All We Need Of Hell (Lynn Gun...

By Linndsvy

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Lynn is the new girl at Boston North High. Despite believing that things could get worse, things actually sta... More

I Need To Feel You Again | Chapter 1
This Is Just A War In My Head | Chapter 2
Im A Poor Unfortunate Soul | Chapter 3
We Could Be Hero's | Chapter 4
You're A Ghost At Most | Chapter 5
Where'd You Go | Chapter 6
Just Crash, Fall Down | Chapter 7
Save Me From Myself | Chapter 8
This Isn't Violence | Chapter 9
You Should Know Me By Now | Chapter 10
I Don't Belong Here | Chapter 11
I Don't Feel So Lonely | Chapter 12
I Hope I See You By My Side | Chapter 13
Today I'm Gonna Write A Sad Song | Chapter 14
Caught Up In A Dream | Chapter 15
Today Is The Greatest | Chapter 16
I'm Just Trying To Stop The Bleeding | Chapter 17
I Don't Want To Fade Away | Chapter 18
I'm Empty | Chapter 20
Won't You Meet Me Eye To Eye | Chapter 21
There's A Light Inside Of Me | Chapter 22
I Hate To Feel This Die | Chapter 23
Another Brain To Decay | Chapter 24
I Hate You, I Love You | Chapter 25
I'll Find You Another Time | Chapter 26
The Exstacy Of Love | Chapter 27
I'm Loved, And I'm Lost | Chapter 28
You Found Me | Chapter 29
It Wont Ever Be the Same | Chapter 30
revising this story/adding more

Maybe I Should Be More Like Her | Chapter 19

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By Linndsvy

A/N Extra long chapter for my lack of updating and the last two crappy chapters ♡

"That was a great practice guys." I said wrapping up the mic cord and placing it with Alexs other things in his basement. Brian and Alex high fived each other then started putting things away.

"Any word on our cd?" Alex said unplugging his keyboard. I shook my head. "Nope." It's been months since the concert and still no word. I sighed and took a seat on the couch Alex had down here and pulled my phone out.

'Come around to mine after your practice.'
-Alexa

I let a small smile out and sat up. "I'll catch you guys at school tomorrow I gotta head to Alexas." I said standing up and putting my leather jacket on. "Hey, don't forget to write those songs." Brian said before I left the basement. I yelled out a okay and started my way to Alexas.

It was a short walk. Maybe it only felt short cause it was quite breezy today and not the usual scorching hot temperatures it is when I wear my leather jacket. I reacher her door and I was about to knock when I heard music coming from the basement. I walked around back and opened the basement door.

I walked in on Alexa and and few other people I haven't met before and Sam was in the couch facing me and the others who were playing a song. She smiled as soon as she saw me and got up and walked to me and gave me a hug. "Your all sweaty." She said as she pulled away.

"I just finished band practice and walked over, what's going on here." I asked. "Your in a band too now? Wow first Alexa now you." My eyes shifted to Sam. "What do you mean first Alexa. I was in my band months ago." I said "Oh, well this is Alexas band. Love, Robot." I gave a small smile and walked around to the front and as soon as Alexa saw me she stopped and gave me a hug.

"Suprise!" She yelled. "Your in a band to now?" I asked. "Well u figured you'd be busy a lot so I started one too." She smiled and introduced me to her band mates but I zoned out and didn't hear one word. I was happy for her really. I was super annoyed with it to though. I pulled her to the side to talk to her. "I..I'll catch you tomorrow at school okay? I'm gonna go home." I said and as she leaned in to give me a kiss I kinda pulled back. I don't even know why.

She gave me this look I've never seen before. I was afriad of what would happen next so I just walked out and went home. I walked the long way home and about half way home I got a text from Jenna.

'Can you come around mine? I have some bad news.'
-Jenna Bug

I typed back an okay and turned around and started my way to hers. I got to her front door and noticed a for sale sign on her front lawn as I waited for someone to answer the door. Soon the door opened and Jenna stood there with a box in her arms.

"Why is there a for sale sign in the front lawn?" I blurted out. She sign and motioned for me to come in. She placed the box down and sat me down on the couch. "I'm moving to Australia." She said and my heart sank. "W-when." I asked afraid of the answer. "I'm heading out Friday." "Friday. That's in two days." I said standing up.

"I know. I'm so sorry. I would've told you sooner but I was afraid." She said putting her face in her hands. I sat back down and hugged her. "Afraid of what?" I asked. She looked up at me which was extremely close to mine. She opened her mouth to say somthing then her eyes drifted down to my lips. "I was afraid of what I'd do." She said, her eyes flickering from my lips and eyes.

I knew what was happening. And honestly it's felt like a long time coming. I noticed Jenna leaning in and I knew what this would mean. I'd be a cheater. I watched as her lips came closer to mine until they finally reaches mine and my eyes finally closed. I knew I liked Jenna. I knew Jenna liked me. And I didn't know why I was cheating right now and not stopping.

Maybe it was case Jenna is my best friend and we owe it to each other. Maybe cause I know I may never see her again. But in that moment I kissed back. Right until Jenna pulled back. "I'm sorry." She mumbled in my arms. "It's okay." I comforted her. "Can you spend the night? Maybe even until I leave?" She asked. I nodded my head and pulled out my phone.

I texted the guys and told them that I won't be there for the next two practices and I won't be at school. I texted me parents and told them what was up and they allowed me to miss school. I then smiled at Jenna who was hugging my side still. She then got up and asked me to help her pack her room up. I followed her up to her room and noticed most of it was packed already. There was just picture frames around her room and the clothes in her drawers. I started picking up the pictures and noticed most of them were of me and her.

