Callie pov
2 weeks had past since the day I was diagnosed. It was hectic and stressful but we kept the house clean . WERE GETTING TATS AND PIERCINGS!!!!!
Also max is graduating this week
So no more school left for him but we still have school.
Also ryan has also been coming over a lot.
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I woke up this morning to sun beaming into my eye.
I got up and took a nice piss.
I unlocked the door and started to brush my teeth.
"Morning " Brayden and Tom said at the same time
They both started brushing their teeth with me . I spit my toothpaste out.
"She spits" Brayden said and we all laughed.
I slapped the back of his head.
We looked like a Luv and Maddie intro.
I washed my face splashing them in the process.
"Move your ass" max said rubbing his eye and moving my hip.
After I finished in the bathroom I made my way to the bedroom to change.
I went downstairs.
"Hey ryry." I said as I saw Ryan sitting on our sofa
"Hey Cals" he said
"Morning favorite sister " Cole said
"Only sister " I said and kissed his cheek.
"Ryan you wanna come over after school?" Brayden asked
"I gotta babysit my sister. Moms outta town" he huffed
"I can baby sit her" I said
And every one stared at me
"Wait seriously?" Ryan said
"Yea!" I said
"Bring her over" I said
"Okay?!" He said
In the car was me, indi. Tom, max, Brayden and Ryan.
Indiana driving. Max in passenger. And I had to sit on someone's lap.
" your too heavy" Brayden whined
"Sit here" Ryan said
"A nice human being" I smiled cockily
"I am a nice human" Brayden said and kicked me
I kicked him back. And slapped him and we cat fought.
"STOP FIGHTING " Tom said and sat in between us.
Ryan wrapped his hand around my waist. And idk y but butterflies in my stomach.
I got out the car and walked over with Indiana to our bench.
I saw Rachel . Rachel was the pick me. The one all the guys would get with cuz they were both desperate and no one liked her. She spread rumors and they spread like wildfires.
I just walked passed and rolled my eyes.
"Look! It's the cow and her calf!" She shouted at us .
What a fucking bitch.
"Mind your own business you attention seeking cunt." I said
"Excuse me?" She said
" go fuck yourself " I said
"Whore" I spat
"Dumb bitch" she said and we were literally an inch away from eachother
"Leave it let's go SHES a cunt" Brayden said and grabbed me
"Don't pick a fight c" he said
" she called Indiana a cow and me a
Calf" I said
"Hey Tom and Brayden " she said and they both rolled their eyes.
"Hey Callie" Jake said walking towards me.
"I need to uhh. Talk to you" he said
"Okay" I said not thinking anything of it.
I told Indiana and everyone I would meet up with them later.
He pulled me aside and sat me down on a bench.
"Callie. Idk how to say this but....... I think we should break up." He said
My heart dropped.
I know I was saying I should break it off but I wasn't actually gonna!!
"Wait what?" I said
"I know this isn't the right time and place but. It had to happen. And I'm going off to college and long distance isn't my thing." He continued
I didn't know he felt like this.
"You were such an amazing girlfriend and we had the best sex but all things come to an end at some point....
Right?" He said and I nodded as tears fell from my eyes.
"You were only using me for sex?"I said
"OMG NO! That came out wrong. I'm really sorry. But I hope we can still be friends. " he said
" uh— fuck you.... I should've listened to my brothers." I stuttered and he got up and left.
I walked away to head to the bathroom.
I passed by my friend group and I heard them chanting my name.
"CALLIE!" I heard but just walked away
I hand touched my shoulder and I was off the floor. Brayden.
He sat me on a bench.
"What happened?" Ryan asked
"He broke up with me.
"Oh fuck no" Brayden said and he ran off
"I can't fucking do this shit" I said lowering my head.
"It's okay." Ryan said rubbing my back.
"Rachel was right" I said
"Rachel is a cunt. Don't listen to her" Indiana said
"I always knew he was a player." Parker said
"He said shit like 'you were such an amazing gf and we had the best sex'" I said mimicking him
"Bet it was" Ryan said
"What!?" Indiana said
"Nothin" he said and we all stared at him.
Brayden came running back with max .
"I'm gonna beat that bitches ass till his brain is out of its cranium " max said
"Max! No don't do that..... he's a good guy ." I said
"I'm calling Cole" max said and put his arms around my shoulders
He called Cole and all I heard was
" WHAT!?" Cole screamed.
They talked for some time after that and max said
"He's coming "
I looked at myself and saw mascara running down my face.
"Still bring your sister " I said . I live kids
"R u sure? I don't wanna-" he said
" she'll be a good distraction. And practice for Indiana " I said
Soon coles car pulled up.
"Let's go" Indiana and Tom said
I got up and gathered my stuff. I ran to coke and everyone followed behind me.
"I'm so sorry baby" he said as I cried into his office shirt.
"DAYM who is that!?" I heard
I turned around to see one of Rachel's assholes on a table.
"MY BROTHER YOU DUMB FUCKING CUNT" I screamed back at her
"It's okay."Cole said
Then Tate emerged from the car and I embraced him.
"It's okay Callie. I'll beat him up" he said
"Fucker." Cole mumbled
I hugged Indiana and she told me she will come home on her free lesson
Cole and Tate got me in the car.
"Baby what happened?" Cole said
"I came to school and then he pulled me aside as I was walking in and he pulled me aside and sat me down on a bench and was like 'we need to break up...' and gave such bullshit excuses and he was saying shit abt long distance but I get that. But I didnt see it coming." I sobbed
"Okay..... let's go home." Cole said
"I hate all men" I hugged wiping my tears
"You hate us?"tate said
"Your my brothers. Not you" I said
He sighed in relief
We drove home and I got out of the car.
I bust through the door and slammed my bag onto the floor.
