[OP] Randomly register an account. Posted on February 15, 2017, 13:34:27
I really feel like my IQ is a black hole. I exposed that Pei Hao is a game streamer and got recognized by a colleague...
If I were in a palace drama, I'd probably only survive for 10 minutes with optimism...
Can I continue posting? (꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
[1st Comment] Ordained Monk named Hua Jia: Don't worry, even though you revealed some information, we don't know your colleague, and we don't know who Pei Hao is, right?
]2nd Comment] ——One Slash: Keep posting, keep posting! Xiao Xi, if you dare to abandon this thread, I'll go dig up information on you (just kidding)!! You must keep going!!!
[3rd Comment] A Girl with a Naughty Mind: It's okay, we like the silly and cute Xiao Xi (｡˘•ε•˘｡)
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[7th Comment] Colorful Nine: Well, since Xiao Xi has already mentioned it, hello everyone, I'm Xiao Xi's colleague.
[8th Comment] ︾Sugar Na Gui: Wow, wow, wow, Xiao Xi's colleague appeared!
[Xth Comment] Colorful Nine Post Time: 2017-02-15 19:09:11
With Xiao Xi's permission, I'll answer some questions that everyone has been asking me.
1. Do you know Pei Hao?
Yeah, I know him, but not very well. Because sometimes Pei Hao would give Xiao Xi rides to and from work. Our company's other straight guys probably didn't notice, but as a fujoshi with a gaydar, I suspected it a long time ago (actually, I've fantasized about it).
2. What does Pei Hao look like?
From a normal person's perspective, he's quite handsome.
3. How does Pei Hao treat Xiao Xi?
Every time, he watches Xiao Xi from a distance as he gets into his car. Maybe if I had the Thousand-Mile Eyes, I could figure it out.
4. How's Xiao Xi?
After reading this thread, I feel like Xiao Xi isn't very confident in his appearance. Maybe people in love tend to feel insecure. But I want to tell you all, that's not true! Xiao Xi is handsome too! I don't think he looks much worse than Pei Hao. Xiao Xi is cute, like a younger brother, has a good personality, and is very responsible at work. I remember very clearly, one time, a intern got scolded by our manager. Xiao Xi stayed with her teaching until 9 PM that day. I know because I was working overtime. Usually, we don't pay much attention to interns, but Xiao Xi really took responsibility. So when he said he might try to transfer back to the X City company, I think he would really do it. In another company, they would probably just ask them to resign.
That's probably all for these questions. Also, don't worry, I won't show this thread to other colleagues. I still have some basic human morals, and besides, we have a bunch of straight guys in the company, even if I showed it to them, they wouldn't understand. I have a good relationship with Xiao Xi at the company. He even dragged me out for a drink when he had a fight with Pei Hao (smile.jpg).
[1st Comment] "Silk Memory": So, this colleague isn't the one who took Xiao Xi to the hospital and then called the scumbag's teammate, right?
[2nd Comment] [Xth Comment] Colorful Nine: Nope.
[3rd Comment] Julie-rise: OP, have you watched Pei Hao's game livestream?
[4th Comment] [Xth Comment] Colorful Nine: No, I don't like playing games. When I see my boyfriend playing games, I just want to hit him (smile.jpg)
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[OP] Randomly register an account. Posted on February 16, 2017, 14:21:46
Alright, this colleague is a young lady in our company, and she's quite beautiful. But she already has a boyfriend.
Now, let me continue...
In the following days, Pei Hao continued to deliver breakfast and afternoon tea to our company every day. As soon as work was over, he would wait for me in his car downstairs at the company building.
At that time, the most outrageous rumor in our company was that I was being financially supported by a wealthy woman (sweat.jpg). That wealthy woman probably didn't have very good eyesight...
I couldn't reject the food he brought, mainly because I felt sorry for the food delivery guys, and I didn't want to waste food, so I just let everyone share it. In the past few days, I slipped out through the back door, but later, Pei Hao just walked directly into our company lobby and waited for me.
I didn't want to have too much interaction with him. Every time, I pretended not to see him. Of course, that was futile because Pei Hao would always come over and greet me, take my arm, and walk out with me, as if we were very familiar.
If I didn't get into his car, he would call a taxi for me and then follow behind in his car. If I went to the supermarket, he would go to the supermarket. If I ate outside, he would sit across from me. If I bought groceries and went home to cook, he would follow me. If I didn't let him in, he would wait by my doorstep. Then, after 10 PM, he would quietly go home by himself. Even now, I'm not sure if my neighbors were ever scared by this strange man back then.
This was the first time I realized how shameless Pei Hao could be. Advising him didn't work, scolding him didn't work, getting angry didn't work, ignoring him didn't work either. I was running out of options. I used to think he felt embarrassed because I dumped him, but looking at all the things he did, which one of them required him to save face?
But to say that he truly liked me, I just can't believe it. It seems like he's fixated on arguing with me. That's okay; I'll be going back to X City in a few days. I don't believe he would give up his job and the city where Fu Yan is just to chase me.
