Amara's pov :
I am finally happy that I confessed to him ....that too on his birthday ....
I planned this all in a haste yesterday....but it was not that good becoz I can't take him out or do something extravagant....
Abhimaan stopped celebrating his birthday from last 5 yrs ....apparently because he didn't have enough time.....so I was scared at first thinking if he will find all this useless or a waste of time ....
But then ...I remembered ...he is my Abhimaan ...the one who loved me so selflessly all these years ...the one who wanted nothing but my happiness ....the one who gets delighted with a single smile of me ...
He will surely appreciate whatever I did....so I carefully decorated the entire room...all while he is taking a second shower....or I might add ...a cold shower.
I knew it becuz I called him daddy deliberately to rile him up ...and it did work becuz I listened the shower after few minutes ...
Seeing him break down infornt of me after listening to my confession is the last thing that I have expected to happen ....it broke me as well as moved me ...
But all that mattered is the sense of fulfillment that I got to see in his eyes ...which were shining like stars under the dim light as the light reflected brightly from his tears ..
As we laid down on bed cuddling each other ....I laid my head on his
I laid silent breathing in his scent for a few minutes as he kept kissing my forehead and caressing my hair ...this feeling is so soothing ....
I am getting sleepy from his soft caresses ...nah....I shouldnt sleep now
I slowly lifted my head to look into his eyes....."love ...I'm getting sleepy.."
He kissed my forehead again..."sleep then...u must be exhausted from the reception ....let's talk tomorrow "
I nodded my head negatively "Not happening ...I cant delay this anymore "
He sighed deeply and replied "ok then ...go on "
"Abhi ....I.....read ur diary "I revealed looking apologetically ...he smiled slightly "so that's how u got to know about my feelings ...u little spy! "
I breathed a sigh of relief seeing that he didn't get offended by this..."That was a part of it ....but I actually got to know from veer when I visited ur company AA .. I mean....Amara Arora "
He gasped softly and widened his eyes "Veer ? He didn't tell me ..."he looked a bit angry....so I pecked his lips making his cheeks turn a shade of red....my husband is blushing....that made me the happiest woman in the world as I smiled at him ..
"Don't get angry Mann...we need to thank him for being a cupid in our love story.....how would I have known all this without him ...."I tried reasoning
He nodded his head pouting slightly....I bit his pout making his eyes go wide again ..." Jaan...if u want to talk now....u should stop doing this"
I frowned " why ? " ...he looked intensely into my eyes " Becoz my patience is hanging on a very thin thread rn...if u keep doing this....I will fuck u so hard ...that all u will do this night is moaning my name....not talking "
This time it's my turn to widen my eyes ....but I composed myself immediately "w-well ...that doesn't seem bad ...but rn t-this is m-more important "he smirked at my stutter
I beat his arm playfully "stop distracting me Mann "...he gasped and looked at me accusingly " says the one who kept biting my lips!!!"
"I-I cant resist ....they look juicy !!!"I blurted out
"How did u resist all these yrs then??!!" He retorted
"I couldn't ....it was so fucking difficult to stay away from u...I have been fighting it since I was 13!!!!"I revealed
He stopped talking and began breathing heavily ...taking in the information I guess ...he then slowly began after few secs "U...u were attracted to me "it came out almost as a whisper ...
I nodded my head negatively making him frown "I was obsessed with u "
I clarified
His mouth parted as he kept looking at my face as if trying to decipher if I was joking ...
"Its the truth ....I too have had feelings for u since then ...but I didn't tell u because I was afraid if u won't feel the same....and I didn't want to lose u....by the time I gathered courage to confess ...u left for abroad " I revealed
Seeing him silent I continued "I know why u went ....because u saw me mentioning about my dream man ...but ...the thing is ....the qualities I mentioned there were all about u ...."
He whipped his head towards me "what !?" ...I nodded "I wanted my man to study abroad because uncle and aunty were planning to ask u about it....and muscular because u challenged Ayaan that u will be more muscular than him....and successful because u were always passionate and wanted to be independent....inspiring me ...u have always done that "I elaborated ...
