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Chapter 6
(Gabriel POV)
After crying myself to sleep last night I woke up this morning in one of Ash shirts which was weird because I didn’t remember changing clothes but I didn’t really remember much of anything yesterday it was a blur after I left the school all I remember was coming home crying, I looked at myself in the mirror as I pulled up at the school I didn’t want to go to school today but my parents were off today so I had no choice, my eyes were red a puffy from crying and I had a headache plus I didn’t want to see Ash with Scarlett today I shook my head as my eyes started to water again I got out the car wiping my eyes as I slowly walked to first period I didn’t want to sit with Ash it would be to painful I walked in the classroom and went to the teacher.
“Mr. Hubert is it okay if I change my seat” I asked quietly he looked at me before nodding.
“You can sit next to Eli in the back” He said pointing to a desk in a corner I nodded and walked over there ignoring Ash as she sat there I sat down and put my head down waiting for this day to be over, she could have at least broken up with me first I rubbed my eyes when a tear fell on my hand I buried my head in my arm as they came flowing out at once into my sleeve, it still hurts and I still love her, I didn’t understand anything anymore.
“Hey you okay” The boy next to me asked I looked up at him wiping my face nodding
“Yeah I’m fine” I mumbled he nodded Aly looked over at me before walking over she sat in the empty seat in front of me.
“Gabriel what’s wrong and why are you over here” She asked concerned I shook my head.
“Nothing just thinking about a movie I watched last night and I couldn’t really see the board from over there” I said she looked at me with her eyebrows raised.
“Okay” She said slowly she hugged me before she walked back to her seat I didn’t look over there I was to afraid that I would break down from seeing Ash again I leaned on the wall next to me feeling empty I missed leaning on Ash I missed having her arms wrapped around my shoulders and her chin on top of my head, the teacher started talking beginning the class as I looked out the window wanting to leave out of here and never come back.
(Ash POV)
First period was rough for me watching her stare out the window lonely I felt the same way without her I was missing my special piece I couldn’t even think straight with out her by my side I looked at my ring I had on my hand smiling at it as I moved it around my finger I need her back or I wouldn’t be able to make it and I knew she wouldn’t be able to either we were both miserable her more than me she was lost and confused she didn’t understand why all of this happened so suddenly, if I could explain to her everything I would but I couldn’t whoever Scarlett parents were they had some serious money apparently she has people following me around so I wouldn’t slip and tell Gabriel, she had approached me this morning about my run to her house yesterday after school.
“Ash Baby hey” Scarlett said as I walked out the classroom her voice was annoying and she was annoying I gave her a fake smile.
“Hi Scarlett” I said she grinned and held onto my arms looking at Gabriel as she passed by us I looked after her longingly before I felt Scarlett nudge me.
“Eyes on me and only me if you don’t want these photos leaked you know the rules Ash” She said smiling at me as we walked down the hallway she kissed my cheek and went to her class I frowned and wiped my cheek off with Hand sanitizer making my way to math I saw Gabriel she looked at me with pain in her eyes.
“Here Ash I wanted to give this back to you” She mumbled looking down and holding her hand out I looked at her confused before she dropped a ring in my hand I stopped and stared at it feeling the other half off my heart break and dissolve, shit she’s way to gullible.
“Gabs,” I looked back up at her but she was gone I sighed also taking off my ring I was hoping that they would stay until I fixed this but it didn’t feel right wearing the ring when she wasn’t wearing hers I took off my necklace the one that held the key and slipped both of the rings on it before I put the necklace back on my neck and tucked it inside my shirt frowning I really wanted them to stay it was the only thing I had left with her until this was all over I walked into the class and sat down Gabriel stiffened beside me I sighed.
“Gabs can we talk” I asked quietly she didn’t say anything I glanced at her from the corner of my eyes she looked like she was about to break down at any moment.
“No there is nothing to talk about Ash and my name is Gabriel” She said with no emotion in her voice I frowned feeling even more broken I told her that no matter what happened I would still love her did she not believe me.
“Let me explain at least” I mumbled as the teacher continued to talk.
