Memories

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I remember things
I don't want to remember
I forget the things
I don't want to forget
I remember everything that's broke me
But I've forgotten everything that's made me happy
I close my eyes
And their angry voices ring in my ears
I fall asleep
And memories play themselves in my mind
I wake up crying
And a bring my knees to my chest
Crying at the memories in my nightmares
I whisper to myself 'it'll be okay'
Because there's no one else to do it for me
I'm alone in this world
Not a person would care if lived or died
Not a soul in this world
Would try to save me
From the demons that haunt my mind
These demons have held me prisoner
In my own mind
Controlling my thoughts
My actions
My life..


Authors note
If you didn't get it the demons are my memories

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 23, 2014 ⏰

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