It's a long chapter 🥰🫣
Y/N's POV:
I opened the door to the house and let Camila enter first.
We walked through the dimly lit home straight upstairs to the bedroom I was staying in
I sighed out tired. I flipped the lamp on the night stand on and began removing things from my pockets like my phone and wallet and piling them onto it
Camila tossed her jacket down on the couch at the end of the bed and immediately went into the bathroom turning on its bright light
I heard her start rummaging through cabinets and grabbing things setting them on the counter
"Y/n come here" she said as she turned on the faucet to wash her hands
I nodded and made my way over to her
"Take off your shirt yea?!" She said as she was finishing up washing her hands
I did as told and began to unbutton it. She dried her hands and once I was done she gently grabbed the sleeves and helped me slide it off leaving me in my white muscle t-shirt
"My arms not broken" I said jokingly
"I'm just trying to help" she said giggling
She grabbed a towel and wet it a little
"Let me see" she said grabbing my arm and twisting it in a weird way so she could get access to the elbow area
She wiped off I guess some of the ran down blood that was falling down my arm
It wasn't a blood bath. But a few tiny streaks ran down. She was honestly making it a bigger deal than it really was
"Does it hurt?" She asked setting the towel down and grabbing something else
"No not much- OW" I said wincing in pain as she applied alcohol and it started to sting
She cracked a smile finding my reaction amusing
She used a few cotton pads damped in alcohol and continued dabbing my wound.
She angled my body in a different position so she could have better access. I had my back facing her now with my arm extended back so she could finish
I just watched her through the mirror
Once she finished cleaning it she grabbed some ointment and began to apply it
"I think you have another scratch on your back" she said
"Really?" I asked
"Yea I'll look at it right now when I finish" she said as she was finishing up applying the ointment
I just stood there letting her do her thing
I saw her grab a big bandage and began to open it from its wrapping
"It won't scar you. But it'll take a few weeks to fully heel I'm sure" she said as she applied the bandage over it
I was going to turn around but she kept me still and prevented me from doing so
I felt her slender fingers peel back the top left back side of the muscle t-shirt
"Oh yea you are scratched here too" she said
Before I could even react I felt her fingers start pulling my shirt out of my pants since it was tucked in
"Take this off so I can work on it better" she said
I did as she told and removed the white muscle Tee leaving me bare from the top portion of my body
I heard her make a wincing noise
"It's not as bad as your elbow but I'll clean it too" she said and began to do the same process that she did minutes before
Feeling her hands on my skin sending goosebumps all around me. I made a comment that it was due to the stinging of the alcohol but I'm sure she didn't buy it
She added another big bandage on me smoothing it out with her hands
"There all done" she said
I looked down at the muscle t shirt in my hands surprised to see the little dots of red on the back of it
"Thank you" I said appreciative
"Now stop getting hurt so easily" she said
"No promises" I said and she laughed a little
I felt her fingers slide from the top of my shoulders all the way down my back and drag to the front of my waist. She hugged me from behind
I felt her lips place a few kisses on the middle of my back between my shoulder blades
"Y/n?" she said calling out my name
"Hmm?" I asked
"Do you hate me?" She asked with such an insecure voice
I furrowed my eyebrows and tried turning back but she just kept me in place
"Of course not. Why would you say that?" I asked
"Do I really make you miserable?" She asked
I let out a deep sigh. So Stacy's words did affect her
"No. Far from it" I said "however-"
I tried turning around to face her but she wouldn't let us move from our position. Assuming she doesn't want to look at my face as we have this conversation
"You don't make me miserable. But sometimes you can frustrate me" I said
"I know I'm sorry-" she breathed out with a sigh placing more soft kisses on the skin of my back
She finally let go of me and I turned around to face her
"I know you have feelings for me Y/n. And it hurts me to hurt you. At first I actually thought that maybe if I talked about other men in front of you it would get you jealous in a sexual way or something. But I didn't realize it probably was just incentive or hurtful" she said "that was dumb of me I now know" she said cringing at herself
I just listened to her talk staying quiet.