“There isn’t anything to explain you lied to me and used me Ash” She said raising her hand
“Can I be excused I don’t feel well” She said I looked at her sadly she was going to cry again I hated seeing her cry
“Yes go ahead” The teacher said Gabriel quickly I raised my hand to .
“I’ll walk her” I said quickly the teacher nodded Gabriel looked at me hurt as she walked out the class I followed behind her quickly.
“Gabs wait” I said running up to her she turned to me letting the tears spill over.
“What Ash what do you want you already hurt me enough” She said I flinched at her tone I reached out and she stepped away.
“Gabs it isn’t what you think I was” I started but was cut off by Scarlett
“Ash baby what a coincidence” Scarlett said wrapping her arm around my waist I looked at Gabriel who looked torn right now a Scarlett smirked at her.
“What is she doing here” Scarlett asked in disgust I shrugged
“Nothing I was walking her to the nurse teacher asked” I said nonchalantly looking at Gabriel who was looking at her feet with her fist balled up.
“I’m sure she can get there on her own baby, so lets leave the little slut” She said I frowned at her and she smirked at me with a warning I sighed.
“Alright lets go” I said Gabriel looked at me with hate in her eyes I cringed at her I never seen her look at anyone like that before I hated that it was directed to me.
“And to think that I actually believed you when you told me you loved me” She said I looked at her clenching my jaw as Scarlett laughed.
“Please like she would ever love you she only used you and its not like you could do anything for her anyway you don’t know how to please her the way I do right baby” Scarlett said running her hand down my chest and towards my pants Gabriel looked at me with wide eyes I know what she was thinking and I wanted to tell her that wasn’t why, if I had let her continue Saturday she would have been more broken than what she was now I felt Scarlett unzip my pants I grabbed her hand and smiled at her the best thing I could do right now was push Gabriel away until everything was over and as much as it hurt me to it I had to.
“Yes its true I was never attracted to you in the first place you were just a game to me” I said robotically feeling my eyes water as I watched her breakdown in front of me I stepped forward but Scarlett stepped in front of me and kissed me I stood still and let her with all my fight leaving me I did it I broke her I know I broke her and I hated that I did when I heard Gabriel’s footsteps walk away I pushed Scarlett off of me and slapped her she looked at me shocked holding her face.
“Are you happy now you got what you wanted” I hissed at her she smirked at me and nodded.
“Oh Ash it isn’t over yet I want more” She said biting my neck and digging her hand into my pants and touching me I stiffened and moved her hand out my pants.
“That’s one thing that you’ll never get from me” I said she frowned at me while I glared at her before I walked away pissed off and my first love was now out of my reach.
(Gabriel POV)
I cried and sobbed in Abigail’s arms she had found me in the hallway crying again so it was true her words had hit me like daggers straight to my heart shattering the little bit of it that I still had left I didn’t know what to do anymore Ash had a cold look in her eyes when she told me that I couldn’t feel anything anymore it hurt to much watching her and Scarlett make out in the hallway in front of me it hurt even more seeing Ash not pull away from her.
“Gabriel calm down everything will be alright” Abigail said soothingly everything wasn’t going to be okay she said so herself she was never attracted to me in the first place that’s why she wouldn’t let me do anything with her because she knew she wasn’t attracted physically to me it explained so much now she just used me to add to her list of people she conquered and I believed her I fell in love with her my first love was gone she never loved me the way she said she did.
“Stay in here for the rest of the day and sleep” She said lifting me up
“I can’t sleep” I said she looked at me confused the only way I could go to sleep was by crying myself to sleep or with Ash by my side but I knew that wasn’t going to happen, I watched her go in her cabinet and hand me to pilled and a cup of water I took them and swallowed before she walked me to the bed in the back I choked up again she looked at me sadly before turning me to the bed next to it.
“Gabriel, everything isn’t as it seems” she said as I laid down she pulled the covers on top of me and gave me a pillow while I looked at her confused she shook her head.
“Just remember that” She said I nodded and closed my eyes feeling the pills kick in I went into a peaceful sleep dreaming about the one who hurt me.
