Tessa's P.O.V:
I take out a water bottle from the hotels mini fridge and drink from it as I walk towards the kitchen area. Paul had booked us the presidential suite so the whole floor was ours.
I stir the pasta pan and lean against the counter as I wait for it to cook. My eyes roam around the huge suite. I can't believe i'm sharing this with Marshall. I left the club an hour ago and Marshall decided to stay with 50 Cent and his group.
My mind drifts back to the kiss that Marshall and I shared on the balcony. It was just so sweet and the way he kissed me with passion was just so...ugh! I don't know how describe it but I know I want him to kiss me again.
We actually got busted by 50 cents group coming with a coupe of girls and alot of alcohol. I lay off the drinks for the remaining night and I noticed that Marshall did too.
My head shoots up when I hear the hotel rooms door open. I watch as Marshall's security come in and nod at me before they place the rest of mine and Marshall's suitcases down.
"Hey." Marshall walks in as he unzips his jacket and tosses it on his suitcase.
"Hi." I smile at him. The security mumble something to Marshall and then walk out of the room, leaving us alone.
Marshall's eyes roam around the room making me look away from him and carry on cooking. He walks towards the kitchen area and look around the kitchen before he walks behind me towards the fridge.
"Well this is nice." Marshall says and wraps his arm around my stomach as he pushes his front against my back.
"Mhmm. It is, isn't it. Very comfortable." I nod and turn to face him as I chuckle and wrap my arms around his neck.
"Oh yeah. The rooms nice too. But I wasn't talking about the room. I was on about you." He smirks and pecks me on the cheek.
Marshall moves me away from the stove and picks me up and places me gently down on the kitchen top. He separates my legs and stands between them before he presses his lips onto mine.
He squeezes my thigh when I little moan escapes my lip as we kiss. I place my hands on his chest and move my head back slowly to breathe but Marshall bites on my bottom lip, making me move towards him.
"Marshall..." I whine with my bottom lip trapped between his teeth.
"We got company." He says as he picks me up and walks us to a couch. I wrap my legs around him for support.
"Who?" I ask as he gently drops me down on the couch.
"Curtis." He mumbles and lays down. He places his head on my laps and spreads his legs on the couch as he yawns.
"Are you hungry?" I ask him as I stroke his hair. Marshall nods in response. "You look tired. Are you sure you're up for guests?" I ask.
"You're wifey material, you know that?" Marshall says making me laugh. "I'm not tired. Just need a cold shower." He mumbles and sits up.
I watch him as he gets up and walks towards the bedroom area. I move the pillow off my lap and walk into the kitchen to switch the stove off.
"You gonna get dressed?" Marshall shouts from the bathroom.
"Uhr...Yeah." I shout back as I look at my sweat shorts and black top.
I take out my red thigh length dress and look for my hair iron and make up. I straighten my hair and and leave it down before I start to apply my make up.
Once i'm satisfied with the way my make up and hair looks, I slip into my dress and look for my matching heels through the suitcases.
Marshall walks into the room with a towel low on his waist and his hair wet. I look away from him quickly and open my next suitcase to get my shoes.
"Damn, you look hot in that dress." Marshall says as he places his suitcase on the bed.
"You don't look too bad in that towel." I joke as I slip on my heels. Marshall chuckles as he takes out his clothes and walks off.
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50 cent had bough alot of people to our hotel room. Most of our suite was full with the people. I refill Lloyd banks glass for him as we both stand in the kitchen and talk.
He's told me to him Chris a hundred time but it doesn't stick to me just like 50 cent told me to call him Curtis but I keep on calling him by his rap name.
"You know, some people say that you and Marshall are engaged just for the fame." Chris says. I choke on my drink and start to cough. "You alright?" He asks and hands me a tissue.
"Sorry. I'm fine." I say calming down as I take the tissue. "Where would they get such an idea." I clear my throat,
"It's crazy if you ask me." Chris shrugs. I nod in response and follow him towards the couch area where Curtis and Marshall are sitting.