"I didn't think we'd ever be as connected as we have gotten. I just thought that you and I would just simply be here for sex" she said as she placed her hands on my shoulders
"Yea I get that" I said
"I'm not going to tell you anything that you don't know already. But if you no longer agree with our arrangement I will understand if you want to stop"
I furrowed my eyebrows as I just stared at her confused
"I can't give you what you want y/n. And I don't want us to continue if it will hurt you" she said
"Can I ask something?" I said and she nodded
"This isn't me saying I even wanted anything else but why not?" I asked
"Because, I'm not fully ready for commitment yet" she said
"Okay, but correct me if I'm wrong. You would've been more than okay getting into a relationship with Austin if he had asked you right?" I said speaking calmly
She closed her eyes and put her head down at what I had said
"Why is it any different for me?" I asked
"I don't know what you're talking about y/n" she said trying to play this away
"No you do. Austin told me how he was planning to ask you to be his girlfriend and Sandra told me you were in love with him" I said still speaking calmly to her
She looked everywhere but up at me. I gently grabbed her chin and lifted her head up to face me
"I was. I thought I was" she said softly "I did try to convince myself to fall for him. I would've said yes. But it wasn't for the reason that you think" she said
She licked her lips running her hand through her hair
"You're confusing me" I said
"There's someone else in my life Y/n" she said confessing and I felt myself let go of her face and take a step back
"The last person on my list is someone I have extreme feelings for. I've had these strong feelings for years now. And unfortunately they didn't want the commitment to me. So in order to fill the void of basically waiting around for them I started the stupid list" she said
I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"I thought that just settling for Austin could be my way to distract myself from that person" she said "I gaslit myself into thinking he was the one"
"So you were just going to use him?" I asked and she shamefully nodded
"I just wanted to use him to and try and forget the other. He started off just like you and the others on the list, just casual no strings. And for a moment I did really like him. But-" she spoke
"But?" I asked
She stepped closer to me
"I met you" she said her eyes finally meeting mine
She lightly grabbed on to my necklace playing with the chain
"I fell for you Y/n. What I thought I felt for Austin wasn't real. But what I feel for you is" she said
My heart was racing fast at hearing her say those words
"I know it's what you've been wanting to hear me say. And there it is. I do feel strongly about you" she said tracing her finger over my heart
"But the other half of my heart still belongs to that other person. I've tried to forget them. But it's been hard for me. I've loved them in a way that I've never loved anyone else before" she said
This was actually worse than the thought of her getting with Austin
"And although you mean so much to me I feel so guilty that you're willing to give me you're all when a piece of my heart still belongs to someone else. I don't want to keep hurting you" she said
"Have you considered that maybe I could win it all? That maybe I could help you forget them" I asked
"It did cross my mind. But then I saw you with Sabrina" she said and I was shocked at how she brought her up
"I've seen the way you look at her. She looks at you like that too. She makes you happy" she said "I want you to be happy"
"Camila being with you makes me happy" I said
"But be honest with me, if she asked you that she wanted to start a relationship with you would you say no?" She asked me
Now it was my turn to stay quiet
I looked away for a second
"I don't think I would be opposed to it" I said and a part of her looked hurt
"See then why does that hurt you?" I asked
"Because I do feel strongly about you too. But for me it's going to take more time. And I don't want to make you wait if someone else is already ready" she said
"I can wait as long as you need me to" I said placing my hands on her waist pulling her closer to me
"And what if in the end I can't get over the love I have for the other person? I would never forgive myself for putting you through that. I'm terrified of that outcome" she said
"I'm willing to take the risk" I said
"No. I'm not putting you through that. I don't want to hurt you 100 times harder later on than I'm hurting you right now" she said
"Camila, I've never been truly in love in my entire life. I've never seen or felt it up close. But I would hope it feels like whenever I'm with you" I said
I could see her lip quivering and her eyes begin to gloss
She opened her mouth but nothing came out. She didn't know what to say. She was speechless
"How often do you see that other person?" I asked her
"Not very. Only like a few times out of the year" she said
"They must be really something if you're still down this bad" I said with a fake anxious laugh
"I saw them a few months ago but I talk to them almost daily" she said
"Okay" I said pausing trying to process everything that she was telling me
I let out a shaky breath "you said they still own half of your heart. Who holds the other piece?" I asked placing my forehead against hers
She couldn't contain the small smile that appeared on her face
"I think you" she mumbled
"You think?" I asked and she nodded softly
"I'm just trying to be cautious of all of this. Because what if we were to try something more and lets say I do fall harder for you. How do I know you won't leave me for someone else as well?" She asked
"Because that's the dumbest scenario you could put me in" I said "I would never"
"You say that. But sometimes you look at her in ways that you don't look at me" she says
"Exactly how?" I asked
"She makes you smile a lot. You melt in her gaze. And most of all, she makes you laugh in a way I've never heard you laugh with anyone else before" she said
I let out a sigh looking down at the ground
"It's not just me who's not fully in it. You may think you're not into her that way but you are" she said
"If you gave me more of your time and all I promise she wouldn't even cross my mind" I said
"I'm just too scared for that Y/n. I've been in a relationship where I was left for another woman and I don't want to live that pain again" she said "and because I know how it feels I don't want to put you through it either on my end"
"So what? Is this done? Are we done?" I asked softly
"If it's for the best" she replied
"What if I don't agree?" I said
She just looked up into my eyes
"Then what do you want? I cant-"
"I haven't talked to Sabrina about exactly what her and I are. I don't think she'd want anything more at the moment. And I haven't done anything with her other than kiss her" I said
Camila just stared at me speak
"Could we just continue what we have? And if you get more serious with your other person then we just stop for good then" I said
"This is the same as us getting actually together and then leaving for another person" she said not comprehending
"We can keep the no strings thing. I just can't get enough of you. And I'm not ready to let go" I said bringing her body closer to mine. I could feel a change in the way that she breathed
"I'm not either" she spoke confessing barely above a whisper
"I don't mind us just pleasing each other. Let's just try it for like a couple of weeks and if it's still feels wrong then we can stop for good" I said
I could tell she was thinking hard about it. It was just for sex but with a hidden trojan horse to give me more time to show her that she can fully fall in love with me. I know I can do it.
