1.
L-O-V-E
That spells love
It's a simple word with many meanings
Meanings that no one knows
Meanings that unless you are IN love
You wouldn't understand
I wish I was in love
I think I am though
When you're in love
You notice the tiniest details
No one else would
You have butterflies in your stomach
Every single day
He is on your mind 24-7
You can't fall asleep because of him
You make up the craziest most
Bizarre moments in your head
He makes you feel special
Like you are the only on in
The world that matters
Love ... is crazy
Love ... is weird
But most importantly
Love is true and special
If Disney characters can ... we can
If fictional characters can ... we can
We can feel the love
We can feel the love
Believe in love
It will set you free
Love is rare
But you can find it if you just
Try
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2.
Have you ever felt alone?
Abandoned? Like no one I'll be there for you?
I feel like that almost everyday
The only one who was there for me was music
And my books
Not my parents, not my siblings, and
Certainly not any of my friends
Only 1 friend was
She stopped me from doing something
Horrible
I listen to music to feel free
I read books to escape reality
Because reality is a bad place
It can be cruel or wonderful
Reality is full of surprises
But reading makes me
Feel more secure more me
The characters understand me
They know
I feel like a building
They build me up
Then knock me down
And rebuild me again
Again and again
Day after day
No one sees that I am
Stressed
No in the mood
Annoyed
Annoyed by everyone & everything
Why can't any see
Through the smiles?
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3.
Music keeps my
Sanity
Letting me be me
Without anyone really noticing
Going crazy or
Calm
Deadly calm
Singing as though no
One was there
Listening to the stories
In the words
A lesson
Learning the lyrics
Blocking out the
Entire world
And being me
Not the mask I
Put
No one notices that
Mask
Day to day
And letting my
Real self come out
Through the music
Country, pop, rock
You name it
I will soak it in
Everything
Listen ... can you
Hear the harmony?
The melody
Or just noise?
Noise with no sense
Cause all o hear
Is what I want to
Hear
Stories of heartbreak, loves
Loneliness
No one listens but
I do
I hear the stories
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4.
The stars
They shine brightly
Can I shine as brightly as they do?
I hope so
I want to shine bright
Brighter than anyone
I want to be me
I really do
But how?
How can I be myself
When everyone wants me
To be someone else
I hide my true self
I don't even know
I am still finding myself
Will i find myself?
Will i shine bright?
Who am I?
Am I a star?
I want to be a star
A star that shines bright
I want to shine
Shine brightly
I want to be me
Though how can I do that?
Can anyone help me?
Who will help me?
I want to find
Myself
Though I am afraid
Afraid of what I will lose
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5.
Can you see the stars?
The stars that shine
Bright in the sky?
I see the
Constellations
I create my own
Constellations
The moon shines
Somewhere
The howl
Of a wolf
No more
The sun comes in
A sunrise
All beautiful, crazy
Colors mashed into
Something magnificent
Say goodbye to
The moon
We all say goodbye
I miss the moon...
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6.
Amongst my friend I
Am the outcast
The different one
The one who is always
Pushing friends
Always wanting to be
Independent but never
Willing to give up friends
Friends and family always
Come first I feel guilty
When I push them away when
I don't talk to them and they
Want to
But when I want to
Talk ... they don't want to listen
They listen for the first few
Seconds but then go back
To thinking and talking
About themselves
The one who will listen
Is Mary she doesn't go
Here though I wish she
Did she is my bestest of
Friends
But I guess I deserve it
I am the one who pushes
Myself out of my
Friends the one who tries too
Hard the different one
The outcast
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7.
Life
Life
What is the meaning of life?
What is the point of life?
If you just die?
What's the point of doing anything?
If we're just gone die?
What's the point of writing?
Reading?
Listening?
Eating?
Living?
If we're just gonna die?
What's the point?
TELL ME!
What's the point?
Death
People wlsome It, like an old friend
Death
Life, what's the point?
Dying is much easier anyway
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8.
Stars in the night
Shine brightly
No one is out
The night is quiet
Somewhere in the trees an owl hoots
The woods near by
A neighborhood all asleep
The lights are all out
One star in the sky
The smallest star
The one almost no one sees
It starts to shine
Shining brighter than the others
Now it is the brightest star shining
The star shined brightly that night
The star let herself out
She let all the other starts see her true self
That night was special for the star
She had come out of her shell
But no one seemed to care
As though she was invisible
No one cares she though
But one star did notice her
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9.
I care too much
Is that a problem
I don't think it is
I listen when possible
I care
I do trust me
It's just hard
It's just hard for me to show
You that I care
I'm not that good with
EMOTIONS
in fact sometimes
They scared me
When I get too close
I get scared
And I
Push you out of my life
I don't mean too
I'm sorry
I still care
I really do
I'm sorry
I wish I didn't care
As much other maybe I wouldn't
Get hurt
I'm sorry
For everything bad I've done
I'm sorry
I truly am
I'm sorry that I love you
I didn't mean to ...
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10.
I don't know
But I do
People
They think they know
Know what I need
What I want
Who I am
They don't
They know the face
The mask
They thing I hide behind
Everyday
Of my entire life
No one knows me
I have no one
To call
A friend
No one
To trust or
Lean a shoulder on
Oh how I wish I
I had someone
Like that
Oh how I long for a friend
No one
For now
No one
Ever
They don't know
No one will
Not even me
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11.
Friends
What friends?
More like
More like people I just know
I don't have friends
I might have one or two
But
Are they real?
Can I trust them?
I don't know
Maybe
Maybe not
I guess I can
But what about...
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Remake of #6:
Amongst my friend I am
The outcast
The different one
The one who is always
Pushing my friends away
Always wanting to be
Independent but never
Willing to give up my friends
Friends and family always
Come first I feel guilty
When I push them away when
I don't want to talk the, and they
Want to
But when I want to
They listen for the first few seconds
But then go back to thinking and
Talking about themselves the
Only one who will listen is Mary
She doesn't go here though I wish
She did she is my bestest of
Friends but ... I guess I deserve
It ... I am the one who pushes
Myself out of my friends the
One who tries too hard the
Different one the outcast
When we talk it's only for
Awhile then I go back to
Being by their side ... alone in
My thoughts people say I can
Be mysterious ... maybe that why
They push me out of their group
Or maybe I'm just being weird
And crazy
Sometimes ... I wish to have friends
Who understand me
Though ... sometimes I wonder
Are they even my real friends?
Am I getting used? Are they
Only pity friends? I don't know
Kaunas I should stop hanging
Out with them ... maybe
But even when I tell myself that
I still put on that same
Mask the one who hides me
From saying what I really
Think the one that says 'they are
Your friend hang with them'
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QUESTION: what do you think?