouth a scorching pain rippled through my body. Tears started falling from my eyes without my permission.

"I forbid you to tell anyone that we are mates. You will never be anything to me you are a worthless omega! Now leave before I do something even worse." he growled. 

"Yes Alpha." I said quietly as tears were still falling down my cheeks. I quickly wiped my eyes before turning around to get out of his room and run back to mine. Once I reached my room I shut the door before sliding down to the floor and sobbing out loud. I was heartbroken I couldn't believe I waited all this time for a mate to have this happen to me. I could feel Sky come forward in my mind as her sadness added on to mine.

Our mate rejected us. He did THAT to us.  Whimpered Sky.

I know...now he will keep using us to satisfy his wolf

I felt the familiar pain stinging in my eyes once again and nausea hitting my stomach.

No he will not! Pack up Gray we are leaving tonight. Sky growled out. 

Sky's voice didn't have an ounce of sadness but of rage. She never really considered leaving this place probably because she felt a sense of responsibility for the pack, most likely the Luna in her, but this was her breaking point I could tell that she was ready to leave. I made sure to take a long shower rubbing off any scent that James had left on our body and then packed up whatever small belongings  I had along with money my parents left me along with what I had saved over the years. Once the moon was out and people were asleep I quietly moved throughout the house before making it outside and shifting into my white wolf. I ran as fast as I could into the forest praying that no guard would stop us and take us back to James. 

Sky I'm scared...and heart broken. I felt so sad leaving even though I should be happy that I left that hell hole.

Don't worry Gray I'll protect you and our lil one

Lil one? Sky I-I can't be....can I?..

Yes Grace you are pregnant but we will protect our pup we will grow stronger and not be afraid of anyone. We will become stronger for our pup as well as for ourselves.

Yes Sky you're right we will become stronger. 

Even though I was scared out of my mind she was right we had to become stronger for our pup and us.

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