I also really was not ready to let her go sexually
"Okay" she spoke "but I'm serious Y/n if I feel like you're slipping away to her more or if I'm still not fully over my other person a few weeks from now I'm ending it. Is that fair?" She said
"Okay" I said almost weak because the thought of losing her was something I did not want.
I placed my hands on her face and she had a warm smile as she melted into my hands
"Just for tonight though, could we at least forget that the world and everyone else exists and just let it be you and me?" I asked
Her smile getting wider and wider
"Let me fully be your person tonight and you be mine" I said
I nuzzled my nose over hers and her eyes closed as she just listened to my words and felt my skin against hers
"Let me show you how I would love you if you gave me the chance" I said
Her eyes opened instantly connecting with mine
"It's just us tonight" She said gently
Her hands traced up my neck and she licked her lips as she stared into my eyes and down to my lips
She was going to let a breath out but I trapped it as I placed my lips onto hers. She instantly kissed me back letting her eyes flutter shut. Her grip on my neck increased just as my grip on her waist did.
We kissed each other slowly but with so much want. It gradually increased but whenever she sped it up I slowed us down.
I could literally feel my knees getting weak. Her nails scratched the skin on the back of my neck and her other hand got lost in my hair tugging at it every now and then
Her tongue slid into my mouth with no difficulty as I always was more than willing to invite her in. Our tongues glided over each other. She moaned at the feeling
After a few moments of us fighting for dominance I pulled away and she let out a deep breath catching air. I kissed my way down her jawline to her neck where I began to apply suction
She lost her balance but caught herself with the counter of the sink. I pushed her against it as she just encouraged my actions
I went to the spot that made her weak which brought out a sound of pleasure along with my name.
I explored all over her neck til I made way down her collar bone.
I grabbed the bottom of her thin blouse and lifted it up which she gladly let me do. Once it was off I almost drooled at the sight of her bare top half. She had no bra on.
My kisses trailed down to her left breast where I wrapped my lips fully around her mound
She arched her back a little letting her body drive deeper into my mouth. My tongue licking flat over her areola and nipple
"Y/n-" she moaned out gripping the sink behind her.
Her leg arched and her knee softly grazed my member still in my pants
I started flicking my tongue over her sensitive nub rapidly. I would then slowly lick around her areola, apply suction and then repeat my actions.
I applied the same treatment to the other breast. I opened my eyes and could see her grip on the counter was hard. Her knuckles were turning white
I closed my eyes again as I trailed my lips back up her neck to connect our lips again. Immediately kissing me back missing the feeling of my lips. Her movement on my member not going unnoticed.
My fingertips softly ran down her stomach as they landed on the button of her pants. I let go of our kiss as I stepped back and undid them then dragged down her zipper and lowered the fabric down. She helped me and wiggled out of them til they fell to the ground. My hands caressed her smooth thighs running along her tan skin.
I gripped the back of her thighs just under her butt then I kneeled down a bit and tapped her a little and she instinctively knew what I wanted
She jumped up wrapping her legs around my waist and I held on to her tightly still on the area of her thigh just under her ass
Her hands gripped my bicep and neck as she brought me in for another kiss
We kissed a little as we stayed in place but I slowly started making my way back into the bedroom the best I could since my eyes were closed
I stumbled a bit making us hit a wall which made us both laugh into each other's mouth
Her laughs were the most filling thing I've ever consumed. I could not contain the smile on my face that that moment had given me
I leaned her up against the wall for a little support. She trapped my tongue into her mouth and sucked on it with so much want making me weak.
One of my hands sliding to grip her ass. Which she must've liked because bucked her hips
I started to make my way over again. Before I could she blindly tapped around the wall again trying to feel the light switch. All she had to do was open her eyes but she was not disconnecting from my lips
I guess she finally found it and she shut the bathroom light. We giggled into each others mouths again but I continued my blind walk
The room was dimly lit by the lamp on the nightstand. The light was a warm orange yellow hue giving off the illusion of a candle light. It was the perfect mood.
I carefully walked but it was so hard to be steady when Camila flicked her tongue against mine and purposely moaned sending vibrations into my mouth that sent shivers down my body making me weak in the knees
I finally felt my legs hit the edge of the bed and I gently let her down on the soft mattress
She stayed up with her knees on the bed as I still stood up. We were still kissing as if we needed each other for oxygen
Her lips now traveled to my jaw line down my neck where she started to leave hot open mouth kisses on my skin. It didn't take long for her to find my sweet spot.
I unintentionally let out a groan at the feeling. I could feel her smirk against my skin. Her fingertips running up and down my chest and torso.
She kissed her way down my collar bones. Her hand on my stomach flatly slid down my waist over my pants where she felt my bulge
Her lips kissed over my chest and she groped me through my pants. I let out another groan of pleasure as my head fell back
She traced and massaged the outline of my semi hard member applying more and more pressure to it as she continued kissing along my chest
Her hand let go of my bulge and landed on the waist band of my pants. I grabbed her face again making her look up at me. I outlined her swollen lips with my thumb and then leaned down to kiss her again
Her hands started undoing my belt. I could hear the clinking of the metal pieces and the sound of the leather twisting around
Next were the buttons of my pants and zipper. She bit my bottom lip making me wince a little at the pain and she dragged her head back a little pulling my skin between her teeth towards her
My waist was free from my pants as they lowered with no more support to keep them up.
