Dear Luke,
I am continuing to have nightmares. I am not sure why.
My dad took me to the therapist, it is the same one that helped me before, when I was little and struggling with this problem.
I am going to the therapist every other day now. She said it would most likely help me with me problem, and she might prescribe me medication for it again.
Ashton texted me, and now we are having a conversation about panda bears and it is kind of weird. I haven't texted anyone lately, mainly because all my friends left me.
I still see them every day at school. They ignore me still. Every time I pass by, they stop their conversation and continue it when I pass. It makes me upset.
This has been going on for a while, and I haven't told you because I knew you would be mad. I knew you would have told me that they are rude, and that I should just ignore them.
But I can't. It bugs me how I can loose people so easily. You are gone, my mom left, everyone that I love leaves me. And it pains me even more because I always feel like I can't bring anyone close anymore. I am too afraid of letting go.
-May