Suicidal, depressed, broken, selfharm, dark poetry

I miss you

I miss you

I miss your smile

I miss how you only thought positive

You've been gone for quite awhile

All I have are pictures

Maybe a few videos

But your starting to fade

Your dream on being on radios

Your passion for singing

It's all starting to fade

The sound of your voice

The jokes you made

You, the unbreakable one

The one head strong

The one who never backed down

The one that wouldn't be wrong

The one with a smile

The one who never shed a tear

The one who left

I wish I still had you near

But your gone

You left

And now it's me

The broken one

The one you never wanted to be

But the unbreakable broke

The head strong lost their voice

The one that wouldn't back down

Didn't really have a choice

Now tears are shed every night

And only fake smiles appear

They keep many secrets

And one escaping is their biggest fear

You could say they were broken

You could say they weren't fixable

You could say they were damaged

And weren't all that stable

Now this is me

But I still miss you

The one I used to be

Before I became just a fucked up kid