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Zeeniya's POV.
It was 8 of night when we reached our home. A watchman opened the door of the house and Jahan drove the car in. He parked the car in the porch. We came out of the car and Jahan went to unlock the door of the house. He opened the door of the hall while I was waiting. After opening the door,he get inside and turned on the light of the hall and came back. He took all the luggage out of the car. Iwas looking at him. His every action,his looks,I was noticing. He called watchman and with his help, he brought all the luggage inside the house.
I followed him in. He picked some of the baggage and went upstairs. I picked also one of the bag and followed him. He placed the bags in front of a room and unlock the room. I was behind him. I waited for him to enter. After picking the bags, he entered the room. I slowly entered the room holding the heavy bag.
I place it near where Jahan put all the bags. I was expecting him to say anything. At least he could welcome me in his house but no how can he.
Mr.arrogant has his own ego. when he didn't welcome me in his life happily then how would he welcome me in his house..
I was feeling a hurt. A hurt of ignorance. I was feeling like all those things which exist but has no meaning. I was looking at the baggage, laying on the floor. I was feeling like these baggage which have no importance. A useless thing,an unwanted luggage which he had to carry whether he wants or not.
I was still standing in the middle of the room. A tear escaped from my eye. I was in my own thoughts when Jahan came again in room and looked at me. I immediately turned to other side to hide my tears. I wiped them away and turned to him.
"You freshen up and I'll just come." He said and I nodded.
He left and I was still there standing. Few seconds later, I remove my Hijab and place my shawl on bed. I opened one of my bag and took a simple dress out for night. To fade the tiredness, I took a shower and came out of the washroom. I dried my hair with towel and sat on the bench placed in front of the mirror. I was looking at myself. I was wearing a pink trouser and a white shirt on it. My dupatta was placed on bed. My mind was freeze,nothing was going on but I was just looking at myself blankly. I sowly start combing my hair and also keep looking at myself or can say analyzing myself.
Am I beautiful? What is beauty?The colour, eyes,hairs,physics or inside heart?why do not people like me?am I that bad?
I was lost in my own questions when again the door opened but this time I didn't notice. I was busy in myself.
"Umm..dinner is ready."I heard him saying and I nodded without looking at him.
"Coming."I said and make a messy bun of my hair and put my dupatta on my head and followed Jahan to the dinning hall.
I freshen my mood. We both entered the dining hall. I saw some food items were already placed on the table. I sat next to Jahan and we start eating. We had our dinner. No one in the dinner said a single word. I tried to talk but stopped myself and ate our dinner in all silence. After eating,I got up and helped Jahan who was taking plates to kitchen. I followed him in kitchen.
I take a look of kitchen and looked at Jahan who was looking at me.
I felt strange. So I thought to talk in order to demolish this awkwardness and strangeness.
"Tea or coffee?"I asked looking at him who was now looking at the cabinets of the kitchen.
"Tea." He said and turned to go.
"Jahan."I called him and he turned.
"I don't know where the things are. Could you tell me so I can make tea."I asked looking at him.
I didn't known the place of the things, in which cabinet sugar and other things were placed. So it was better to ask him who lived here.
He nodded his head and showed me the cabinets which had all the things of cooking. Different ingredients were placed there. I took a pan and start making tea. I made two cups of tea. After placing cups in a tray, I walked toward our room. I was expecting him there. I opened the door and entered the room. He was seated on bed .A small bag was opened in front of him. His laptop was on. Two or three files were place on bed. He was holding one file in his hand and I think he was figuring something out.
I placed his tea on side table of bed. I took my tea and went to sit on sofa. I was taking sips of tea but was looking at Jahan who was drinking tea and mentioning something on file. After having my tea, I got up and place the cup on table and went to open the bags. I opened my bags and took my all clothes out. I opened the wardrobe but there was no place for my clothes. I was standing in front of the wardrobe with open mouth thinking where should I put my clothes. Suddenly I felt someone besides me and saw Jahan was standing there.
He came forward and arranged his all clothes on one side of the wardrobe. He took all his things and settled them on one side making place for my clothes and things.
"Thanks." I said when he was about to go and he nodded his head and again settled down on bed.
I placed my clothes in the wardrobe. I took my accessories and place it near dressing table.
I'll do it tomorrow was my thinking. I'll arrange my stuff tomorrow. I placed my bags near wardrobe and went to washroom.
I did wudu and offered my prayer while Jahan was still working. I raised my hands to make dua.
All praises to my Allah Almighty. I ask your blessings my Allah g and be with us,with my Jahan. Take care of him always. Bless him with everything. And filled his heart with my love and make me crazy for him. Ameen.
I completed my Dua and turned to see him who was now closing his files. He turned off his laptop and placed all things on table and went in the washroom. I went near the bed,placed the pillows straight, cleaned the bed sheet and lay down on my side. Jahan came out of the washroom. I was looking at him who start offering his prayer. I keep looking at him who was pulling my heart to him. Not only my heart but my soul,he was pulling me to him. Strange feelings were developing inside me. I keep looking at him,compelled by my heart until he completed his prayer. He turned to see me and I closed my eyes immediately,letting him know that I was sleeping but I knew he caught me gazing him.
He came to bed after making Dua to sleep. He lay down next to me and turned off the lights. I turned to his side. I wanted to ask something but how.
OK zeeniya you can do it,ask him now..okay..okay. I'm going to ask him now.
I built some confidence in me and took deep breaths. I opened my eyes and looked at him,preparing myself to call him.
"Jahan." I called him.
"Hmmm." All he said.
"When you'll go to office tomorrow?" I asked and he turned to me.
"Why?why are you asking?" He asked.
"No,I'm just generally asking." I said and pulled my blanket on me.
"Hmmm." He said and closed his eyes but I was not going to lose. So, I again asked him.
"So 8am or 9am?" I waited for his reply.
I saw him who opened his eyes. I didn't see his all face but his eyes were shown in moon light.
"9am." Finally he answered.
I smiled when he tells me the time of his going.
"Good night Jahan. "I whispered.
I turned to other side and just keep thinking about tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be the new start of our life Jahan. I'll be there for you,for everything you want,everything you need. I will start our this journey with love and care. I hope you will find me the one who I am.I hope we'll be friend one day.
I close my eyes and fallen asleep.
Tomorrow morning would be great and a new start Inshahallah.
A/N::Salaam everyone.
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