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ps this chap kinda gets emotional
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Blake
She didn't say anything as I pulled up to my house. I quietly got out and helped her down, seeing as, well, you have to have long legs to successfully get out of my jeep alive.
She looked up at me, but I didn't even take a glance down at her.
I just walked up to my front door, she followed quietly behind.
The maid automatically opened the door as I walked in.
"Good evening Mr Thomas would you like anything?", one of them said.
"No, not me, but Muf-Alyx is coming. Show her around a bit", I walked away, knowing well that Mufasa was right behind me.
15 minutes later and the maid was STILL showing her around, damn I knew my house was big but it wasn't THAT big. Jesus.
After about an hour I heard the door open quietly, but I was about to knock out into my sleep.
Congrats Mufasa, you're the first girl to ever see my room. Eh, I'll tell her later, if the maid didn't already, I swear all they do is talk.
She better not stare at me....damn I knew I should have worn a shirt....and pants.....oh well....what a creeper....I hate being such a heavy sleeper.....stupid......comfortable.....bed.....
In my dream-well it wasn't really a dream it was more like an old nightmare. I was in a closet, it was dark and only a strip of light was showing from the bottom.
This wasn't a nightmare either, this was a memory.
I was scared, no terrified, somebody was trying to get in my house. Dad wasn't home. Mom had told me to hide in the closet.
I was too scared to cry, to move, anything. She quickly took my hand and sat me down in the closet.
You could hear someone downstairs, coming up. She quickly closed the closet door and tried to hide.
But something went wrong, I saw it through the key hole. My mother had also suffered from asthma. She was breathing too heavily, moving too fast. Something happened and she just collapsed. Right there. An inch away from safety.
They knocked down the door, saw her on the floor barely breathing....and they shot her. 3 times.
Each time taking a stab at my heart as I flinched.
They stole more than just my families possessions that day.
They took my sanity....my emotions...my life.
But most importantly they took my best friend away. Right in front of me.
I was traumatized. That was the first time I had had an asthma attack. Right there. In that closet. All alone in my house.
Worst part is I couldn't even help her. She locked me inside. I had to calm my breathing down so I could get out.
It took all of my body weight to break that door.
I was the one who cleaned up her body. A 6 year old little boy. We buried her that same day.
My dad blames me, I know he does.
I woke up sweating and breathing heavily. As many times as I've had that dream, I never cried.
I didn't cry when she died, I didn't cry at her funeral, But I glanced over at Alyx who was looking at me worriedly...I had the sudden urge to just let everything pour out.
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Alyx
After got inside his house, which was HUGE by the way, the maid gave me a tour showing me around literally took ten minutes, and then the rest was her talking. I couldn't even understand her, she was talking so fast. And her accent was ridiculous!
But what I did understand was when she told me I was the first girl to EVER go inside Blake's room. Surprise surprise. She even made me something to eat, I don't even know what it was! Some foreign thing, whatever it was, it was good.
After I ate, I made my way to Blake's room, taking a deep breath, I walked in. I looked around-you know this is what his room was pictured like in my mind, it fit his personality perfectly.
Wall to wall painted in a midnight blue, the whole room looked dark and mysterious, just like him, everything was dark, dark furniture, you get the point. This was really funny, because my room was the total opposite of this, bright colors were everywhere in mine.
My eyes went their own way and found Blake, shirtless-dang! Alright Alyx, you can stop staring now-Jeez weirdo-I fought with myself to reluctantly pull my gaze away and get my things together.
"Now how and where am I supposed to get changed?" I said to myself when I heard Blake move, making me jump. I looked over at him and he seemed to be having a nightmare, a really bad one at that. So like me, I got really worried and made my way to the side of the bed, almost tripping and breaking my neck due to the lack of light in here.
I sat down next to him as he kept moving around, every now and then he'd grip the blankets really hard or make a small sound. I reached out to touch him, but pulled back afraid he'd yell at me. But I was afraid he was having an asthma attack from the way he was breathing, I couldn't just leave him.
I felt so useless, I couldn't decide on whether I should wake him up or wait it out. I leaned closer to see if his breathing had calmed down. well it wasn't too bad-which meant in a way he was fine. I took my own breath of relief.
After a couple more minutes he started sweating A LOT. Which meant he was definitely having a nightmare. I got up and got any random shirt from my stuff and softly started wiping the sweat from his face and neck. I wanted to just grab him to me so badly it hurt, but I did't...I couldn't.
I reached out to touch his face to comfort him when all of a sudden his eyes flew open and he sat up, looking around, breathing heavily and still sweating. Then his eyes took hold of me, and I fell apart.
"Blake," I touched his face, wiping away the first tear that fell, "Blake...its okay, you're awake now-I'm here," I murmured softly, hoping I didn't sound like an idiot, I was probably his least favorite person and here I was trying to comfort him about something I knew nothing about. "I'm here...if you want..or need me to be", I whispered, moving his hair from his face, slowly leaning and kissing his forehead.
