Alicia pov
I don't wanna get outta bed. I feel there's no hope in today but my heart stills argue with my mind on this situation so I just follow my heart and get up.
My name is Alicia Swenson and I'm 22 years old but I feel like I look 38. I'm not really my biggest fan. Actually I'm my own enemy. I have problems excepting myself as I am but some day I really want to be able to be comfortable in my own skin. Being a size 18 in the waist ain't easy because you are always competing with some Tyra Banks looking ass bitch. I'm 22 and I'm still a virgin, some of my friends nick named me Mary after virgin Mary but that's not really the problem to be honest. I always felt like an outcast but what honestly I may not be a size 8 but I can play some basketball like there ain't no tomorrow. That's something most people don't get about me, like I'm lazy but I'm actually very athletic but anyway I'm currently in school studing to be Judge. I'm good at telling when people lying by body language so I thought that would be the perfect occupation for me. Currently I bartend at club 'Mad to support myself. Well you all caught up on my part and I gotta go to work and deal with that bull shit. Wish me luck because ima need it***
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August pov
Damn it's 8 o'clock already. I feel like I just went to sleep. I don't think Ima be able to meet up with Slim and Big today cause I'm a mess. What did I do last night? I know I didn't have no one over here. Shot knowing me I probably got drunk a passed out.
Most people know me as August Alsina and that I'm suppose to be some pussy crazy nigga which ain't even me. I feel misunderstood because people got this set image of who and what I'm suppose to be like but they all wrong. I don't need sex from any woman. If I want it I go get it but that's not my main priority. I'm very focused on my music and my family. I wounldnt be here if it wont for my family. I would actually want to settle down one day but that's only for the right woman who I have not yet found yet but I know she out there and I'm looking for her**
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