sivan🎶: hi
sivan🎶: i'm sorry i didn't reply sooner
jakeybaby✨: wow you're alive
sivan🎶: i am
sivan🎶: i uh
sivan🎶: i saw u in school today
sivan🎶: you looked really upset
sivan🎶: u okay?
jakeybaby✨: yeah im good
jakeybaby✨: i was just a little hungover haha it's cool
sivan🎶: ohhhh okay
jakeybaby✨: yeah
sivan🎶: :/
jakeybaby✨: can this please not be awkward again
sivan🎶: ?
jakeybaby✨: i feel like something always happens between us and things become super awkward so please
jakeybaby✨: don't let this be awkward i hate when it is
sivan🎶: oh
sivan🎶: Im sorry i didn't realize i was doing that
sivan🎶: what're you doing?
jakeybaby✨: right now?
jakeybaby✨: im just laying on my bed listening to music
sivan🎶: oooH what kind of music
sivan🎶: what artist
jakeybaby✨: ed sheeran
sivan🎶: AWWW I LOVE HIM
sivan🎶: what song?
jakeybaby✨: "happier"
sivan🎶: ...
sivan🎶: oh
sivan🎶: how are you?
jakeybaby✨: m okay
(jacob was lying.)
jakeybaby✨: how're you?
sivan🎶: good !!! carsons coming over in a few
sivan🎶: this is the first time he's been to my house im nERVous hopefully he won't judge me lmao
sivan🎶: also he wants me to go to his football game next week so im excited about that!!
jakeybaby✨: ahh nice
jakeybaby✨: u literally were with him all day though why is he coming over to your house
sivan🎶: he said he wanted to study w me???
sivan🎶: idk why but its okay
sivan🎶: im just suppperrr nervous
sivan🎶: like he'll have done 20 questions and i'll be struggling to do one
jakeybaby✨: aww well good luck babe :(
jakeybaby✨: also why did you take so long to text me back?
sivan🎶: umm
sivan🎶: i don't know
jakeybaby✨: i was sure that you hated me
jakeybaby✨: like i literally cried all yesterday
sivan🎶: BABY
sivan🎶: fuck im so sorry I didn't mean to worry you :( that's not what i was trying to do fuck im sorry
jakeybaby✨: okay
jakeybaby✨: it's fine
sivan🎶: sorry :(
sivan🎶: fucK CARSON IS HERE I HAVE TO GO
sivan🎶: BYE I'LL TRXT YOU LATER
jakeybaby✨: bye angel have fun ilu
sivan🎶: 💗💗
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hello hi
(this was kind of a filler chapter?)
go read trxcob 's book called yellow it's really cute
also if u already arent?? please follow me?? im sooo close to 1k but im getting there so slowly n the suspense is killing me
okay that's it
i love you all!!