ANOTHER CHAPTER, YAYYY!!! BECAUSE I'VE BEEN BAD WITH UPDATING, I'VE GIVEN YOU GUYS ANOTHER CHAPTER. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE CHAPTER THAT MIGHT LEAVE YOU MAD OR GLAD. I'M SORRY IF I'M CONFUSING YOU GUY WITH THE PLOT OF THIS STORY.
MY MIND IS CONFUSING, SO IT DEPENDS ON HOW MY MOOD IS WHEN I'M WRITING. IF I'M SAD YOU'LL GET A SAD CHAPTER IF I'M HAPPY YOU'LL GET A HAPPY CHAPTER. BUT, TODAY I WAS FEELING CHEEKY, SO WATCH OUT. CHEEKY CHAPTER ALERT!!!!!
PIC OF NOAH AND LILLY.
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Chapter 7
Lilly's P.O.V
Why the hell isn't she answering her phone?!
I rang the number for the fiftieth time, but it rang out just like before. I heard her voice on the voicemail saying to leave a message, but I didn't want to. I normally wait for her to call me back, but it's been two weeks since we last spoke, and we've never gone that long without talking to each other.
Deciding to leave a message, I waited for the beep tone and then recorded my message to her.
"Hey, it's me, you missed our check in last week, call me back as soon as you get this."
Just as I hung up the phone, Noah walked in the house. I looked at him and back to the door.
"Where's Rose and Freya?"
In his hands, he had bags of grocery, I took some from him, helping him to put them in the kitchen.
"Freya took Rose to that new ice cream place that just opened across the road. It's should be about an hour before they get back."
I smiled, Rose has been begging me to take her, but with grading papers and trying to track down Natasha, I've been too busy. It made me happy knowing that Noah thought about it.
"She's going to be so happy."
We worked together in silence, putting away all of the shopping he bought. It wasn't anything new, he always ignores me when I tell not to buy us anything, but he always says that it's his responsibility to take care of Freya, and he enjoys buying stuff for us.
With everything put away, minus the ingredients for dinner, Noah poured a glass of wine for both of us. I accepted it, taking a sip, feeling very relax until I saw him looking at me.
"What?" I asked, feeling curious.
He put the glass on the counter behind him and walked over to me. He had a look in his eyes that I've never seen before. He took my glass from me and rest it on the counter behind me.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"What I should have done a long time ago."
I didn't get a chance to ask what he was talking about, because the next thing I knew, he was kissing me.
I stood there, shock, I didn't know what brought about his action, but it was confusing me. I pushed on his chest and he let go, taking only a small step back.
"Noah...I...I don't think this is a good idea."
A tortured look entered his eyes for a second before he schooled it.
"Lilly, how are you going to know if it's good or not when you're not willing to give it a chance?"
He was right, but I wasn't sure I was ready to move on from Killian. I didn't think it was fair for me to be happy with someone else when he gave his life for mine.
His hand trail down my face, slowly. He tucked my hair behind my ear, his fingers lingering there.
"You drive me crazy, you're so close yet so far. I've never felt for another woman the way I feel for you. I love you so much, and all I want to do every time I see you is kiss those sexy lips of your and make passionate love to you. But, you've built a wall around yourself stronger than the great wall of China, and locked your heart up more securely than Fort Knox."
Am I really that bad? I know that I've become guarded since Killian's death, but Noah description of me made me sound like a cold, distance walking corpse.
"I'm sorry, Noah."
He sighed, "Don't be sorry, just let go and allow yourself to feel."
He leaned in and his lips were on me again. This time I didn't push him away, I allowed myself to feel like he asked me to. I let go as much as I could, letting Noah into my heart just a little bit. I knew that I had to give him something of myself, but I never expected to feel the way he made he felt.
I broke the kiss, pulling back to look at him. I was confused, I've closed myself off so much that I forget how to feel for a man, but now it felt like the gate has been opened just a bit.
Noah smiled at me and I returned it, "Just feel." He said, then his lips were back on mine again.