She let go of my bottom lip with a pop and I winced again running my finger under it
"I think you made me bleed a little" I said with a small laugh
I backed away a little from her wiping my lip some more then shut the bedroom door and locked it.
We might've been home alone and I'm sure they'd all be gone til the early morning but you just never know. These assholes pop out of nowhere.
I made my way back over to her. She was just quiet watching my every move with desire.
She didn't say anything. She just stared up at me as she ran her hands along her thighs and moved her hips in little circles trying to create some friction for herself
Her eyes were so dark. She looked like she was just ready to devour me. Or for me to devour her.
I stopped for a second just taking her in because she looked so fucking sexy. I couldn't believe she was desiring me the way she was.
"You're taking too long" she said grabbing the loose ends of my pants and roughly pulling me towards her. They were stuck just around my thighs
"I need you to touch me" she basically moaned in my ear then placed kisses around it before biting down on my ear lobe
She tugged my pants all the way down til they fell on the ground. And she grabbed my inner thigh where my member was tucked and applied pressure squeezing tightly
"Where do you want me to touch you?" I asked her with the lowest most seductive voice I could pull
"Everywhere" she said breathless as she grabbed my body forcing us to fall down on the mattress
Her head landed on the pillows and I landed over her body. I adjusted myself by putting one hand next to her head to hold me up and I grabbed one leg to spread her legs apart and settled in between them.
I hovered over her trying to stare at her body again but she didn't let me as she attached our lips.
Like magnets that naturally attracted each other. She commanded my head and basically moved me around wherever she wanted.
That's something I loved about us. We both shared dominance without even having to ask or make it known. I let her do things she wanted and she let me do things that I wanted.
My hand did as she asked and I touched her everywhere. Any piece of skin that I could touch I explored.
I teased her a little by touching everything but her intimate part where she needed me the most.
My hand squeezed her inner thigh and just as I made it seem I would touch her center I would move my hand somewhere else
I laughed a little at her frustration with an aggravated noise she let out
"Y/n stop teasing me" she said against my lips while panting
My fingers lightly tracing the edge of her underwear. Her eyebrows furrowed in agony
I kept smirking in amusement and then she bit my bottom lip again. This time even harder than before
"Ow ow okay okay" I said wincing touching my lip again
"You actually made me bleed this time" I said pouting my lips
She leaned up and licked the wound on my lips and my eyes widened in shocked. No way she just did that?
"I should not be turned on by that" I mumbled. Horrified at the action and my response to it because my dick twitched
"You're fucking crazy" I mumbled against her lips
"You make me crazy" she said kissing me again
I let my hand travel back down her body where I grazed over her panties barely touching her.
"Is this where you need me to touch?" I asked and she nodded closing her eyes
"Yes... right there please-" she begged still breathless
I slowly applied more pressure as I touched her and I could feel the fabric was damp
"Are you that wet?" I asked biting my lip but then winced slightly feeling a little sting from the cut she gave me
Circling my fingertips up and down the lace center
"Y-yes..." she moaned as her hips moved trying to create more friction
I let my hand slip into the white lace panties and my hand was immediately coated with her essence
I let out a small groan at the feeling. It was like dipping my hand into a pool.
"Is this all for me?" I asked as I started circling my fingers over her sensitive clit
"Yes...I'm all wet for you Y/n... hmmm" she moaned closing her eyes when I inserted two fingers
I just watched her every reaction to my touch. From the way her hips circled to seeing her body spasm and jump. Her head moved side to side against the pillows letting small curses and moans slip. Her eyebrows furrowed and her eyes shut. She would bite her bottom lip.
I added a third finger and picked up the pace. You could hear the sultry wet noises being made from my fingers constantly going in and out of her.
It echoed in the room along with her moans.
My fingers getting crushed inside her as she clenched. She had this thing when she clenched four times in a row while simultaneously flexing her stomach that let me know she was close to cumming.
I didn't want her to cum just yet so I removed my fingers and slipped them out of her panties
She opened her eyes to stare at me. Her eyes looked confused
"What the fuck y/n-"
"Shhh we have all night" I said kissing her lips "I want you to watch me"
I brought my hand up and took my wet coated fingers into my mouth. I only inserted the ring and middle finger into my mouth. I licked off her juices closing my eyes at her delicious and addicting taste
She just watched my every move biting her lip seductively. I pulled my hand away to look into her eyes and I smirked at how she just watched me with so much sin
Before I could lick off the last finger she grabbed my hand and sucked on my pointer finger herself
The lids of my eyes hazed as I just let her do it and I licked my lips because she was so sexy it was mind blowing
When she let go she licked her lips and brought me down to kiss her again. Our tongues meeting where we could both taste her natural elixir
I grabbed the waist band of her panties and tugged them up a little harshly to apply pressure on her pussy making her back arch.
Then I slid her underwear down. Making them slide over her knees til they were fully off of her. I tossed them somewhere random.
Getting in between her legs again. As we still kissed. She moaned out when my clothed bulge pressed against her center as I lowered myself intentionally.
I did it quite a few times til she had enough and her hands landed on the waistband of my briefs
She wasted absolutely no time in sliding them down to free my member. I got up slightly to remove them and settled in between her again. Her legs separated far apart from each other.
