My heart is locked
And there is no key
I have bad thoughts
My mind is as dark as can be
I have walls built up
Strong and high
I always say I'm fine
But they don't know I always lie
They don't know it's all an act
For they see the smile on my lips
But not the look in my eyes
Or the wounds on my hips
They'll think what they think
But the truth will never be revealed
I will never tell a soul
For my lips are sealed
My secrets will forever be hidden
But tonight I will not fake
Never again will I see light
For never again will I wake
My secret wish granted
But now they'll know
For everything has a price
For my biggest secret now on show
No longer will I wake
No longer will I feel pain
No longer will I breathe
Nothing to lose and nothing to gain
It's all just came to an end