I smiled at them. One was on our first date another was of us sitting on my bed with crazy makeup on from blind makeovers. I let out a little chuckle and wrapped then in newspaper and tucked them in a box. "Hey you wanna pass me some clothes from the drawers." Jenna asked pulling out a suitcase. I walked towards her wardrobe and opened a drawer then I saw what the drawer was filled with.

I pulled out a lacey purple thong and sling shotted it at her. "Hey not that drawer ahaha." She said putting her thong in her bag. I let out at laugh and opened another drawer and handed her a bunch of shirts.

~~~

Thursday night

We crawled into bed. Our last night and day together. I looked another round her room and it felt so big, it wasn't Jennas room anymore. It was just another room with nothing but a bed in it.

"It feels so empty now." Jenna mutered beside me. I turned to face her. "Why haven't you invited Sam over." I asked. "I don't know. I feel like your the only one I'll truly miss." She said looking at me. "Why" I asked after asked while. "Why what." "Why haven't you confessed your feelings for me. Or asked me to be your girlfriend." I spoke. It went quiet for awhile. "Cause I didn't know how. And when I had the courage to just tell you Alexa was in the picture." Jenna spoke looking at the ceiling now.

I looked at her and took her all in. I turned her face to face me and noticed a tear running down her cheek. I wiped it away and leaned in closer to her and placed a kiss to her lips. Her eyes went from tears to this whole new look. A look of desire and passion. She rushed and placed another kiss to my lips and somehow crawled on top of me and straddled my hips.

I got heated in the moment so quick I started grinding my hips and pull her closer in and soon our tops were off and she trailed kisses down my chest down to my throbbing area. She then came back up and I rolled us over annd I took charge and then we were both naked and caught up in the heat.

~~~

Friday morning at the airport

We walked up to where Jenna would be boarding her plane. Which leaves in 10 minutes. The whole way here we've held hand. We never talked about last night and it think that would be the best thing to do. "I'm going to miss you so much." Jenna said pulling me into a hug. I felt the tears pricking at my eyes. "I'm going to miss you to." I said and the final boarding announcement went off and we pulled Apart.

"I lo-ill see you later." Jenna said giving me a small smile. I pulled her in for a final hug and as she pulled away I placed one final kiss to her lips. "I'll see you later." And with that she borded the plane and I stood there for 20 minutes not knowing what I was going to do.

I'll miss Jenna so much. I pulled out my phone and called Alex to come and pick me up and maybe we could rehearse. He agreed and got me in no time at all. I saw him pull up and I hopped in. "Why're you at the airport?" He asked. I told him everything. I told him Jenna left to Australia and our night together.

"Well it was a long time coming. But what're you going to tell Alexa." He asked as we pulled up to is place and Brian was sitting on his steps. "The truth I guess." I said stepping out and heading to the basement with the guys to start rehearsals. I had to explain everything to Brian as soon as we got in the basement and we didn't even end up practicing that day. We talked for hours and they drove me home to. And to my Suprise Alexa was sitting on my steps. The guys wished me luck and I took my belt off and got out.

"Where have you been." She asked as I reached the steps. "I was at Jennas the whole time." She nodded her head. "She moved to Australia right." She asked. I nodded. "She gave Sam a vague voicemail telling her. But you, you got 2 whole days with her." She spoke. "I asked why she didn't want Sam there..but I have to tell you something." I said taking a deep breath in. "And you going to hate me." I warned her.

She looked at me. "You cheated on me didn't you...you just couldnt handle yourselfs all because you two would never see each other again. Am I right!" I nodded. "I didn't mean to hurt you!" I told her. "But you didn't stop. Maybe I should be more like her, I don't want to kiss you and taste her lipstick. Or feel the distance everythime you remeber her finger tips." Alexa spoke. "Or hear you talk about her in your sleep." I sighed. "I do live you Alexa. And it was one night. One thing we felt like we owned to each other I'm so sorry for cheating on you. I swear I honestly never wanted to hurt you." I spoke.

"Well it doesn't matter. Maybe I should be more like her? Maybe then you'll actually be happy for me, be more in love with me, be there." Alexa said. "I am in love with you, I am happy for you, and don't you dare say I've never been there!" I said getting angry.

"Really Lynn. Whatever were through." She said standing up. I stood up and grabbed her wrist and turned her around and slammed my lips to hers. She pulled back "your kiss don't taste the same" Alexa said and walked off. "I love you!" I yelled out and Alexa stopped in her tracks and turned around and came back. "If you loved you wouldn't have cheated." "If I didn't love you I wouldn't have told you. I would have been cheating this whole time. I love you Alexa. And I'm so sorry for everything. Please don't leave me." I said begging.

"I can't forgive you." And with that Alexa left and I stood there for 30 minutes before I let the tears fall and finally started trembling.

A/N so this chapter was kinda inspired by Perfect by Selena Gomez cause I was listening to that song while writing this. I feel like it would be a song Alexa would listen to after she gets home and breaks down to it. So yeah. 2000 words cause I'm a crap writer yay! So let's discus this chapter in the comments. This chapter had

Lynn and Jenna hooked up.

Alexa and Lynn broke up.

Alexa joined a band.

Sam wasn't told about Jenna leaving until she was gone already.

Lynn felt annoyed that Alexa has a band now but is happy for her.

Paris had been already been a band for 3 months so it's May now in the story.

There probably more but those are the key things that happened.

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