These haunted nights
Haunted by my memories
Tear me apart
They terrify me
Nights are when the thoughts get bad
No one is here
I'm alone
Worthless
Unwanted
Hideous
Fat
Slut
Whore
Bitch
And other horrible words fill my head
Then the memories begin
The flashbacks begin
The images flash through my mind
The voices of people who've tortured me speak
The people I see have scarred me
They've harmed me more
Than I can harm myself
People who shouldn't harm me
Have hurt me more than anyone
My mother
Someone who's supposed to love me
Has hit me more times than I can remember
She's said things to me
I'll never repeat
My uncles and their friends
Have done things far worse
Their hands have touched me
In places they should've never been near
They'd hit me if I yelled
So I stayed silent
And cried as I look away
For years this went on
From as young as the age of 8
But that's not the worst part
They've attempted rape
7 times on me
Never succeeded
But what if they did
That thought scares me
It's given me countless nightmares
These things that've happened
All go unnoticed
No one believes they've happened
I've given up telling
No one believes me
So what's the point?
These things that've happened
Replay in my mind
During these haunted nights
Haunted by the memories
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Suicidal, depressed, broken, selfharm, dark poetry
PoetryThis is a collections of dark poetry I have written. I update whenever I write a new poem. These poems are my feelings, things I don't say, things people will not know. Some of my poems are good and some of them aren't the best but oh well