I gulped looking at her completely naked body. I stroked myself a little as I looked down at her glistening pussy.
She just watched me touch myself as she bit her lip more.
I got closer to her and gently rubbed the head over her folds and she closed her eyes turning her head to muffle a moan into the pillow.
I repeated my actions a few times then I slapped my dick against her pussy making her eyes shoot open. She tried closing her legs but I placed both hands on both sides of her inner thighs and kept them spread apart
"Wait wait, stay like that for me" I whispered to her
I repeated my actions of running the head through her folds the way she likes it.
"Y/n- fuck... mnmmhm" she moaned in distress.
My face crinkled a little in pleasure at my actions til I stopped.
I let my body get in between her legs and she instantly wrapped her legs around me
Her hands gripping my neck and hair tightly like she loves to do. And my dick rested against her stomach.
I started kissing her neck and leaving little bites. Nothing too much but my marks were becoming more and more visible
I stopped my actions and let out an unintentional moan when her hands grabbed a hold of my dick and she started to jack me off
I closed my eyes and my head lazily rubbed against the side of her head. My nose grazing her temple as my mouth was over her ear and I moaned
She must have loved that because it only encouraged her actions more as she twisted my cock so expertly in a delicious way
"C-camila... fuck" I groaned out in pleasure
"You like that?" She asked me and I nodded my head against her shoulder
She finally got my cock to be fully hard. It might as well be made out of metal or stone with how regid it was.
She tested that by giving it a little smack making my hips twitch and jump and I groaned.
"Camila-" I mumbled again
She did it a few more times before she she placed one hand on my shoulder and pushed me down a little so my pelvis was aligned with hers
Her other hand still on my dick pulling down to glide against hers wet folds again.
She eventually let go and let me do the rest of the work as I skillfully moved my hips to make our wet sexes touch
Her hands landed back on my neck and shoulders
Her eyes just watched me. The desire still there but the sparkles and glow were as well
"Y/n?" She called out my name
"Mmm?" I hummed in response still keeping up with my actions as her hips moved along with mine
"Am I still your baby girl?" She asked me in such an insecure voice
I stopped my actions abruptly and looked down into her eyes
The desire and lust gone for a second as concern and insecurity filled her eyes
"Yea of course. Why would you think you wouldn't be?" I asked placing a hand on her face to caress her my thumb
"You haven't told me it in a while" she said and I wholeheartedly smiled at her innocent cuteness in the midst of our not so innocent circumstance
"And I don't know if you use it with anyone else-"
"Shhh. I'm sorry. I should tell you more often. And no. You're my only baby girl" I said smiling at her
That made her smile back at me. I leaned down to capture her soft plump lips with smack
"I'll repeat it as much as you need me to baby" I said kissing her forehead continuing the actions of our hips
We built the pleasure back up again. We were both panting. And letting out small whimpers of pleasure
She grabbed me tighter and breathed out
"Y/n I need you" she said
"I need you too" I said nodding against her head
The movements on her hips becoming more desperate and I gulped
"I just don't have a condom-" I mumbled out and her eyes shot open looking furious at me
"Are you kidding me Y/n?! Our moment is literally so perfect-"
"I know- b-but I did not expect this to happen" I mumbled "let me go check Jaspers room real quick I know he has some-"
I tried getting up from the bed but she held me down and let out a breath
"No no, i-its fine. I'm on birth control" she mumbled out
I just stared shocked at her she was willing to do it raw. She never did it raw from what she's told me in the past. She had fantasized about it but never fully gone through with it.
"A-are you sure?" I mumbled out
"Yes. Besides I really really want to feel all of you" she said making me blush a little
I looked down over her again just making sure she was okay with this. She could sense my worry and she pulled me down to kiss her to reassure me.
"I trust you. It's just us remember?" She said and I nodded speechless
"I don't even think I would've fit into his condoms. He has a different size" I mumbled out and she giggled
"We get it y/n you're big" she said mocking me smacking my back with a giggle
I laughed along but got back into my head. And started to over think.
I was slightly scared but also nervous because one, I needed to know when to pull out and secondly she was breaking her second sex rule for me.
The first was her never letting them cum in her mouth.
She broke that with me.
And secondly she never had sex without protection.
She's breaking that also with me.
She's so blinded by that other idiot she doesn't see that she absolutely loves me.
I would try my best to show her.
I positioned myself over her comfortably as I let my hands rest on both sides of her head.
I let myself rub against her again. I let one hand fall to grab my length and run the head along her slit
She bit her lip and closed her eyes letting a breath out. I gulped as I picked the pace back up to get us going again.
She just looked up at me. The eyes were still lustful but they weren't as dark as earlier.
Her sweet beautiful brown eyes shined as they just stared up at me. The twinkling sparkles that always made my heart melt present. Looking directly into my own eyes.
I aligned the head with her entrance and circled it preparing her.
Our eyes never left each other's gaze. I stared into her eyes one last time for a final confirmation and all she had to do was look at me with a warm genuine smile.
We both knew in that second that this was our special moment. This is what we waited so long for. This exact moment was worth the wait
I slowly pushed the tip of the head in. I'd done this before so we weren't foreign to the feeling
It was when I pushed in deeper that she started to give me a different reaction.
