I hate

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As I look into the mirror

I'm filled with self hatred

There's nothing about me to love

It's all hideous

I hate that I feel this way

I hate that I am who I am

I hate that the blade is what I crave

I hate that I cry at night

I hate that I feel so alone

I hate that I force myself to puke

I hate that sometimes I won't eat

I hate that I do the things I do

I hate that I'm so weak

I hate that I'm so fragile

I hate that I'm shattered

I hate the way this life is

I hate this pain filled life

I hate that I'm alive

I hate that this life

Is my reality.

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