I don't even know where to begin, honestly...
I just got back yesterday from Mozambique to hear that Niall has a girlfriend. When I saw the pictures, my heart broke.
I can't begin to describe how heartbroken I am and somehow I feel betrayed... I know it's stupid but I don't know...
I feel so uncomfortable to read Niall fanfics/imagines because it doesn't feel the same anymore. I'm loving someone else's boyfriend... Even tho I loved him first before her but I just... Fuck!
Once again I'm gonna let you all down when I say that I have lost all motivation to write at this moment. I did write a few imagines while I was gone but I just need a break.
I need to clear my head and try to let it sink in that Niall has a girlfriend. It's so weird because I'm not used to it and now I know how Louis and Liam girls must feel.
I'll be back soon again. It's not easy to see the one you love, love someone else.
Thanks for understanding x