"Okay I'm gonna die." Y/n tells Kendall as the duo enters the studio where Y/n's supposed to meet Beyoncé and her team.
Kendall laughs. "You've met her before calm down. She loves you!" She says to calm Y/n down.
As soon as Y/n sees the studio she lets Kendall walk in front of her so she doesn't have to go in first.
"Pussy." Kendall mumbles under her breath to Y/n as she walks towards the door.
"You are what you eat." Y/n says and sticks her tongue out at Kendall who rolls her eyes at Y/n.
"Y/n! Thank God you're here!" Some guy runs up to Y/n and Y/n tenses up at the sudden interaction. "We need you to sing a part on one of Beyoncés songs, then we can work on the writing." He says and ushers Y/n towards the recording booth.
"Uh." Y/n manages to get out as she's pushes into the booth by the man. Kendall watches the whole scene amused by Y/ns facial expressions.
"The lyrics are on the sheet." The man tells Y/n from outside the booth.
Y/n quickly scans over the lyrics on the sheet and makes an impressed face to herself, these lyrics are perfect for her mood right now.
"Now give us power, hatred, and passion." Some other woman tells Y/n from the microphone and Y/n nods her head. "Ready?" The same lady asks and Y/n nods her head again. "Go." The lady says and Y/n starts to sing the part.
"When you hurt me, you hurt yourself.
Don't hurt yourself..."
*-*-*
Thirty minutes later, Y/n was done and she quickly posted her emotions in a quick summary.
@/y/t/n: woah...that just happened
Kendall quickly moves over towards Y/n. "You did that!" She praises Y/n and quickly hugs her before Y/n gets called by people.
"Y/n! Come here please!" A new woman yells from an opened door while motioning her hand for Y/n to come towards her.
Y/n thanks Kendall before rushing over to the woman. She walks into the room and sees a large couch, a few chairs, and a couple tables to match the couch and chairs. Y/n looks at the people in the room, she recognizes a few producers and the one and only Beyoncé Knowles of course.
"Hey Y/n, nice to see you again." Beyoncé says casually while setting the paper that she was holding on the table in front of her. She was sitting in one of the chairs and she had a free chair next to her. "Come sit." Beyoncé tells a speechless Y/n as she pats the chair beside her.
"Hi." Y/n shyly greets everyone as she sits down.
"I appreciate the recording you did for me, I couldn't think of anyone else to do that song with me. Thank you." Beyoncé says while crossing her legs over each other.
Y/n blushes and shyly smiles. "It was an honor to do that. Thank you." She says and fold her hands together in her lap to try and hide some of her nervousness.
Beyoncé smiles and faces the rest of the group. "Let's continue." She says while placing a piece of paper in front of Y/n. "This is what we have so far." Beyoncé says while pointing at the lyrics on the sheet.
Y/n scans over the lyrics and she feels the emotions as she reads. She wonders why Beyoncé chose her out of all of the other songwriters in the world. The song that Y/n's looking at is full of emotion and Y/n can barely face her emotions, she has no idea how she's going to contribute to this song.
*-*-*
Y/n bites down on her lip as she looks at the small human in front of her. The child continues to make silly faces trying to get Y/n to crack.
"Blue Ivy Carter!" Beyoncé says as soon as she enters the room and sees her daughter and Y/n playing causing the two girls to look up at her shocked. "You're distracting Y/n." She continues while walking closer to the duo.
"We're just playing a game." Blue says while pouting at her mother.
"She's not being a distraction at all, if anything she's helping me." Y/n says showing off her smile to Beyoncé. After having trouble with the last song, Y/n was sent off to work on another song that would be easier for her to write. Y/n felt like she let Beyoncé down but Beyoncé made sure that Y/n didn't think that way.
Beyoncé sighs and looks at her daughter in a motherly way. "Lemme see what you have." She says and Y/n hands the paper up to her. Beyoncé scans the paper and smiles. "Whoever this is about, you must hate them a lot." She says while handing the paper back.
"I don't hate people." Y/n says as she takes the paper back.
"What if they hurt you?" Blue asks Y/n while playing with the pencil that Y/n's using to write.
Y/n shrugs. "Doesn't matter." She says and takes a deep breath. "I can hate people it's just I choose not to." She clarifies and places the paper down on the table.
"Who hurt you?" Blue asks Y/n since her senses were tingling about Y/n being hurt.
"Blue." Beyoncé scolds her daughter.
"You know Fifth Harmony?" Y/n asks Blue even though Y/n would never admit that those girls hurt her but she hopes that this conversation will remain in this room forever.
"No." Blue says causing Y/n to chuckle.
"Well, they're a girl group that I used to date, until they cheated on me with boys and used me for money, fame, and stuff." Y/n says while twirling her other pencil in her hands. Beyoncé gives Y/n a sweet look that says that she wants to help the girl. "All of that doesn't matter though, because I met the people who make me the happiest person I can ever be." Y/n tells Blue while her blank expression forms into a smile.
"You have girlfriends again?" Blue asks Y/n excitedly.
Y/n laughs. "No, they're a few of my closest friends. They're another girl group called Little Mix. They're the sweetest people on this entire planet." She says as the smile never leaves her face.
"We're happy that you're happy again, Y/n. You didn't deserve what they did to you." Beyoncé says while placing her hand on Y/ns shoulder.
Y/n smiles and nods her head, not knowing how to respond.
*-*-*
As soon as Y/n got home with Kendall, who goes upstairs to sleep right away, she opened the Instagram app and posted a collage of the photos that she took with Blue.
@/y/i/n: sooo honored to have met this cutie. had one of the best days of my life today. filled with happiness
She posts the photo and just as she does she gets a notification that she was tagged in a post from Beyoncé. Y/n clicks on the picture and sees a picture of herself, Blue, and Beyoncé. The picture doesn't have a caption but that doesn't stop Y/n from commenting.
@/y/i/n: ♡♡♡
Y/n looks at her post and sees a comment from Jade. She walks into the living room and sits down on the couch as she reads the comment.
@/jadethirwall: I love when you're happy. miss you a lot, call soon x
Y/n likes her comment then replies to it with a very simple reply.
@/y/i/n: I love you, miss you more. tomorrow xxxx
Y/n closes the Instagram app having enough of that app for the day. She decides to look through her old photos and relive the memories from the past few months.
Y/n notices a text message notification at the top of her screen as she's looking at photos. She furrows her eyebrows at the sight of who it is. Y/n opens the message without hesitation.
Normani: saw the pics of you and Beyoncé you look so good. i wanna see the ones that you didn't post
Y/n scoffs but she notices that Normani's typing so she decides to wait for her next message.
Normani: I want to apologize for everything but I don't think Lauren would let me
Y/n rolls her eyes at Normani and decides to write a simple message back that summarizes everything she wants to say in a few words.
Y/n: you shouldn't let people control your life
Normani: meet me somewhere? please
Y/n scoffs at Normanis instant response. If Normani wants her forgiveness she's gonna have to try a lot harder than that.
Y/n: busy
Y/n locks her phone and throws it on the couch beside her. Her phone won't stop vibrating but she decides to ignore it as she cuddles into Cinnamon and puts on a random show.
sorry I haven't updated!! school can suck my ass.
guess who ordered a signed copy of 5h3? this girl did and i'm slowly dying as i wait 3 weeks for it to come
what do you guys wanna see in this book? i wanna hear more from you :))
-sydney