Marshall wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me closer to him as I sit down next to him. I lay my head on Marshall's shoulder as I listen to everyone speak.
"You tired?" Marshall says. I yawn and nod in response.
"My head hurts. I'm going to go lay down for a bit." I mumble. Marshall leans foward and kisses me a few times before I get up to leave.
I make my way towards the bedroom and slide the door close behind me. So nice and quiet! I decide to leave on my dress incase I feel better and join Marshall again.
Why did he kiss me?
That questions really been annoying me for the past few hours. I mean, when we go back to Detroit are we gonna kiss infornt of Nathan and Proof or is it a secret?
Or maybe this was just a one off. When we go back to Detroit it might all change. I really don't even want to think about that since all it's making me is upset.
Is going to be more than a kiss? Or are we going to have sex aswell? I don't know. It would be awkward to be around Marshall after we slept with eachother but then again what if we actually make someting out of this.
Whoa! Calm down Tess. You're not ready for a relationship.
I need to stop over thinking this and live in the moment. Yes. That's what I need to do. Live in the moment. Marshall's probably not even thinking about this as much as I am.
God, I can't sleep. Sighing, I climb out of bed and slip my feet into my heels again. I fix my make up and hair quickly before I walk out the bedroom and walks past the drunks to find Marshall.
Time to live in the moment, Tessa!
I grab a glass of champagne from the kitchen top and talk to a few people before I make my way towards Marshall. Oh, my ring.
I quickly walk towards the bedroom and grab the engagement ring from the beds side table and slide it down my finger. I smile lightly as I walk out the room again and walk towards Marshall.
"Hey.." Curtis steps infront of me.
"Hi." I smile at him. He sighs and stands infront of me awkwardly as he looks around the room. "Was....There someting...You wanted?" I ask slowly.
"Oh me. No. Just wanted to talk, you know." He laughs nervously and shrugs.
"Okay. You're hiding something from me." I say and cross my arms across my chest.
"Hiding. Pssh, what would I hide." He waves his hand in the air. I glance behind him to find a woman sitting on Marshall's lap. "Tessa. You...I.." Curtis starts and sighs when he can't seem to finish.
I watch the woman on Marshall's lap as she slides her hands down Marshall's chest and whispers in his ear, making Marshall smirk before he locks lips with her.
"Tessa." Chris call my name as he stands next to Curtis.
"I...I'm sorry. I'm fine." I clear my throat awkwardly and turn away. I hear them both call after me but choose to ignore them as I walk back towards the bedroom.
I throw the engagement ring on the bedside table and remove my make up and jewellery before I switch the lights of making it completely dark. I jump into bed and slip under the duvet covers.
I let out a long sigh when my phone starts to ring. I throw the duvet off me and climb out the bed to get my phone from the dressing table. I pick up my phone as I lay back in bed.
"Hello?" I say as I pull the duvet over my body.
"Hey babe!" Karla answers. "How's the party?" She asks.
"It fucking sucks." I sigh.
"Damn, that bad?" She asks.
"Karla?" I say as I adjust the pillow.
"Mm?" Karla hums.
"I have to tell you something but if you breath this to another living soul I will bury you six feet underground myself!" I say.
"Well damn....What happened?" She asks excited.
"Marshall kissed me." I moan and cover my face in embarrassment. The line goes quiet for a few minutes. "Karla. You there?" I ask.
"Marsh-EMINEM KISSED YOU!!" She shouts through the phone making me move the phone away from my ear. "Oh my god. Oh my fucking-" I cut her off.
"Karla. Really?" I hiss.
"I'm sorry." She chuckles. "But you kissed!" She says shouting again in disbelief.
"Belive me! I regret it!" I roll my eyes.
"That bad of a kisser?" She laughs.
"He's a fucking amazing kisser." I sigh. "And it wasn't just that one time." I admit.
"It wasn't?" Karla asks shocked.
