Underthink

By TheeJaffaCake

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Being a teenager is confusing; especially with love, friendships, illnesses, college, arguments and hormones... More

Chapter One // Rae
Chapter Two // Sophia
Chapter Three // Louise
Chapter Four // James
Chapter Five // Iris
Chapter Six // Zane
Chapter Seven // Dale
Chapter Eight // New Friends In Unexpected Places
Chapter Nine // Best Friends?
Chapter Ten // Elise
Chapter Eleven // Headaches
Chapter Twelve // Safe
Chapter Thirteen // Hospital Road Trips
Chapter Fourteen // Opening Up
Chapter Fifteen // Abandoned
Chapter Sixteen // Mud Stains
Chapter Seventeen // The Broken Past
Chapter Eighteen // Laughing Stock
Chapter Nineteen // Stress
Chapter Twenty // A Disappointment
Chapter Twenty One // Ward Five
Chapter Twenty Two // The Past Haunts Us
Chapter Twenty Three // Seven Hours
Chapter Twenty Four // I Have You
Chapter Twenty Five // Tea Bags
Chapter Twenty Six // Iris' Eighteenth
Chapter Twenty Seven // The Break Dancer
Chapter Twenty Eight // Pizza And Confessions
Chapter Twenty Nine // Piggybacks
Chapter Thirty // Liar
Chapter Thirty One // Tiled Floor
Chapter Thirty Two // Blackmail
Chapter Thirty Three // Leila
Chapter Thirty Four // The Love Triangle
Chapter Thirty Five // Making A Scene
Chapter Thirty Six // Violated
Chapter Thirty Seven // Cheater
Chapter Thirty Eight // The Failed Journey
Chapter Thirty Nine // Fireworks And Cheering
Chapter Forty // Helpful Strangers
Chapter Forty One // "Dear Elise.."
Chapter Forty Two // Breaking Point
Chapter Forty Three // Freedom
Chapter Forty Four // The News
Chapter Forty Six // Vintage Cafe's And Ladybirds
Chapter Forty Seven // Leaving You Behind
Chapter Forty Eight // Love
Chapter Forty Nine // Heart To Heart
Chapter Fifty // Family Fury
Chapter Fifty One // Clouds
Chapter Fifty Two // Relief
Chapter Fifty Three // The Adult
Chapter Fifty Four // Support And Love
Chapter Fifty Five // The Sky After A Storm
Chapter Fifty Six // Family Photos
Chapter Fifty Seven // Starry Night
Chapter Fifty Eight // The Fountain
Chapter Fifty Nine // Drowning
Chapter Sixty // White Flowery Dress
Chapter Sixty One // Fake Smile
Chapter Sixty Two // "I Can Do This"
Chapter Sixty Three // Roses
Chapter Sixty Four // The End

Chapter Forty Five // Blankets And Cuddles

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By TheeJaffaCake

- Iris' POV -

"You are grounded young lady for the rest of your days!" Mum screamed as I stormed up the stairs and slammed my bedroom door shut, why can't she just comfort me like a normal parent would do with their child? I get why she is mad, I've been dating somebody who is billions of miles away and they could've been a paedophile. I know he wasn't one though, we were on Skype everyday and I met him! I'm crying like I never have before and she is still screaming at me.

I sat on my bed and took some deep breaths to try and calm myself down, my mum had finally stopped yelling around the house. I began to feel better after focusing on my breathing and not thinking about the situation as much..

"YOU ARE NEVER LEAVING THIS HOUSE AGAIN IRIS, ONLY FOR COLLEGE!" Mum screamed up the stairs and then I took two steps back in trying to stay calm, I cried loudly again and buried my face in my hands.

My phone was continuously receiving messages and missed calls, I had been ignoring all of my friends for a few days now. I just wasn't in the mood to pretend to be okay, I'm the person people go to when they are sad because they think I am always happy. I have to stay happy for my friends, so when I am like this I isolate myself.

