A/N
Oh my god guys, I can't believe I'm already writing Chapter 24. This is crazy. Why? This is the last chapter of my story ):
I still have editing to do, so don't y'all worry ^_^
I'm debating a sequel still, it depends on what kind of response this story gets ^_^
so....here we go. Last chapter. Another action chapter ;)
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I brought my lips to his, after sitting in his lap. It began to get heated, and I knew very well what would happen. My body shuttered slightly.
"Please, don't do something you'll regret." Drake gasped.
"I know I won't have regrets." I whispered.
"You don't know what you're saying.."
"Drake, I know what I'm saying. Especially because I've given thought to it."
"You have?"
"Of course, it was a conversation I've had with Kim when we went to Atlanta."
No words were spoken after that. I broke off the kiss, moving to the door, locking it. No need for someone to walk in.
Moving back to Drake, I sat in his lap again, as he spun me around pushing me onto the bed, lying on top of me.
I would love to tell you I wasn't nervous. Well sometimes the truth isn't what you expect. He broke off the kiss, but my eyes were closed and I had no intention of opening them. I felt his body lift from mine, so I suspected he was getting a condom. I hope.
I felt his body press against mine again. His body grinded against me, this felt so right when it was so wrong.
I felt my shirt come off, and his bare skin pressed to mine. His body was hot, against mine which was cold.
The rest came off quickly from both of us. Kim had warned me about this, she warned me I wouldn't enjoy this as much as it was made out to be. Not that I cared. I needed Drake to secure us, the final bond. One body, one flesh. That he couldn't leave me. I wasn't like the other girls he's had sex with. I was here to stay.
I was so caught up in my thoughts that I wasn't prepared in the least bit for what he was doing.
I screamed out in pain. Hopefully Michelle wouldn't hear me.
"Shh..." Drake whispered huskily into my ear, "You're going to be fine." I didn't know how to react to his words. Be offended, or reassured.
Pain coursed through my body, it was like a different version of a menstrual cycle. Not because of the pain, but because of the elation that came as a side effect.
By body shuttered and went rigid. Clearly I would have some 'after-shock' from this. I hope I wouldn't be too bruised.
Drake pressed his lips softly to mine, condemning my thoughts.
"Drake.." I whimpered.
"What?"
"You realize you can't leave me?"
"Absolutely not. Why do you think I'm doing this? I wouldn't have agreed if I didn't plan on keeping you."
I received mixed feelings about those words. I was happy, yet I felt some other feeling, hard to describe. If he had said no, it was over.
I was so deep in thought that I wasn't feeling pain, I was somewhere else.
My mind was brought back to reality when Drake's back arched. He collapsed on top of me.
I fell back against one of his pillows. What would the consequences of this be? Hopefully nobody found out.
"I could just lay here forever." Drake murmured.
"What makes you say that?" my voice cracked slightly.
"I'm exhausted, and with you."
"I can agree with that." He lifted himself off of me, walking over to his closet, probably changing, so I picked myself up too. I got dressed, and when he came out, I smiled. I looked at him, noticing every detail, the way he held himself, his smile, the gleam in his eyes. It was all beautiful and parts of him I had neglected to notice until now.
I picked up my phone, checking the time. It was slightly passed 8:30. That's alright though. I was already in trouble, what did I have to lose?
"You look concerned?" Drake asked. I didn't even realize I was making faces.
"My parents will be so mad. They know I'm here. Matt told them, I had to sneak out, because he wouldn't let me leave."
"I want to come with you."
"What?" I asked, not comprehending what he had asked.
"I want to come with you. If you're in trouble, then so am I. I invited you over. We'll do this together." He took my hand.
He pulled me to the door, and as we made way down the stairs to face the world, I felt no regret for my life. If I was in trouble for choosing my life, then so be it. It dawned on me though, I wanted to call this place home. Michelle was like the mother I never had, or never will have. This is the place I call home. The place where I feel safe. The place where I'm supported, and no matter where life takes me, at the end of the day, I was never alone.
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A/N
So here we are at the end. ^_^ I'll probably have a short epilogue after this. The grand finale. ^_^
Thanks for taking this journey with me, I loved your support through this. I hoped you enjoyed Kristen's adventures as much as I did.
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Lyric Motivation for Chapter 24:
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
Yes, Miss Lopez
Hi, I'm Tune, the man on the moon
I live on the beach, get the sand out ya shoes
And all of that changed since I met you
So we can leave that old shit in the restroom
Ok, I'm into you, like you never knew
I'm falling for you baby, I need a parachute
So wet, I need a wetsuit
You're way too fly, I could be ya jet fuel
Now tell me what you like
I like what you tell me
And if you understand me, you can overwhelm me
It's too late, it's too late
Every finish line is the beginning of a new race
Young Money!
You got me and I could not defend it
I tried but I had to surrender
Your style got me under the spell
Let me no other choice but to get down
It's too late, it's too late
It's too late, it's too late
You got it, you got it
You got it, you got it
When I look into your eyes, it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
Listen, now I'm strong baby I bring the fire on
Sharp shooter you can call me the zion
I'm not the one easy to get to
But all that changed, baby when I met you
It's too late, it's too late
It's too late, it's too late
You got it, you got it
You got it, you got it
When I look into your eyes, it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
I'm not burning and I'm feeling you boy
Get it on if you feeling my world now
I love the way that you moving
And I'm listening to how you grooving
So if you need me, just call on the cruise
We can be whatever that you want in the news
Boy, cause I'm on it and you on it
So we just tell me now
When I look into your eyes, it's over
You got me hooked with your love controller
I'm trippin' and I could not get over
I feel lucky like a four leaf clover
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
Nana nananana nana-na-eh
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah baby
I'm into you, I'm into you
I'm into you, yeaaah
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x Kameron C.