"So should we stay in the car or come help you pack?" Kayla asked.
We were almost at his house.
"Nah, I got this." I said.
"We gonna call the boys if anything happens. Just let us know." Ashley said.
"Skylar, do you want me to come in with you?" Lance asked.
"No! I got this!" I snapped.
We were at his place and Kayla parked in right of his house. We saw boxes out on his porch.
"I guess he threw your stuff out." Lance said patting my back.
I open the door and stepped out.
"Just get the boxes and come back to the car." Ashley worried self said.
"No, it's not going down like that." I slam the door and walked to the porch to see my name on the boxes. It's seriously not going down like this.
I hold my breathe and press the doorbell. Once. No foot steps, no answer. Twice. No foot steps, no answer.I pounded on the door."Idris!!!" I said banging on the door like a crazy person.
Then I remember it was a spare key under the mat. I took up the key and unlock the front door. I looked in the kitchen and he wasn't in there. I looked in his bedroom and he wasn't there then I knocked on the bathroom door.
"What? I'm in here." He shouted.
I sighed and took my shoes off as I sat down on his bed. I looked at the mirror and it was no pictures of us. He took them down. I sighed again and rest my head in my knee.I heard the bathroom door open and I looked up at Idris. Once I looked into his eyes, I can still see anger in them.
"What are you doing here? Don't you see your shit outside?" He asked as he lean on the door.
"I see them but I wanted to talk you." I pouted." I was pretending to be happy with Jay but the truth is that I was happy with you. I love you and I don't want us to be over. Not now."
He pace from the bathroom door to the bedroom door. He lean his hands against the door and looked at me and again I rest my head in my knees.
"You love me huh?" He asked in a angry tone."So you came all the way in my bedroom to tell me this?"
"Yes!" I looked at him then rest my head in my knees.
"So you're really telling me that you love me? What did I really do to you for you to cheat on me like that? HUH?" He shouted more. The veins in his necks was popping out.
"Idris, I told you-"
"BITCH. SHUT.UP!" He screamed.
Bitch? Was I really a bitch?
"So you really wanna play with my heart, Skylar?" He shouted.
I covered my mouth from me crying out.I can't believe he's talking to me like that. This can not be him.
"Sky-Skylar, I gave you everything! I GAVE YOU MY HEART!" He screamed to the top of his lung.
My heart was pounding and I can feel it in my throat.
I sniffed. "I didn't mean to!" I yelled back at him.
"Yes you did !" He pulled my legs then snatch me off the bed by arms then put me in a headlock.
His muscular arms were tightly around my neck. I couldn't breathe and I was gasping for air and crying.
"So you really wanna play with my heart Skylar?" He yelled in my ear."Skylar, I'll effen kill!" He punch me."I'll kill you right now." He whispered in my ear then push me on the bed.
"This is what you're going to do me?" I cried out."You're going to put your hands on me?"I sat up." I would've did you more dirty!"
Next thing I knew his hand reach across my face. He picked me up by my arms and put me out of his room and I fell on the floor.
Die. Just die right here.
"Stop effen playing with me!" He screamed.
The tears that I'm crying is not even working.
He kicked me in my back."You know what! Get out! Get the eff out of my house! I don't want to see you!"
"Idris, stop!" I sobbed.
"Get out! I'll kill your ass right now!" He kicked my stomach.
Jesus please help me.Did he really just do that?
"Get out!" He kicked my butt really hard. I turn on my back and he stood over me."GET OUT!" He stomp in my stomach.
He was really going to kill me.
Just leave already.
"Get out!" He helped me up and threw me in the kitchen. He stood in the hallway near the kitchen. I wipe my tears away and stared at the draws where the knifes were.I open it up and took out the longest one.
I sniffed." So now I'm a bitch?" My voice trembled."You wanna play games with me now? You wanna kill me? You wanna hurt me? Do you really wanna play with me? Do you really want to go there with me Idris? I should've stayed at his dorm for those nights I went MIA when you were sweatin' me so hard! And you need to step you game up in bed because he's way better than you!"
Yeah. That's right!
"BITCH! You think I'm playing with you." He stormed back into his bedroom.
Just when I was about to go see what he was going to do, he was now pointing a gun in my face.
A gun.
Stay calm.
Now run out of the house.
"So you think I'm playing with you!" He said pointing it in my face.
"So now you really wanna shoot me?" I asked with a straight face. No emotion on my face. Just in total shock.
He pulled the slide on the gun and I backed up into the sink. He pointed the gun on the side of my face and were on me."You think I'm playing? You think I'm playing with you Skylar? You better understand that I'm the one with the gun!"