(Ash POV)
“Ash what is going on” Carey asked me angrily as I sat down in the library avoiding Scarlett I sighed and looked around before I pulled out my phone and showed her everything she looked at it in shock.
“Is that Gabriel” She asked I shook my head.
“Yes and no its her face but it isn’t her body only those two are real shot of her body the rest were photoshoped” I said exhausted I went through Scarlett phone and sent myself all the pictures there were a lot more than I expected and there were all inappropriate pictures of Gabriel with multiple guys doing everything that was known to man with them they were all her faces but it wasn’t her body I knew that for a fact but the pictures themselves looked legit who ever did them knew what they were doing.
“Is that why you are messing with Scarlett” She asked I nodded
“I’m trying to get T-bone to get rid of all the pictures and Scarlett he said it would take at least four weeks but I don’t know if I can wait that Care its killing me seeing her like this” I said breaking down she sighed pulling me into a hug I have only cried 2 times since my mother died and they were both because of Gabriel I never in a million years thought I would cry over a girl.
“I can find someone who can help” She said I didn’t say anything as I silently cried into her I jut wanted Gabriel back in my arms and I didn’t care how I had to get her, if murder wasn’t illegal I would have killed Scarlett and buried her ten feet deep.
“Care I’m trying I’m trying really hard for this to be over I know its only been two days but I can’t function without her” I said lifting up she looked at me smiling.
“Just hang in there until everything is over then you can have her back” She said I laughed bitterly
“I doubt she want me back after what I said to her” I mumbled ashamed she sighed
“Ash she loves you as much as you love her a couple of meaningless words you said to her isn’t going to change that, yeah she’ll be heart broken for awhile but that’s where you come in to help put all the pieces back together” She said I nodded lifting my sleeve up smiling at the tattoo.
“I guess you’re right after all I do have the key to her heart” I mumbled she grabbed my arm and looked at it in surprise.
“You have her tattooed on you,” She asked looking at it I nodded sadly
“Yeah she has the matching one on that’s on her upper and lower hip” I said quietly she smiled at me.
“I never though I see you in love before it seemed like it was just yesterday when you were have threesomes in the school closets” She said laughing I laughed slightly to yeah I remember those but I didn’t want that life anymore I wanted Gabriel.
“Yeah when I was young and didn’t know what to do with myself but now I have Gabriel” I said sadly she sighed grabbing my hand.
“Everything will come in place soon Ash” She said I nodded as the bell rung.
“Can you watch out for Gabriel until them” I asked she nodded I sighed in relief.
“Make sure she is eating properly I put at least two hundred dollars in her bag Monday she has a tendency of forgetting her lunch money, make sure she’s taking care of her self and not missing any meals, and go check up on her once in awhile she usually by herself at night if anything happens or if something is wrong please call me and I be over in no time” I said she nodded and smiled at me I opened my mouth again about to go on.
“Ash I can handle this” She said shaking her head at me I sighed and my shoulders sunk.
“Okay but promise to call me if anything goes wrong or if she isn’t well” I said she nodded I gave her a brief hug before we walked out the library I took out my phone and sent all the pictures to T-Bone at least and can stop them from getting on the internet now all he has to do is destroy everything including her.
“Good luck Ash” Carey said I let out a small smile.
“Try to keep her smiling Care” I said she nodded and walked to her next class just as Scarlett came down the hallway grinning at me I groaned I hate me life now.
“Ash baby so you want to hang out after school” She asked smiling
“No this is only a school thing” I said walking her to her next class she pouted at me I scrunched up my face she was so ugly right now we walked down the hallway before she dragged me into a closet and attacked me I pushed her off of me.
“I told you already I’m not having sex with you” I said for all I know she probably had a disease that I didn’t want she smirked at me holding up her phone.
“You will because these pictures will get sent out” She said I groaned I’m not going to touch it, I refuse to touch her I looked to the side before I sighed.
