It's now or never.
I sat on the drum stool and tried to think of what song to play. I grabbed uncle mike's drum sticks and started playing, heavy dirty soul by twenty one pilots. Right after that song was finished, I went straight to the base. I played W.D.Y.W.F.M. by the neighborhood. It's not much, but it will do. Once the song is over, I make a bee line, straight to the guitar.
Skinny Love by Bon Iver.
You can either read or sing along with the song or skip it.
Come on skinny love just last the year,
Pour a little salt we were never here,
My my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my...
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.
Tell my love to wreck it all,
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall,
My my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my...
Right in the moment this order's tall.
And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And in the morning I'll be with you,
But it will be a different kind,
'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets,
And you'll be owning all the fines.
Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Suckle on the hope in light brassieres,
My my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my...
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split.
And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And now all your love is wasted,
Then who the hell was I?
'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches,
And at the end of all your lines.
Who will love you?
Who will fight?
And who will fall far behind?
Come on skinny love,
My my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my...
My my my, my my my, my-my-my my-my.
Finishing with one last strum of the guitar, I go straight to Vic's room. I can chat about everything tomorrow. But all I feel like doing right now is crying myself to sleep, whilst listening to the song play on repeat. And that is exactly what I did.