When we got home i had everything done and put away by 3 in the afternoon. I got bored so I went to see what Jc was doing.
"Hey Justinnnnn." I said as I sat on his bed
"Waddup Tay?" He said taking out 2 Arizona teas.
"I don't know. I'm bored."
"Want one?" He said signaling to the Arizona.
"Definately!" He threw me the can and I sat by his pillows against the wall on his bed.
"So do you like this house?" He asked taking a sip.
"Yep. I'm glad I moved here. And I'm happy I'm living with such good people." I smiled and he sat next to me with our arms touching.
We talked about life and other things, and we stopped talking at like 7 when Ricky said were going to get boba. (Boba is a drink).
"We'll Jc, I really like you. I think we could be greattt friends." I smiled.
"I think so too." He said. He leaned in for a kiss and I didn't back away. I can't lie it was a really good kiss. It wasnt just a 'I kissed you for no reason' kiss...it was a 'I want you, I need you now' kiss. He backed away and blushed.
"We should get going" I said blushing and smiling.
"Wait" he grabbed my arm "were not telling anybody about this right? Especially Connor cause he has the biggest crush on you"
"Wha-?! Um...no...we don't have to if you don't want. I mean-"
"Shhhh" he put his finger to my lips "Lets go"
We went to go get boba and then come home. Me and Jc just acted like the kiss never happened the whole night.
When we got home it was 8:30. Me and Connor sat on the couch and watched tosh.0 until 9:30.
"Hey, I need to go talk to jc for a sec, okay? Ill be back."
"Okay ill wait here." He said nervously.
I walked upstairs and on my way upstairs Ricky walked down. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now though.
"Hey taylor I-" he said as I walked right past him.
Connors POV
"What is she mad about?" Ricky walked downstairs.
"No idea. She said she was going to talk with Jc."
"You should go see what they're talking about."
I thought about what Ricky said for a second.
"Okay I will." I finally said.
I snuck upstairs and listened outside Jc's door.
Taylor's POV
I sat on Jc's bed. "Look Jc...I can't stop thinking about that kiss."
He sat next to me grabbing my hand. "Me either. I felt something in that kiss. Listen taylor...I can't stop thinking about you, but I can't do this. I can't be with you."
"Why not. You agree you felt something!" I stood up angrily.
"I can't do that to Connor okay..."
"Why. Why does Connor have to be in this. Don't bring him into this!" I turned away from jc. "We can't just ignore this Jc."
"I know and-" I cut him off
"And I want you. Now." I kissed him. It was another passionate kiss.
"I can't taylor..."
"What the hell Jc!"
"Connor loves you okay? You don't want me you want him."
"Connor is my best friend, Im not into him like that Jc. You have to understand our kiss..we felt something."
"Yeah. I felt something alright." He stood up. He took a long pause. "I felt me betraying my friend."
"You don't get it Jc!" I yelled. I had tears in my eyes.
"No Taylor, YOU don't get it." It was quiet for a long time.
"Get out." He finally said.
I walked out crying with mascara going down my face. I saw Connor by the door. He had tears in his eyes.
"Connor...I-I can explain." I said wiping my eyes.
"No. You can't." He said walking away angry.
"Connor! I'm sorry!" I said sobbing and running to my room. I locked the door and fell on the floor crying.
It was only 9:45. I decided to climb out my window and walk to Starbucks. I ordered A hot coco and sat outside of whole foods in the parking lot. It was colder than I thought it would be in LA. I only had a dress on. Luckily a nice man finally confronted me.
"Excuse me?" He said "what's wrong?"
"Oh it's nothing, just a fight with my friends." I said trying to hold back the tears.
"Would you like a ride home?" He offered
"No thanks. I'm trying to get away from them." I said.
"Would you like a ride to my place then? It's a little cold outside..."
"Sure." I said standing up. "I'm Taylor Anderson."
"I'm Joey." I shook his hand and that's when I realized who he was. "Joey Graceffa."
I wiped my eyes "Oh my god I know! I watch your videos everyday! I love you!"
"Thanks!" He wiped the mascara off my face. "Wipe that off. You're beautiful." He smiled.
I blushed "Thank you joey."
"Shall we?" He said in his grandfather voice and held his arm and waited for me to link mine into his.
"Hehe." I linked my arm into his and walked to his car.
I sat down in his car "I can't believe I would ever be sitting in satsuki."
He laughed "I guess you are a physchopath!"
My phone vibrated. It was Ricky calling. I answered
"Taylor? Where are you?"
"I'm fine Ricky."
"Come home taylor. We're all worried sick about you!"
"We? You mean Connor and Jc actually noticed I was gone?"
"Yes. Now come home!"
"But I'm fine."
"Where are you were coming to get you."
"No. I'm going to Joey Graceffas house." I smiled over at joey.
"What? Joey??"
"Yeah. Now leave me alone. I don't want to come home."
I ended the call.
"Taylor if your friends want you to come home, then I think you should." Joey said concerned. "They're worried about you."
"But joey I don't want to see them. I got into a big fight."
"What was the fight about?"
"Okay so I kissed Jc, and Connor loves me. But Jc won't be with me BECAUSE Connor loves me. And me and Jc fought, and Connor heard everything. And I ran away crying."
"I'm taking you home." Joey said a few seconds later.
"No! I want to hang out with y-"
"I'll give you my number. We can hang out some other time."
We pulled up to my house and we traded phones. I put my name as Taylor (biggest fan ever)
His name was Joey<3
I said goodbye to him and walked up to the front door. I hesitated before opening the door, but managed. I saw Ricky, Jc, and Connor sitting at the kitchen table.
"Oh my god thank god you're home." Ricky said as he came up and hugged me.
I hugged him back. "I'm sorry." I walked over to Connor and Jc. I sat down across from Connor.
I grabbed hold of his hand. "I'm sorry for everything I've ever done."
He looked down at the table. A tear rolled down his face.
"What's wrong?" I asked. But I already knew the answer.
"I love you. And you kissed Jc." He sniffled.
"Connor, no..I love you too, just, that kiss was an accident. We were just talking and it happened. It doesn't mean it means anything."I said trying to hold back tears.
"But you said-" Jc cut him off
"It was nothing Connor. It didnt mean anything."
"Right. I'm sorry Connor." I said and interlocked our fingers. He smiled.
I looked over to Jc, "And Jc I'm sorry for being such a jerk." I let out a tear. "I know it's like 'breaking the bro code' or something, stealing your friends crush."
"Yeah..." His voice trailed off.
Connor sat there tears in his eyes still. I looked at Ricky standing, listening to everything. I finally got up and sat on Connors lap. I grabbed his face by his cheeks.
"I love you, a lot." I kissed him. It was, the best kiss I ever had. Jc's kiss was good, but this was better. I actually think I loved Connor Franta.