My phone continued to vibrate like crazy, I got up and grabbed my phone before answering the call.

"FUCK OFF ALRIGHT?! I CAN'T TALK RIGHT NOW" I screamed down the phone without knowing who had called me. I closed my eyes and tried to get my breath back before I realised Sophia was crying down the phone to me.

"Sophia! I'm sorry for shouting I'm just really upset right now I'm sorry I didn't come to town with you today" I spoke quickly while frowning, she seemed really upset at me.

"Rae is in a coma!" Sophia shouted unexpectedly before breaking down even more than she already was, I stayed silent for a moment with my mouth wide open in shock.

"W-Where are you? I'm coming" I said as my eyes began to water, I hung up and put on my shoes as fast as I could. I rushed down the stairs and through the kitchen to the back door.

"Where the hell do you think you're going? You are grounded" Mum said rudely while looking me up and down, I glanced at her for a moment before continuing to walk out of the house. She ran after me while shouting but I ignored every word.

I sprinted to Sophia's house which was quite a distance but I wasn't going to wait for a bus. Everything seemed to be going wrong these days, Rae deserves to be happy and healthy more than anybody.

The weather had suddenly shifted from a lovely sunny day to a downpour, it's like the angels knew it was an awful day.

I made it to Sophia's house after twenty minutes of running, I was exhausted and drenched from the rain. I knocked on the door and waited for a moment before James appeared, his eyes were blotchy and he looked like he hadn't slept in a while.

"Hey" I said quietly, he smiled at me then let me enter Sophia's house. I walked slowly into the house and waited for James to close the door so he could take the lead. He walked into the living room where Sophia was wrapped in a pink blanket while watching TV, I stood up for a minute before sitting down at the other side of the room. We sat in an awkward silence for a few minutes.

Sophia looked over at me and tried her best to smile, I stared at her and almost broke down in tears. She was broken, James glanced at me as if to say "Don't mention how she looks".

"I can't believe this has happened.." Sophia muttered before pushing her hair out of her face, James nodded and looked at her.

"To think that a few months ago she was here having movie marathons with me, seeing her everyday in college, talking on the phone for hours and now she is sleeping and we don't know when she will wake up" Sophia said while blankly staring at the wall, I sighed quietly and played with a bracelet around my wrist.

"You always used to tell me how strong she is, she can beat this" I spoke up and James stared at me in shock, Sophia nodded.

"Rae is the strongest person I know, through everything she still has a smile on her face" Sophia explained while smiling to herself.

"I agree" James added. We sat in silence again as Sophia lost herself in the wall, she wouldn't blink for minutes at a time and I was feeling slightly scared..

"Who wants tea?" James asked as he got up and walked into the kitchen. Sophia looked over at me for a moment before holding her arms out to me, her eyes began to water again and I hurried over to her. I held her for a few minutes as she cried quietly, I wiped her tears and she gave me the blanket to cuddle up in with her.

"I'm sorry for shouting down the phone" I whispered with a frown on my face, Sophia just flashed a broken smile at me and didn't comment on me yelling at her.

"Why have you been ignoring me Iris?" Sophia asked, I lowered my head and shrugged.

"Justin, that's why. I'm so torn about it" I confessed, it felt weird to actually talk about what was going on and how I felt. Sophia reached for my hand.

"You do know I'm here for you, we have to stick together" She said, I nodded quickly and thanked her.

"He is an idiot for doing that, you are so special Iris and I think you deserve the best there is" Sophia said with a huge smile on her face, I held in my tears which were busting to get out.

"Thank you, that means a lot to me"

James entered the room a minute later with three mugs of tea, he handed me and Sophia a cup and I screwed my face up at it.

"What's wrong with it?" James asked with a straight face, Sophia began to laugh.

"I actually prefer coffee?" I said while handing him the tea back, he rolled his eyes and stormed into the kitchen again to make me some coffee.

"You are so evil!" Sophia laughed while hitting me playfully, I nodded before giving her another hug.

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