'Please don't be mad, I just want to help you', I thought to myself. I gazed into his beautiful blue eyes, glazed over with tears but still shining in the dark.
"Blake...are you okay?" I whispered, holding his face between my hands.
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Blake
No one ever bothered with me...or my feelings. So when Alyx was comforting me and hugging me...I was kind of in shock. I didn't even realize I was crying until she wiped a tear away.
What could I say? I wasn't...I wasn't ready to tell her what happened. I wasn't ready to tell anyone.
I thought about what happened so many years before, how young I had been. How can someone survive that and still be sane?
I didn't know what to say....my throat closed up and more tears fell from my eyes. My vision blurred and all I could do was hug her, and practically hold on for dear life.
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Alyx
I was shocked to see he hugged me tightly like I was going to disappear. He cried so much it broke my heart and I cried with him. I didn't know what else to do to help him. I just felt so torn up and useless.
"Blake its okay, it was just a dream, I'm here now, I promise I wont go anywhere", I rubbed his back.
We were up most of the night, him crying and me trying my best to comfort him, he eventually cried himself to sleep, still in my arms, I softly smoothed his hair with my fingers. Poor Blake, what kind of nightmare could have made him cry so much? I looked at the clock to see it was 2:30 in the morning.
I sighed as I shifted myself so that I was still holding him but laying down at the same time. He laid on my chest breathing slowly, calmly, I could feel his heartbeat on my stomach. I concentrated on his breathing, dozing in and out of sleep hugging him tightly, I fell asleep around 5:30 or something. I was definitely not going to school tomorrow. Or was it Saturday?
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Blake
"Blake? Blake where are you?", a voice said next to me.
"I'm right here mom", I said back.
"Oh," I could hear the smile in her voice, by then I could see her face. Her beautiful face her long brown hair. I looked at myself and I was 6 years old again.
I glanced around and we were in our favorite place. The secret garden in the backyard. The flowers were blooming, their colors looked painted on, the grass was high. The air perfumed, the birds flying above us.
There was laughter and smiling and just happiness all around. It was one of the best dreams I've had in a while.
And when I woke up I felt Alyx's arms around me and her face, a sleeping beauty, inches away from mine. Her breathing slow and reassuring. I felt bad, I had kept her up most of the night with my idiotic feelings. And we had school today. Eh, I could get her out of it. I carefully reached over her and turned off the alarm. I got back into her arms, playing with her hair.
It wasn't really that curly, it was actually beautiful.
And whoa-nevermind. It's impossible. It would never work. I mean, we're two completely different people. I'm no good for her. At all. I have to make her hate me. Again, well she never hated me, I don't think....but still! She has to hate me now.
Well she can hate me later, right now, I was tired as hell.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep to Alyx's soft heartbeat.
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Alyx
In my dream I was on the beach again, it was still snowing but this time when I looked down I was still in my wedding dress, but now I couldn't see my feet. well because there was a huge bump in the way. Then I realized all too soon the bump....was part of me. I...I was pregnant! I started to cry, I cant be pregnant, I'm too young. I cradled my stomach and cried when a soft hand touched my face and I looked up to see Blake smiling at me lovingly, then bending down cupping my stomach and kissing it.
I woke up slightly because Blake moved, when I opened my eyes he was sleeping peacefully. He was so cute. I moved a strand of hair from his face and tried to get up but his arms tightened around me, I giggled softly. "Okay okay", I sighed and fell back asleep against him.
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Blake
I woke up yet again, checking the clock. 10 am. Time to get up and hate the world. Greattt.
I stood in front of the mirror looking at myself...I looked so different...I needed a haircut....I needed sleep..I needed-I looked past me to Alyx...no.
I walked into my bathroom to go shower.
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Alyx
I was having a fairly good dream when all of a sudden I felt extremely cold. I curled up into a ball and listened to what sounded like distant water, then something in my bra started vibrating-ugh! It was my phone I forgot it was in there.
It was a text from Christian.
-where the fuck are you? And dont lie about going to tamis b/c i went to both yours and her house and youre not there, we need to talk about last night and about your new found boyfriend you little slut-
Great. I'm in deep trouble and hes definitely going to hit me....especially since he knows I like Blake...wait I like Blake? That's not the point...I didn't want to text back I just stared at the phone and I started to cry.
The bathroom opened suddenly.
"Why are you crying?", Blake asked and I jumped dropping my phone at his feet.
"Uh-no-nothing" I stuttered and went to pick up my phone but he beat me to it.
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Blake
I picked up the phone and read the text. What the-who the hell did this kid think he was?
I glared at the phone, then looked down at Alyx.
"Why do you deal with this?", i asked, "Hes a douche."
"And you're not?", she responded, but I can tell she didn't meant it and that she was just defending him.
"Mmm", was all I said, throwing the phone back at her. She barely caught it. She called me a douche? I'll show her one.
I locked myself in my closet, I knew I was suppose to be mad at the world today.
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