I pushed in a little more and she gripped my bicep tight and bit her bottom lip
I just took my time. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt her.
When I saw she was a little more relaxed I pushed in more and she gave me a more dramatic reaction
"Y/n-" she let out and I just looked down at her with worry
"Are you okay?" I asked
She nodded but then let s breath out
"Just be a little gentle. You're the biggest I've ever had" she said stroking my cheek with her thumb
I tried not to let that comment get to my ego at the moment and wanted to be as gentle as I could with her
I pushed in a little more and my eyes shut at how tight she was. This was hard for her but she also made it difficult for me when she clenched. It felt good but at the same time I pushed it away because I was too worried about her.
I caressed the skin of her hip and area just above her pussy to soothe her as I pushed in some more
She was letting out little whimpers of pain as she closed her eyes tight and dug her nails into my bicep
I started kissing all around her face to soothe her. I remembered how much she loved words of affirmation so I cooed her and talked to her sweetly
"You're doing so good baby" I whispered to her as I pushed in a little more
"y/n you feel so fucking big-" she whimpered in pain. It was not out of pleasure it was a complain
I saw a line of tears fall down from her eyes and I panicked.
"Do you want me to stop?" I asked because it hurt me to see her like this
"No-no I just need to get used to you. Keep going" she mumbled
I continued to kiss all around her face and said more nice things to her as I pushed in deeper
"You're such a good girl baby. You're almost there" I mumbled and I could see her smile a little. As I continued massaging the skin under waistline and above her center
She loved words of affirmation but it was low key a praising kink.
"Are you almost there?" She asked
"Almost baby girl. Half way" I mumbled wincing at her clenching again
"Barely?" She mumbled in agony
"You make it harder when you tighten like that around me- ah" I mumbled as she did it again
"I can't help it-" she said
"Let go and let me take over baby. I promise I'm going to make it feel good" I said to her
She looked at me with those worrisome eyes as I wiped away the tears that escaped
I felt her unclench around me and she nodded. I kissed her lips for reassurance and grabbed onto her hip softly
I pushed in deeper and she didn't clench. I had to work fast but slow at the same time to fully burry myself into her.
I pushed in deeper and my eyes rolled back at the tightness of her virgin like cunt. I was starting to think she's never actually had sex because she was just so tight.
"Almost there baby girl-" I mumbled against her ear before kissing her temple
Finally my pelvis met hers and I was fully inside of her.
We took a second. We both held our breath and didn't move.
We exhaled then I slowly started to move myself in and out of her
"D-dont clench w-wait" I mumbled as i felt the kegel's come back "I'm going to make you feel good-"
She kept letting little whimpers out breaking my heart and buried my face into her neck as I gently thrusted into her.
It took a few moments but her whimpers eventually faded.
I looked up at her and saw her face relax a little and no longer in so much pain. I picked up my pace just a little and caressed her face with a free hand
"You're taking it all like a good girl baby" I mumbled to her kissing her forehead. I tried not to make it sound kinky and like an actual endearing praise but it still came out overly sexual
"Oh y/n-" she whimpered again throwing her arms around me tightly fully hugging my body
"I'm right here baby. I got you" I said hugging her body back with my free hand that wasn't keeping me up
I thrusted a little faster and I started hearing moans of pleasure
"Ah- it feels so much better" she moaned into my neck
"I know baby I feel it too-" I said. Fuck she felt so fucking good.
"Faster... hmmm" she moaned and I nodded. She was good now. I could worry less.
I did as she wanted and got to work. I let go of her body and she laid down flat on the bed again. Her hands tangled into the sheets
I continued to whisper sweet nothings into her ear to praise her as she moaned
"Harder" she moaned out louder
"You want it?" I asked and she nodded fast
"Yes please- mhmm"
"I got you baby" I said as I placed both hands on both sides of her head and I finally was able to let it all go.
I picked up my pace and and with each thrust I hit harder and harder.
Each time I hit it she screamed out. She was right. There was no way she would be able to be quiet with others in the house.
I kept up my actions. My eyes rolled back when she kegeled around my length again.
She just watched my reaction biting her lip with a smirk. I'm getting her back for that.
Placing my hands on her hips lifting her lower body a different angle thrusting harder
Where the fuck is it?
I let out a load deep moan like a little bitch when she clenched around me a certain way.
She loved it because she dragged my head back down by the chain around my neck and kissed me sloppily
Not stopping my movements. We were both sweating. Out bodies were hot. The room felt stuffy.
The bed was creaking with each thrust and the headboard hit the wall repeatedly. You could hear the sound of our skin clapping.
In between our kiss I freaked out when Camila let out the deepest rawest moan I'd ever heard her let out.
Found it.
I tested it a bit more as I stopped my fast movements and thrusted directly into that same spot. She had the same reaction every time.
I picked my pace back up and hit that spot repeatedly over and over again
Camila dragged her nails down the side of my back that wasn't bandaged. I fear she'd have to cure me again for her own marks.
"Yes-yes-yes...." She moaned out letting her nails run through my scalp
I buried my face deep into her neck letting out my own moans.
