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#Kit's POV
#There are a lot of f* word in this part. If you are not comfortable with vulgar, you can skip this part. It won't much affect the story in its entirety.
"Go back to study...for our future na."
Pha's smirk promptly widened at Nong Yo's surprising words. This was what our boss wanted. This was what he truly needed. Then Yo let go of his neck but to anyone's surprise, Pha pressed Yo's lips roughly on his, then sliding his tongue in. It was another passionate kiss that was full of lust. One that both of them did not want to end.
He looked deeply into Yo's eyes and I sensed that it was not an innocent look. He must have something naughty in his head. Since they have been dating openly for quite sometime and if we included the crush incubation period, they should had got further than just kissing. Maybe a lot of steamy fucks already. But i did have a bit of my reservation judging from Yo's shyness and behavior. Behavior? The day when Yo gave Pha a surprise visit at the Med school, Pha followed Yo the restroom after they were showing off their lovey-dovey. And when Yo returned, his hair was not messed up, his clothes was not wrinkled and the part was that he still walked properly. I meant not limping. Maybe slightly? People already speculated that one of them must be loud in bed. Well, if they were having sex in that bathroom, Yo looked even hotter after having sex!
Beam and I had to really control ourselves from interrupting their kisses or make out. Now it was time to be a third wheel. "Ahem!..."
This circumstance required an abrupt intervention before Pha chased us away and did flip Nong Yo over. Time to focus on my revision. Lately, my mind has been acting weird. First was Ming and now is Yo. Oh man, i needed to widen my social group. How the hell we ended up knocking people in the same group!
"Alright guys, Let's start our revision. Shall we?" Pha switched the mode from being a lewd boyfriend to a tough tutor. He was now sitting at the studying desk with us. "It's getting late now so we'd better wrap up soon. Nong Yo needs to have enough sleep so he can be healthy and pretty." Pha said with a commanding voice while he smirked at Nong Yo. Speaking for yourself, master. We were here for an hour and a half but you spent an hour and 15 min with Nong Yo on that damn bed.
Joke a side, I was indeed so happy seeing him this crazy with Yo even when my love life was still up in the air.
Nong Yo continued reading his Manga while we were still doing our revision with our tutor. Eventually he dozed off on his bed and Pha got up to cover the blanket on his boyfriend and then turned to us with a gesture to lower our voice to its minimum. This must be a heaven match!
We were planning to continue our session for another 15 min before we called it day. Then a ringing sound came from Yo's phone and woke him up. He grabbed hesitantly grabbed his phone and widened his eyes when he saw the phone screen. Hmm we all wondered who the caller was at this ungodly hour. Well, if you excuse my french!
"What's up dude?" Dude? So it was from a male because Pha's curiosity had hit the ceiling now. "...speak louder Ming."
The latter sentence made me dropped my pen. Thank god no one noticed that. I told myself to concentrate on the problem set i was solving in front of me. But my fucking brain did not follow my command. It's just a name of a guy. A fucking name! The one who stole your kiss and never fucking disappeared afterward. All a sudden every sentence in my mind started with a f* word. Really Kit?
"Tomorrow? and what time?"
It was fucking loud and clear. Fucker Ming was fucking asking Yo out tomorrow. So it was now fucking clear that he fucking avoided me. I was fucking worried if something fucking bad happened to that fucker. But damn it.
"Shitty Ming, if you have so much free time, why don't you go play soccer or practice boxing as you usually do?" Nong Yo suggested him an alternative as if he was going to be busy or that fucker was just a pain in everyone's ass.
My writing looked kind of weird because my hand was a bit shaky knowing that Ming was available... free... unoccupied! Why the hell didn't he call me or text me? and why the hell this echoed in my head again?
"Movie? ok fine by me. Which one? Annabelle: Creation... sure. My angels also wanted to see that movie. Can they join us?"
Oh dear lord. Horror and angel? It was a Sophie's choice, one was between unbearable options. I admitted now that I was now listening to fucking every single word.
"What are you saying? you are also their good friends. Why? Eat something after movie? hmm...let me get a visa from P'Pha first. Ok?" Yo quickly turned to us and saw me staring at him. I almost collapsed so I pretended like I was solving my problem set.
"... how can he be in P'Kit's dorm? Because they all are here in my room. Wanna come over."
The last sentence made me chilled and I could hear a word that Pha was preaching to Beam. But every single word from Nong Yo was still loud and clear.
"No? ...That's alright then. Sorry dude i am sleepy now. and you should get some sleep too. Stop torturing yourself ok."
Yo hangs up... But my mind was still fuzzy.Torturing? Did my mis-hear that last part?
Finally we finished our session and Pha kicked us out of Nong Yo's room. Courteous Yo walked us down to our car leaving Pha taking a shower as the clock hit a midnight. He was planning to sleep over with Nong Yo tonight. I was not sure if they just innocently slept or continued the lewd scene. As brilliant as Pha, he could be sleepless and still ace the exam.
Beam and I drove our own car today. As soon as Beam started the engine and drove off, Yo approached my car as if I had something to talk to me.
"P'Kit"
"What's up?"
"Er..r... about Ming." Yo paused right after seeing my blushed face. Then he continued "... sorry to bother telling you that he's kinda depressed lately."
"Depressed?" I was confused because earlier he mentioned about self-torturing or something along that line.
"Yes. We knew each other for a long time and i never seen him in this state. It was devastating! And it happened right after he told me that he has developed a feeling for you. That's why i figured that it might have something to do with you. Don't mind me please. He told me that he did something bad to you. So he's so scared to meet you because he loses his confidence. It is like he is overthinking which is kinda a self torturing. And this is also driving me crazy because he felts hopeless and i felt helpless."
Every word came out of his mouth was like a bullet hungrily escaping a machine gun tearing through my body mercilessly.
"Can i ask you something?"
"Go ahead." I tried my best to sound as calmly as possible.
"If it is not too much to ask, could you please talk to him first? He dares not to talk to you. He is clueless when it comes to anything related to you."
I paused and hesitantly said "It's not really my business. Right? He felt guilty but that has nothing to do with me."
"Well, you are right and I'm so sorry to bother you, P'Kit. Drive safely ok."
"Please don't feel way. We are grateful that you let us study in your room and disturb you."
"You are most welcome. It's a blessing in disguise indeed. If you were not there, P'Pha would tease even more." Yo scratched his head sarcastically. Such an adorable boy. I bid him goodbye before driving off. Along my way, my mind kept on thinking about that moon.
Damn it! Scared? So keep it on...be lost and gone then...who cares?
He was the one who fucking stole my kiss. Why would i be guilty? He was fucking guilty as charged, wow should I talk to him first? If I did just that, It meant I was ok with that kiss then. Nong Yo had a good intention but if he knew the whole story, he would have thought other way. I was the victim here. A fucking victim!
Damn it. This year campus Moon was eating my alive mentally.
Car skidding sound was aloud as i stepped on the pedal abruptly!
Fuck! while I was thinking about him, I almost ran my car over someone in front of my dorm.
That took my breath away as my soul left my body a second.
But that fucking someone was... Mingkwan! holding a 7-eleven ice cream crossing the street soullessly looking like a fucking retarded idiot.
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-Chris-