Celestia : Maybe In another Universe

ep 90 " another era "

You know it's a ritual for a girl to chop her Hairs after a serious mental breakdown . I wanted to do so badly to become someone else . I want to die again .I checked for layered cuts and found one .shoulder length .edgy . Perfect . After 1 hours of cutting ,thinking ,pain ,fears I was numb and ready . I walked and I smiled for the first time . Even tho it wasn't mine .the next thing I want to focus on was my spirituality.  Which I left behind . Soon after reaching my home I sent my snap to suga and " the hidden one " . My females friend wasn't happy but both of the guys liked it . I slept wishing that I don't have to encounter any new mess tomorrow. College wasn't college anymore.  Splitted groups, regretful faces .