"Oh fuck... right there" she moaned again as she moved her body along with me
I swear I was going to pass out at how good this was. Why the fuck did we wait so long. Why was I such a pussy to be inside of hers?!
"Baby fuck.... baby d-dont stop" she moaned out
My eyes shot open and my head flew up.
Did she just call me...
Baby?!??
The one name she hasn't said in over 2 years.
The one name she said she wouldn't dare speak until she felt like someone was worthy enough of it to her...
I just had a stupid shocked expression on my face as my hips were still going. Staring down at her face shocked. Maybe I'm hearing wrong?
Her eyes opened they met mine. Keeping her eyes on me as we thrusted together. She had a big smile on her face as she caressed my face
That word, this moment, was our I Love You. And I know she felt it too.
She grabbed my hand and kissed it before pulling me down to kiss along side my jaw
She licked her way up my earlobe
"You feel so good baby" she said in such a kitten like moan making me shudder
How does she go from innocent cuteness to a sexy temptress so easily??
"You're so big fuck I can feel you stretching me out-" she moaned out again
"You're s-so tight-" I mumbled
Thrusting faster and harder with each motion. I could see her stomach flexing. Her early signs of cumming. I was close too.
She hugged me tighter as she pulled the back of my hair
I was chasing my high along with her as fast as I could. I saw her stomach do the four flexes
She's gonna cum any second now. Same for me. I think we were going to cum at the same time. I needed to pull out. I would just finish her with my tongue-
My eyes rolled back again at her kegels. She kept doing it over and over again. I looked down at her and I could tell she was doing it as her way of telling me to stop over thinking.
My heart was racing so fast. We both panting and gasping for air with a mix of our moans and curses
"C-camila I have to pull... oh fuck" I mumbled against her chest placing a few kisses on her skin
She grabbed my head and made me look into her eyes
"Cum in me baby" she said
"You're out of your fucking mind" I said
I was going to bust any second
She grabbed my face again connecting our foreheads so that our eyes were all that we saw and she wrapped her legs around my waist tightly. She trapped me.
And before I knew it we both let out the loudest most deepest moans we've ever shared.
I shot my load into her and I felt her cum coat my dick. In that moment it felt like the sweetest ecstasy I've ever known.
We never teared our eyes off of each other. Both dazed and full of so much love and lust.
We looked at each other with the most satisfied smiles and we placed kisses on each others lips.
We finally had sex.
And it was without a doubt the best sex I've ever had. I'd like to think she would agree.
My love thoughts were faded when I remembered I came inside of her and I started panicking
"Camila oh fuck- I came inside- I didn't pull-"
She put her hand over my mouth and smiled
"It's fine Y/n. I told you I'm on birth control and I have the morning after pill" she said
My heart was racing with worry.
"Okay. Just next time warn me before we start. So we can be on the same page okay?" I said
"Next time?" She asked and I blushed
"I would love for there to be a next time. And a next time after that-" she said kissing my lips over and over again making us laugh
"But yes. I'm sorry baby I got caught up in the moment" she said kissing my jaw
Ah... there was that name again
I blushed and she noticed because she smirked and then let out an actual smile
She grabbed my face and sang in my ear
"Baby, baby, baby, my baby" she said then placed kisses all around my face making my heart want to explode
"It slipped out. I've actually almost said it around you before but I contained myself" she said as she played with the necklace around my neck that was hovering over her face
"You were just hitting it so good I couldn't think and my heart has a mind of its own" she said
"Yea that heart is twisted alright" I said and she just looked annoyed at me
She continued to play with my chain and run her hands up and down my chest. I was still inside of her.
"Camila you don't have to worry" I said and she looked up into my eyes confused
"This" I said gesturing between us "you, us, is all I want" I said
Her eyes never leaving mine.
"I don't want anyone else. No one can make me feel the way you do" I said
I could tell she was really taking in every word that I said
"I know you think that I want her or someone else but I don't. Yes. I like her. But it's nothing compared to what I feel for you" I said
She had a smile she couldn't contain as as fingers traced around my heart
"I know you're tied to someone else. But I'm not. I want to dedicate my all to you" I said kissing her face
Her fingertips slid down the front of my body giving me goosebumps
"I will wait for you. And if a few weeks from now you still haven't changed your mind. I'll leave you alone. For good" I said
She let out a sigh.
"Can we not think about that right now?! It's just right now remember?" She said
"I'm just letting you know" I said
She smiled at me then kissed me softly.
I finally slipped out of her making us both shudder at the loss of contact. I grabbed a towel and cleaned her up and cleaned myself as well and turned off the light and laid down.