On Friday night, our team is throwing a farewell party for me. Actually, we're just going out to eat together and maybe sing some karaoke. I'm afraid of running into Pei Hao after work, so I packed up everything at the office half an hour early and sent it home first.
I managed to fit everything into a small box. My desk was already cleared. If it weren't for Pei Hao, I probably wouldn't have come to this place at all. But I'm still grateful to Pei Hao for this. After all, over the past year, I've gotten to know some great colleagues and we've designed a product that I like. It's been a fulfilling experience.
Life is often like this – it's not necessary to follow the predetermined path to find the best route. Along winding and twisting paths, there are always unique scenery and stories. In the future, these experiences might become my sources of inspiration and motivation in life.
We sang and drank at the KTV until past midnight. Later, I got drunk and my senses were a bit hazy. It seems that a sober colleague ended up sending me home. When I got home, I saw Pei Hao squatting at my doorstep. I vaguely remember crying and making a scene, but my memory is too fuzzy to recall completely.
When I woke up the next day, I was lying in Pei Hao's arms, just like any ordinary morning over the past year since graduation. I rubbed my eyes, thinking I was dreaming. It's not the first time I've dreamt of him since we broke up. Pei Hao was staring at me, one arm around me and the other gently brushing my nose. I was startled – this couldn't be a dream!
My reaction was intense. I pushed him away with both hands and kicked his leg with my foot, causing him to take a sharp breath from the pain.
Pei Hao was self-aware and didn't attempt to hug me or anything. He simply got out of bed and said softly, "Good morning."
I noticed he was wearing my pajamas. Thinking about last night and not knowing what he did while I was drunk, I felt frustrated and incoherently said, "Just leave!"
"Alright, alright, I'll go make you breakfast," Pei Hao nodded and left the room.
After Pei Hao left, I moved my body around and didn't notice anything unusual. He probably just slept next to me, which eased my anger a bit.
I realized Pei Hao's tolerance for scolding had grown stronger. No matter how much I yelled, he remained composed. It was the opposite for me. Whenever I saw Pei Hao, I couldn't control my emotions – it was the case when we were together and it still is after breaking up. My heart sank; I felt like a puppet he was controlling. What's worse, I couldn't find a way out. I struggled to escape, but as soon as he tugged at one of the strings, I found myself trapped in this endless loop of love and trust, unable to break free.
I walked to the kitchen door. Pei Hao was cooking something on the stove.
"Want scrambled eggs?" Pei Hao looked at me and asked, "Or do you prefer a sandwich?"
Feeling downcast, I muttered under my breath, "Just go."
Pei Hao pretended to look troubled and said, "They're too small, won't fit."
I furrowed my brow, exhausted, and looked at him, "What do you want in order to let me go?"
"Xiao Xi..."
Feeling drained, I looked at him with pleading eyes, "I'm begging you, just let me go, okay?"
Pei Hao hesitated for a moment, unable to keep up the act any longer. He squinted his eyes, focused on me, and the air around us grew quiet, except for the sizzling of oil and eggs in the pan.
After a while, Pei Hao gave a bitter smile and admitted defeat. He walked out of the kitchen with a dejected expression, picked up his phone, and put on his shoes at the entrance.
Pei Hao was about to leave in his pajamas, and he said to me, "I'll return the pajamas to you in a few days."
I shook my head, not intending to take them back, and said, "Just keep them."
As he was about to leave, he seemed to remember something, turned around, grabbed my arm, his eyes flashing with determination, and he said in a low voice, "I'm willing to do anything, but I can't let you go."
Pei Hao closed the door. A burnt smell wafted in from the kitchen. I rushed over to turn off the stove. I suddenly realized that nurturing a relationship and cooking a dish are similar – fresh ingredients, the right seasonings, and perfect timing are essential. Once the opportunity is missed, you can't create a good dish. A burnt fried egg, no matter how you fry it afterward, won't turn back.
On Saturday morning, I quickly packed my luggage at home – still two suitcases. Pei Hao's clothes were still in the washing machine, and I decided to spin-dry them and send them back to him via express delivery. In the afternoon, my sister and brother-in-law came to pick me up. I was relieved that Pei Hao didn't bother me that day; otherwise, it would have affected my mood.
The weather was great that Saturday, and I didn't have many regrets leaving Y City. Looking back on the past year, I felt at peace with myself. At that time, I didn't believe Pei Hao would follow me to X City, as I didn't think I held that much significance to him. He could claim to love me, but I didn't believe he would leave Fu Yan's city for me.
My brother-in-law enjoyed lively music, so I was in a good mood on the way back. I finally felt like I could break free from Pei Hao and start a new life.
[1st Comment] Hua Xi. Dramatic╮: Yet Pei Hao didn't let you go -_-#
[2nd Comment] Xu Mi Xuan: At least Pei the scumbag tried to win Xiao Xi back. When I was cheated on, the other person didn't even say sorry...
[3rd Comment] Selling Moe Rules: Person above... you're even more clueless than Xiao Xi...
[4th Comment] ●▂●: I really hate people who pester and cling after a breakup...