"We kissed a few times and 50 cent and his group walked in." I start.
"Well at least they think the engagements a real thing." Karla says.
"True." I shrug.
"So, carry on." Karla mumbles before I hear her eat something.
"Okay so where was I?" I say slowly as I think. "Okay. So. We kissed then and when 50 cents group came we kinda seprated but then we just made out in the corner." I shrug.
"Wow. You two don't take it slow do you?" Karla laughs.
"Hey!" I whine. "Blame the alcohol!" I say as she laughs.
"Mhmm, whatever." Karla says, I can almost see her rolling her eyes. "Carry on." She adds.
"So I decided to go to the hotel since I had a headache and we separated. When he got back from the club, he just kinda..." I trail of as I blush like an idiot and think of the words to finish of my story.
"He just kinda....Kinda what?" Karla says.
"Kissed me again." I mumble.
"Okay, you have to stop using the word 'kiss' you just sound innocent. You are far from innocent." Karla says making me laugh.
"It was more like a snog then." I say quietly.
"Ooo...Hot!" Karla says making me laugh.
"Can we stop talking about this now?" I say in embarrassment.
"Something didn't go right did it?" Karla says. I sigh and tuck my hair behind my ear.
"We made a promise in the car." I sigh.
"What kinda promise?" Karla asks.
"He was supposed to stay away from all the women at the party incase anyone takes a photo." I explain.
"And he didn't stick to it?" She asks.
"Nope." I sigh. "At first I thought he would because everyone tried to flirt and dance with him but he pushed them away so I thought he wouldn't go to any of those hoes, you know?" I say.
"What actually happened?" She ask.
"I went to the bedroom since my head was hurting and when I felt better I went to join him. Before I could reach him 50 cent came in the way and so did Lloyd banks." I explain.
"Was Marshall.." Karla trails off and lets me finish the story.
"All over another girl, yes." I sigh.
"So he just had a taste and went with some other whore?" Karla tuts.
"Had a taste? Okay, that sounds disgusting." I say as we both laugh. "But there's no other way to put it so..." I shrug and sigh.
"Tess. Did you honestly think that you could've made something out of that kiss?" Karla asks.
"What do you mean?" I ask confused.
"Did you think that you and Marshall could've gotten together. As in a proper girlfriend, boyfriend type of relationship?" Karla rephrases the question.
I go quiet for a few minutes as I struggle to find the right words. I mean, me and Marshall? We're totally different people and have nothing in common so even if I did would it have worked out between us?
"Honestly? I don't know." I sigh. "I was just living in the moment Karlz. I didn't know I would get so upset about him kissing another girl." I say honestly.
"Just don't think to much about it, hun." Karla says.
"I'm not." I mumble. "But everyone probably has pictures then. I added that rule on the contract!" I huff.
"So tell Leroy." Karla says as if it's that simple.
"No. I can't." I shake my head. "But if he can break a rule on the contract so can I." I smirk.
"What rule exactly?" I hear her ask.
"He had the same rule. I can't go around with other men in the public eye." I shrug.
"Ooo, playing dirty." Karla chuckles.
After another half an hour, I end the call with Karla and try my best to sleep. But I can't with the loud music and talking from the other room. But the noise isn't the only thing that's annoying me right now.
Why am I so bothered about him kissing another woman? I knew he would break his promise sometime during this trip or during the whole engagement thing.
But for some reason I know that's not whats bugging me. He kissed me...I never let anyone just kiss me unless I trust the person or like them a little to see where it goes.
But then again, where did I want this to go with Marshall?
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Please don't hate me for doing this to Marshall and Tessa! 😙😚😚
I finally updated, tysm for being patient with me.
I really hope you lot liked this!
Btw, could you guys suggest me good Eminem fanfics to read? I started reading @stan_society fanfic called love game which you HAVE to check out and also @LetsStayInNeverLand book Pay up which isn't an Eminem fanfic but i'm sure you guys will like it!
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