“Fine” I said flipping the switch so the lights would be off, she laughed and wrapped herself around me I grimaced before I pushed her into a chair and grabbed the screw driver that I saw off the shelf and long cleaning gloves that reached up to my elbow, I quickly put them on while she ran her hand up my shirt I pushed her hand away with my arm before I rolled my eyes and spread her nasty legs opened she moaned as I put the screw driver handle in her I frowned in disgust hearing her as I did it.
“Ash is that a toy you’re using” She asked I didn’t say anything hoping this would be over soon I went faster trying to hurry everything up she groaned before I felt her body slump against the chair I felt the need to barf again I took the screw driver out of her and put it back on the shelf before I took the gloves off and placed them back on the shelf
“That was amazing,” She said standing up she pushed me against the wall and went for my pants I pushed her away again she’s an idiot.
“No” I said opening the door there was no way I was going to let her touch me I walked into the hall and took out some hand sanitizer even though I didn’t touch her I still felt dirty I squeezed half of my bottle on my hand wiping it as I walked to Abigail’s I opened the door and she looked at me with wide eyes.
“Ash, Gabriel is in here” She said quietly nodding her head to the closed curtain around one of the beds I nodded.
“She sleep” I asked she nodded I sighed and sat down.
“How is she,” I asked
“Hurt, I gave her some sleeping pills she’ll be out till the end of the day” She said I ran my hands through my hair I forgot she couldn’t sleep with out me I myself couldn’t sleep either unless I took some medicine.
“Hopefully this will be over soon” I mumbled she nodded and patted my shoulder
“I’m going to go check on her if that’s fine”
“Go right ahead just don’t wake her up” She said I stood up and walked in the isle before I went behind the curtain and sat on the bed her face was red and her eyes were puffy I sighed rubbing my thumb on her cheek.
“I’m so sorry Gabs I didn’t mean to hurt you but I’m doing this for you” I mumbled watching her chest rise and fall as she slept peacefully I smiled sadly at her before I kissed her lips softly she sighed in her sleep.
“I love you Gabs I’ll come back for you soon” I mumbled moving her hair out the way I kissed her forehead before I got up and went back to Abigail she looked at me sadly.
“Hurry up and fix everything Ash both of you are hurting” She said
“I know but she’s hurting more than I am I have to go but I’ll see you later” I said she nodded and I left out I walked out the building and went to the store I picked up some lilacs before I got in my car again and drove off while pulling out my phone.
“T-Bone did you get the pictures” I asked
“Yeah we have them there blocked from the internet,” He said I sighed pulling into a parking space I took the flowers and got out the car.
“Any new progress” I asked walking on the path I stepped over a rock before I started walking in the grass.
“No her information its totally locked down I have some of my boys working on it we should have access soon” he said
“Alright I have someone else coming in over there to help you out I need this done as soon as possible”
“Alright the more the merrier anything else you need”
“Yeah I have people tailing me from time to time I want them gone by next week” I said he okayed me and hung up the phone while I stopped walking and sat down in the grass I put the flowers down and smiled.
“Hey mom its me Ash I know I haven’t visited in awhile but I need someone to talk to and you were always there to talk to me” I said wiping the weeds off her head stone and placing the flowers on it I haven’t been here in over 4 years when she died I came here everyday but I couldn’t take it anymore so I avoided her grave as much as I could over the years.
“I brought you you’re favorite flowers mom you know the white lilacs I used to get you all the time” I said smiling at the head stone sadly.
“I need you’re help mom, I know you probably already know this but I’m a lesbian and I’m in love with this girl name Gabriel but I like to call her Gabs, she perfect mom everything I ever wanted in a person, everything with her was going great we had finally gotten together on New Years it was amazing, but everything just seemed to come crashing down at once mom” I said starting to feel the tears run down my face as I spoke.
“I hurt her mom, I hurt her bad and I don’t know what to do I can’t run to her and help her anymore until I have everything fixed I don’t like seeing her cry over me, I hate the fact that I am the one causing her so much pain, I can’t deal with this by myself but I have to don’t I, I have to, I know you’re watching down on me like you said you would, but I need you here with me, I miss you mom, you always knew what to do at times like these and I need you now more than ever,” I whispered I laid down on the grass feeling my body shake as I cried.
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