The kiss started out slow, then it got very heated very fast. One of his hands was in my hair and the other was on my waist. Ever so slowly it crept up until it was covering my breast. I gasped, my instinct was to pull away, but Noah deepened the kiss, holding me captive. We kissed like that for a while, then his hand was moving again, but downward this time. He slipped his tongue deeper into my mouth, just as he slipped his hand down the front of my jeans, and into my panties.
I felt the moment his hand connected with me, it caused me to jump back, but Noah didn't give me any chance to move away from him. When he started caressing me, my barriers dropped and I caught myself moaning. On their own occur, my legs parted for him and he took that as an invitation.
His lips moved from my lips to my neck, and I cried out as his finger worked its magic on me. He carried on like that until I was panting and practically begging him to f**k me right there in the kitchen.
We pulled away and looked at each other, then frantically started grabbing at each other, pulling at tugging at the clothes that separate us. It started feeling very uncomfortable, in the kitchen, so, without parting from each other, Noah led us to the spare room that he normally uses.
It was situated on the ground level, so we didn't have to climb the stairs, as it was just a few meters away from the kitchen. As soon as we were in the room, Noah kicked the door closed. His lips were on mine, while his hands worked at undoing my buttons. In no time my shirt was off and so was his.
He guided me over to the bed, gently laying me down. He broke away from me long enough to pull my jeans off and his as well, then his lips were back on mine again.
He turned us both, pulling me on top of him. Our lips were still connected, but I felt his fingers unclasping the hooks on my bra. When I was free of it, he skillfully removed it, completely without disturbing us. My panties were the next to follow, and before you know it, he was buried deep inside of me.
His hands explored my body, touching and teasing me, raising feelings in me that I thought long dead.
We were rolling around on the bed so bad that the covers along with the pillows, were all lying on the floor, discarded. He turned us again so that I was on top of him. His hands were gripping my hips, and my head was thrown back, on the verge of reaching my peak. Just as I was about to let go, he turned us again, this time I was on my stomach with him behind me. As he gripped my hips and pulled me back on him, I screamed.
He liked the reaction he got from me, so he did it again and again until he had me begging him to stop torturing me. However, instead of ease my torture, he added to it by putting his hand around my body and between my thighs. He kept teasing me until I could no longer control it, and I found my release. I collapsed on the bed, panting hard and unable to move, but Noah wasn't done with me. He turned me on my back and slowly entered me again, his eyes were on me, holding me captive.
He used his thumb to massage me, and as he moved in and out of me, I felt that explosive pressure built in me again.
"Please," I begged.
he leaned forward until his lips were almost touching mine. I reached up to kiss him, but he pulled away, just out of my reach. I try moving my hand to pull him closer, but he pinned my wrists over my head.
His slow tempo was complete torture, I tried increasing the speed on my own, but he'd stop moving all together until I remain still.
"Beg me for it, tell me how much you want me to f**k you."
I refused to comply, so he thrust harder and faster, bringing me to the brink, only to stop and go slow again. He did that until I couldn't take it anymore.
"OHMYGOD! F**k me, please!"
He smiled then kissed my lips. I thought that he was going to give me what I want, but then he pulled away again.
"Say my name, and keep saying it until the end, but if you stop at any point, I promise you'll have to wait longer for what you want."
I nodded my head, but in that moment I would have agreed to anything if it meant an end to the torture he was putting me through.
He started thrusting in and out of me, going faster and faster. With every thrust, his name left my lips, but someway along the line I forget to say it and he slowed to a complete stop. I was so close that I wanted to cry when he stopped.
He started the process all over again, but this time I never missed a beat, and when I finally reached my limited, I yelled his name louder.
"OHMYGOD! NOAH! NOAH! NOAHHHHH!"
I wrapped my legs around his waist as his tempo increased. His mouth captured my nipples, nibbling on it, just hard enough to make me feel pain, but not discomfort. Just before we both reach our breaking point, he captured my lips, cutting my screams off.
We stayed in each other embrace for a while, and when the crazy fog of wild sex started fading, what I just did hit me like a two-ton truck.
Noah moved to the side of me, but I stayed there with my eyes closed, afraid to open it. Noah popped himself up on his side, I felt his finger circling my breast, one and then the next. He noticed that I wasn't moving and that made him swore.