She immediately cuddled into me laying her leg across my waist and putting her head on my chest placing kisses on it as she continued to play with my chain the way she always does
"Why are you so good to me?" She asked
I just laid there waiting for her to continue
"I'm such a shitty person and you still treat me like a queen. I don't deserve it" she said
"You deserve everything" I mumbled
"No y/n. I know I've been terrible. I don't deserve you" she said
"I don't deserve to be with a goddess like you" I said "yet here I am in bed with her" she giggled lightly
"You're so strong. I don't know how you deal with this. I don't need to be here with me" she said "I'm sorry for everything"
I let out a sigh
"Have you ever seen the movie 500 Days of Summer?" I asked her randomly
She shook her head
"What? No way!" I said shocked and she just shook her again saying she hadn't seen it
"Well it's one of my favorite movies" I said "and in that film this guy Tom falls for this girl named Summer who he thinks is the most perfect girl in the world and that she's like his soulmate" I explained
Camila just listened to me talk as she continued playing with my necklace
"She finds out he has a crush on her then they go out and she makes it clear to him that she doesn't want anything serious. Because he's so enamored with her he still says yes. As time goes on he falls in love hard with her. But she didn't feel the same. He and his friends view her as like an emotional vampire and user. Since he's the protagonist, it's easy to fall into that perspective. We want the the hero to end up with the girl. And the way Summer crushes his heart and selfishly pursues her own happiness rubs audiences the wrong way." I said
"Why are you telling me about this?" She asked with a suspicious voice. Probably realizing it's a little too relatable
"Well I used to hate Summer. I thought she was evil and was a bitch to Tom" I said
Camila stared at me confused with a raised eyebrow. Hey I didn't directly call her a bitch...
"And as I got older and watched the film over again. And heard other opinions on the film I realized that Summer was never the villain. It was Tom. Summer specifically told Tom she didn't want anything serious she made it clear from the start. Tom was the one that pursued it as a relationship. Summer never changed her intentions, she made it clear from the start that she wasn't seeking a relationship or true love from this romance because she didn't believe in the idea of soulmates after her parents' divorce."
She stayed silent taking in my words still
"So what are you trying to tell me?" She asked
"I'm kind of a Tom" I said shamefully
"Does that make me a Summer?" She asked
"To an extent maybe. I tried not to fall into the same mistakes as Tom did but unfortunately I did. Look you made it clear from the start what your intentions were. I fell for you either way" I said
She was just stiff now listening to me
"I respect your decisions but you saying you also fell for me complicates things" I said "that's not what happened in the movie"
"This is real life Y/n" she said sighing
"I know. I just thought I'd let you know why I'm so patient with you and all of this" I said
"Summer didn't fall for Tom?" She asked and I shook my head
"So then how does it end?" She asked and I sighed
"That's something you should figure out yourself" I said with a sort of double meaning
Hoping I DON'T have the same ending as Tom.
For the rest of the night we talked mindlessly. Caressing each others bodies tenderly.
We had a few more rounds since we couldn't get enough of each other.
She was on top of me drawing imaginary shapes with her hips as she rode me with the sun shining behind her
My head thrown back into the pillow with eyes shut as she let out moans
Our pleasure was cut off when we heard voices.
I gulped as Camila had her hands on my chest and stomach
I covered her mouth with my hand immediately.
We heard laughter and drunken banter along with heels and shoes clicking.
I looked over at the clock reading 5:20 AM
Camila sat back up
Shit have they really been out all night?
Shit have Camila and I really been going at it all night?
Camila brought me out of my thoughts when she clenched around me making me roll my eyes back
She was smirking at me and I just glared at her. She learned that new trick on me and she will use it against me from now on I just know it.
She started her actions again but would slow down when we heard footsteps and voices pass our door
"Baby I'm so close let's just get it over with" she mumbled
I nodded and grabbed her waist as I sat up. She adjusted herself over me and held onto my shoulders and began to go up and down.
Skin slapping started becoming noticeable so I muffled it with the blankets best I could.
We went at it then jumped when there was a loud bang on our door.
"Help I can't walk" I overhead Ashley talk in a drunken voice
"Shh you'll wake up y/n. Girl wait I'll help you" Stella slurred out
Camila and I lightly laughed as I continued thrusting up into her. The drunken girls kept talking and bumping against the door.
Camila and I took advantage of the noise and went a little faster and harder
I lost myself for a second because Camila accidentally let out a moan that was too loud. My eyes widened and I covered her mouth
"What was that?" Stella asked
"I don't know-" Ashley said in a skeptical voice
"Oh my god what if its a ghost?" Stella asked
I snorted a little too loud at that and this time Camila covered my mouth
"No I think I heard it again-" Ashley said "what if this is a haunted house-"
I laughed again a little too loud and Camila glared at me angry and lightly smacked my face
"Kinky" I whispered with a smirk
She just smirked back at me satisfied at my reaction but I caught her off guard when I smacked her ass and she let out a moan again
She covered her mouth in fear again
We heard the two drunk girls let out scared squeals
"I'm sleeping downstairs I can't do this" Stella said
"Girl get me the fuck out of here" Ashley responded with just as much fear and we heard their footsteps fade away
I laughed a little more and Camila ended up joining me
"Stop. I told you I'm too loud" she said
"Sorry I'm so good at this" I said sarcastically
"Never be sorry for that" she said leaning down to kiss me
We ended up finishing for the last time that night/morning. We ended up falling asleep in each others arms.
The good thing was that everyone basically slept all day. Which gave Camila and I more reason to stay in bed together til we felt like it.
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Congrats on the sex 👏🏼
Ngl writing smut is annoying its why I take forever in updating sometimes 😭
Sorry if it's still hurting y'all. The story is literally called Summer Consequences with an entire tragic warning intro 😭 like y'all knew 🤣
Anyways hoped you liked it. Or not I can't keep all of you happy 😪❤️