"I-it was ...m-"...I completed it for him "You ...it was u ...u were my man ....from the very starting love...it was Always You "
Tears began to form in his eyes again ..."But u didn't reply to any of my txts and calls when I was abroad "he accused
I clarified "That's because I didn't receive any....I have lost my phone "
He cut me "what! U should have let me know about ur new number somehow "
I added "I did msg u about it from Ayaan's phone to ur new number ...and u replied ok "
He frowned "but I didn't receive any"
I expressed my finding "I confirmed it with veer ....the number Ayaan gave me and had it in his contact under ur name wasn't ur number ...it was his second number ...he was the one who replied to my txt making me think it was u "
His eyes screamed rage ....pure rage ...his hand on my waist formed into a fist as his jaw clenched "So...we were texting to wrong numbers all long and thinking that we are ignoring each other ...all because of that bastard !!!!I'll show him what hell is "he said in a low ..dangerous voice making me shiver
I know he is not gonna leave Ayaan ...but that scoundrel deserves it ...
I kissed his cheek bringing his attention back to me ...his eyes softened looking at me "I know u have loved him at some point ...but pls Jaan...dont stop me "
I slapped my forehead "For the love of God !!! I never ...ever loved him ....NEVER ...it was ALWAYS U"
"U accepted his proposal right infornt of me !!!"His voice raised ...again with an accusing tone ...
I sighed ...I know how he must be feeling ....so I patiently stated "That wasn't because I loved him ....I didn't know u loved me back then ...I thought my feelings were one-sided ....and there were many people at that time ...I didn't want to embarrass him,aunty and uncle by rejecting him infront of everyone..."
"U should have rejected him later ...why would u get into a relationship " he questioned ...
"I did tell him about my love for u ...I mean ...he didn't know it was u ..but he knew that I loved someone ...and it was one-sided ...he began crying infront of me ...and mentioned how bad uncle and aunty will feel ...so I had to accept it unwillingly ...same goes for the marriage "I justified my actions
He looked at me incrediously "HE GASLIGHTED U!!!???"
Abhi was about to get up making me panic ...but I successfully pulled him down to his previous position ...
"What the hell Abhi!!??"I shouted
"Amara ...get off ...I don't wanna hurt u....I HAVE TO BREAK HIS FUCKING FACE !!!!"he shouted making me flinch ...
He calmed a Lil seeing me flinch ...he took a deep breath "We have to go through such a pain all these years ...when we both have always loved each other ...these many heart breaks and tears ...all for nothing ...because of that bastard ...how could u still sympathise with ur "bestfriend ""He asked
I tried to explain "He was my bestfriend ...but not anymore....and ...I don't sympathise with him ..u can kill him for all I care ..but we need to find his partner ...and bring out the entire truth remember? There is a right time for everything ....and now is not that time ..."
He seemed to understand as the havoc in his eyes completely dissipated ...but her smirked dangerously "Kill them...? I won't....but I will torture them enough to beg for death "
I gulped at his determination ... It made hot ....for the fucks sake Amara !!!!get a fucking grip ....I bit my lip looking at him intensely
But I stopped my perverted thoughts ..as I reminsced something "I can't beleive he was the same person who saved me from fire that day "
Abhi frowned "Wait what ??!who the heck told u that ?"he gritted his teeth again
"A-Ayaan "I stuttered ...being confused at his sudden rage ...
"That motherfucker !!!It wasn't that shit head....it was me !!!"He shouted
That made me gasp ..."U were ...U were my savior !!??"
Abhi just nodded
"He messed with our lives enough ......I took a step back for u ...now that I have u safe in my arms ...I will now show him....who Abhimaan Rajvansh is ...and why he is called Devil in the Business world "he said with determination
I am so turned on right now ...shit...I know it's not a good timing ..but fuck ...his voice is so powerful and deep ...it made me all hot and bothered ...I squirmed ...biting my lip even harder ...almost making blood oze out of it
He seemed to sense my desires as he looked at me "u told me u r selfish in love ....and warned me about it ....but let me tell u ....I have been controlling myself so that I don't hurt u jaan ....u have no idea what would happen if u unleash my inner demons baby ....I'm not an angel ...but am trying to be one ....just for u"as he removed my lip from beneath my teeth with his finger
I gulped again as I began breathing heavily "Then stop trying to be an angel ...stop controlling urself ....show me ur inner devils....I want to embrace them all "
He closed his eyes ...taking a deep breath "I'm afraid ...I might destroy u "
I blurted "Destroy me ...pls "
He looked at me with carnal desires flooding his eyes ..and within the next second ...he forcefully pushed me away from his chest ...on to the bed...making me bounce a little and gasp in shock ...
But he didn't give me any time to recover as he captured my lips with his
and locked his palms with mine...moving them above my head
He kept kissing and biting my lips passionately making it difficult for me to match his pace ...
But I slowly began to catch up
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This is all about this chapter ...
Finally!!...no more misunderstanding
What will happen next ?
Who do you think is Ayaan's partner in this ..?