"Don't do this, Lilly, don't put the wall back up after I've just broken it down."
I sighed deeply, trying my best to not cry. I wasn't sure starting any relationship was a good idea, but I had to at least give Noah a chance, he deserved that much. So, I covered my true feelings as best as I could and turned to him with a smile.
"I'm not."
He looked at me for a long time, searching my eyes, and because I didn't want him looking too deep, I pecked him on the lips then got up from the bed. He followed my lead, pulling on his clothes that were lying on the floor.
I felt strong arms wrapped around my waist, and lips nibbling my ear.
"Want to get out of these clothes again and have a shower with me?"
I turned in his arms, placing my hands around his neck. "Only if you're willing to wash my back."
He smiled a sexy smile, "Consider it done."
Laughing, we both quickly stripped our clothes and ran into the bathroom. Forty-five minutes later we were both washed and thoroughly stated.
I didn't have anything to wear in the spare room, so I borrowed one of Noah's shirt. We went into the kitchen and made ourselves a quick sandwich, I checked my phone whiles I was at it. I had four missed called that worried and a text from Freya that said she was spending the day with Rose and Gabe.
From the other side of the kitchen, I caught Noah watching me, his sexy smile was in place.
"What?" I asked.
"You're f**king amazing! I always knew it'd be explosive with you, but that was on a next f**king level, woman."
I rolled my eyes at him, but all he did was laughed. His smile was infectious, so I couldn't help but returned it.
"Do you want to move back in, Noah?" His smile froze and his eyes widen. I shocked myself because I was sure that those words were never on my mind. But since I already put them out there, I couldn't take them back.
He pushed off from the counter, coming to stand right in front of me.
"Do you mean, back into the spare room or into your bed?"
Wow, I guess there's no beating around the bush with him. I wasn't sure how to answer that question, but I found myself answering it anyway.
"Into my bed."
Slowly his smile returned to his face and his lips descended onto mine. I laughed through kisses.
"Is that a yes then?"
He wrapped his arms around my waist, picking me up and spinning me around.
"That's a hell yes!"
When he sat me back down on my feet I was laughing so hard that I started crying. Noah just looked at me with his smile in place.
"Feels good, doesn't it?"
"What?" I asked when I sobered up.
"Letting go."
I offered him a smile and nodded.
After we discussed how we were going to break the news to the kids, I excused myself and went to my room to get some clothes. When I finished dressing, my phone rang, and I answered it.
"Where have you been?!"
The person on the other end laughed, "I'm not dead if that's what you were thinking."
I smiled, "I wasn't thinking you were dead."
She snorted, "Yeah right. So, I have something to tell you, but before I say anything I want to know how my niece is doing?"
I swallowed, "She's amazing, she's out now having ice cream with Freya. Oh, and I slept with Noah."
There was a pause on the phone, at first I thought that the phone went dead, but then I heard her voice.
"You did what?! Oh, my god, Lilly you didn't."
I didn't understand why she wasn't happy for me, for a long time she's been telling me to move on.
"Kinsley, what do you mean?"
I heard voicing in the background then Kinsley saying, "Lilly, I have to tell you something, I'm so sorry I kept this from you."
Someone said something to her and she replied, "I have to tell her Jason."
"Jason?" I whispered. I couldn't believe that she kept that from me. She told me she was seeing someone, but never who it was.
Noah walked into the room, he saw the worried look on my face and came to stand next to me.
Kinsley was still arguing with Jason on whether to tell me whatever it was that she was keeping from me.
"You're scaring me now Kinsley, what is it?"
She stopped arguing with Jason. "I'm so sorry Lilly, I should never have kept this from you."
"Kept what from me?" I asked.
"Lilly, Killian is alive and he knows you're not dead."
"What?!" I whispered.
My breath caught and I felt like I couldn't breathe. She had to be lying, she couldn't have kept something like that from me for over six years?
My hands starting shaking, so Noah took the phone from me and put it on speaker.
"Did you hear me, Lilly, Killian is alive and he's coming for you."