"Idris." I cried."Let me go!" I pushed him off of me
His angry eyes was scaring me and I wanted to run but I couldn't. I'm not going down without a fight.
"I can't believe you did! You're really acting crazy!" I slap the mess outta him.
"You turn me back to that nigga that I never wanted to be again."
He hit me with the gun.
In my face. Caught me right in my eye.
I turned away from him and crying in my hands.
Bad temper.
I could hear him breathing really hard and I know he's really freakin' upset.
"Skylar, just leave." He said calmly.
"IDRIS YOU HIT ME! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU HIT ME WITH THE GUN!" I cried out.
"Skylar leave!"
I can feel him following me to the door.
"I can't believe you did that to me." I cried.
"Skylar! LEAVE!"
"You hit meeee!"
"Skylar. You broke my effen heart." And he pointed the gun at me and his finger was now on the trigger."Ima shoot you in yours! You better leave before I count to 5." He bit his bottom lip in. "1...2...3-"
"I'm leaving! Okay!" I yelled.
I unlock the door and open it and stepped out to see my girls and Lance waiting for me. I wipe my tears and just when I was about to take the boxers, Idris had me in a headlock again and this time my feet were almost not touching the ground.
I started coughing and gasping for air. I heard the car doors slams and seconds later Ashley was on the porch.
"Idris,let her go!" She yelled.
"Go away!" He pointed the gun at her then Kayla and Lance stepped on the porch.
Once he saw them he pointed the gun to my head and I started crying more. Trying to fight out of his grip but he was to strong.
Lord, I can't believe all of this is happening to me...
"Idris.... please stop.." I said coughing.
"Get y'all azzez back in that car and drive away and if I hear the cops coming, I'm coming back to kill all of your azzez! Now leave!" He yelled.
They all stood there speechless.
Guys just leave. He's not going to hurt me.
I can tell Ashley was really scared but for some reason Kayla and Lance looked amazed.
"Skylar tell your friends to leave before I kill them then you!" He yelled.
"Guys.... just go.. please... Leave, now. I promise that I'll be alright. Just go and don't come back for me." I cried.
Go now, I mouthed to them.
They turn away and Idris and I watch Kayla drive off.
He let go of me.
"Go back in the house!" He yelled.
I did. Like a fool, I went back into his house. He close the door behind of him and I walked into the kitchen and he threw the gun on the coffee table.
"Come 'mere." He called me in a calm tone.
I shook my head. I wanted to throw up. He was walking up to me and I began walking, shaking my head. I was scared. I took some step back as he took steps forward to me.I stop until my head hit the wall and he was now standing in front of me.
"Damn!" He yelled." You pushed my buttons. Only because I love you , I didn't shoot you but you know I would've did it!"
I cried."I'm sorry for breaking your heart!"
"I forgive you."
And?
" And I'm sorry for hurting you and I'm sorry for hitting you with the gun, aigh."
I nodded.
"Can we make up?" He asked.
I was scared and I didn't wanted to say no. So I nodded my head yes.
He stroked my hair. He lift my chin up.
"You're really beautiful." He said biting his bottom lip in.
"Whatever, Idris."
"You're the only girl that I ever loved so much and you know I been through a lot and you know I love you. You know it. I love you and I want us to be together forever."
Him being taller then me, he lift my chin up and bend down and kiss me.
He lick his lips and sigh and looking at me like he was really in love with me.
I brought his face to mines and we bring kissing. I slowly placed my arms around his neck and he picked me up and I wrap my legs around him and he hold me from under my butt. Walked us into his bedroom without even breaking the kiss.
"Jay, wait." I said. He looked at me like I was crazy. He let of me.
Damn it!
I meant Idris ,baby.
Did that just happened?
Did I just called him Jay?
"So you're calling me his name now?" He said taken aback.
"No... I didn't mean it like that. When we kiss like that.... " I hesitated. "It reminds me of Jay, that's all."
Silence.
"Idris, I'm sorry."
He clench his jaw and looked into my eyes.
I touch his hand and he snatch away from me and backed up a little.
"I said I was sorry."
"Come 'mere." He said
I step closer and he started chocking and he pinned me on the door.
"Don't you ever in your life, call me some other dude name! You hear me?" He yelled.
I nodded.
"You hear me?" He press tighter.
"Yes..." I said coughing.
And I sat on the edge of the bed. He kneel down in front of me.
"Look, I'm sorry again, aigh." He said with pleading eyes.
"It's okay." I said coughing.
I bend down and kisses him and seconds later he was on top of me.
Lay it all on the bed. Love? Royalty.