Eyes shut
Deep breath
3
2
1
A plastered on fake smile
Time to enter another day
Another day filled with lies
Of hiding
Of pretending
Pretending to be happy
When really all I feel is pain
Pretending to be 'okay'
But really, I'm just broken
Unfixable
A lost cause
End of the day
Alone in my room
Releasing a sigh of relief
The walls fall down
The smile disappears
Unshed tears pile up
The blades suddenly in my shaking hands
At first only scratching my skin
Then another a bit deeper
And another deeper
And on and on
'Till the bloods just freely flowing
After that's all done
Laying awake in bed
Sleep slowly approaches
And the cycle starts again
YOU ARE READING
Suicidal, depressed, broken, selfharm, dark poetry
PoetryThis is a collections of dark poetry I have written. I update whenever I write a new poem. These poems are my feelings, things I don't say, things people will not know. Some of my poems are good and some of them aren't the best but oh well