" ohhhhh Callie" he said and I ran up to hug him
"Callie baby...... me and Tate have work today and we have to go so we ain't gonna be home.but Hunter will . Shay is coming......." Cole said
Shay busted into the door . She was on the phone with someone Screaming at them. Holding a bag of something in her hand.
" yea well I'm not in the fucking mood you cunt. It's not my job.... I don't get paid enough to do this. if you really think you can pinpoint something that isn't my job on me and expect me to like not do something about it just because I'm a girl you're mentally fucking retArded cuz I am and I will." She screamed into her phone microphone and all of our jaws dropped
"Oh shit y'all heard that?" Shay said
We all nodded.
She turned to me and ran up to me.
"I'm so sorry babe." She said hugging me
"I got icecream." She said and put it in the freezer
"This feels cliche" I said
"It's okay. When Cole and I first broke in high school up I was a disaster. Like Went into a spiral disaster." She said
"Daymn." I said
"Cole was upset. Didn't talk to anyone for weeks" I said
"Shut up" he said
"Ik but we know now that we love each other." She said
Cole kissed her lips.
"Wait but why icecream?" Cole asked
"1. Your sister who is like my sister just got her heart broken and 2. I got my period " she said
"NOOOOOOOO" Cole said
"I'm sorry. Don't control it" Shay said
"Get pregnant...... then you won't get it" Tate laughed
"Yea fuck that." She said
"You don't want kids!?" Cole retorted
"No I do. Not now though." She said
"Wait Cole..." she asked
"Yep" he replied
" have you...... raw?" She asked him
"Yea" he said
" COLE!" She screamed
" what I thought you were on birth control?" He said
" I WAS!!!! IM NOT NOW!" She said
"I'm not pregnant thank goodness." She phewed.
"Thank god.... Don't want 2 babies running around the house." Hunter laughed
"Literally " we all agreed
"Remember when you were pregnant?" Tate said to me. My smile dropped
"Tate!" Cole said and slapped his back
"Mhmm." I said
"Okay well... we're gonna get ready." Cole said and grabbed Tate and headed upstairs
I grabbed 3 spoons from the drawer and got the icecream out.
I handed one to Hunter and shay.
Then my phone rang
.... Jake 💋
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I said and showed them the phone.
I answered it though.
"Hello?" He said
"What!?" I said
"Look I'm sorry " he said
"Okay." I said and hung up
"Ugh." I said
I ate a spoon of icecream
"So good" Hunter said
"Real" Shay said
She answered her ringing phone.
"Hey mom" she said
"Yea I'm at his house. Okay. Mom! Stop! He's getting ready for work. I was I was....... Kk love you.no mom. Just had a hard day and came here. Love you too mom" and hung up.
Cole and Tate came back down dressed fancy.
"Oh my god you look so sexy " Shay said and her jaw was on the floor.
Shay went up to him and gave him a big kiss on his lips.
Tates outfit
Coles outfit
After about 10 minutes they both left
"Okayyyyyy soo.... Whatdya wanna watch?" She said
We ended up watching bird box and fell asleep
All of us.
I was woken up hours later to the sound of the door opening...
"Hey baby" Cole said
I was really groggy and tired.
"Morning " Shay said getting up.
"Huh?" Hunter said scratching his head
"Wake up " Tate said ruffling his hair.
Shay got up and got me up aswell.
"Kids are gonna be home soon..... you have a good cry?" Cole asked me and I nodded
"Go to the gym w Shay and Hunter and box out your anger." Tate said
I ran to the outdoor gym we had and kicked the boxing thing.
" Jesus." Hunter said
"Kill this mother fucker" I mumbled punching the bag
"Let me teach you..." Hunter said
He was talking about fighting.
"I'm teaching your sister to box" he shouted to Cole
"I wanna see this" he said getting off the sofa
I went up and got changed into Tates shirt and boxers I had. I brought my old mouthguard down and my boxing gloves.
He taught me an upper cut and side hook and then..... he wanted me to punch him.
"No I can't" I said as he put his mouth guard in
"Pretend I'm jake" he said . And at that moment
I punched him so hard he got a bruise.
"WOW" he coughed
"DAYM. You okay?" Cole asked Hunter
"She really has it out for me..... first she strangled me and tackled me then this? She's trynna kill me" Hunter laughed
Cole wanted me to punch him so I did
"Nice" he said
I rolled my eyes. I decided I had gotten my anger out enough so to take a shower.
I took a nice hot shower and took my time getting ready. I was in my room and I just looked at myself crying in the mirror. I had put on a crop top that was boob hugging and sweats.
Then I heard a knock on the door and my door just opened.
"Hey..... you okay?" Tom asked me
I nodded.
"Ryan is downstairs with his sister. They just came" he told me
" shit i forgot " I said wiping my tears
"Come" he said
I made sure I looked okay and put some mascara on and lip gloss.
I ran down the stairs almost falling.
"Hey Ryan" I said
"Hey!" He said
I looked at the lump in his shirt. His sister had gone into his shirt with her head peeping out the top.
"This is Bailey.... Bailey say hi" he said and she put her head back inside and said
"Hi"
Ryan took her from under his shirt and put her on his lap.
"Bailey that's Cole, Shay , max , Tom, Tate, Hunter, Brayden , Callie, Indiana ." Ryan said
"Come!" I said and I picked her up putting her on the kitchen counter.
"You have big boobies" Bailey said and I was dead LAUGHING
Everyone started laughing
"Why thank you." Indiana laughed
"I like your sister " Indiana said
"Why is your tummy so big" she asked
"Bai-" Ryan said
"Nah it's okay....... There is a baby inside here." She said
"Wanna hear?" Indiana said and Bailey nodded
"Your pwetty." She said looking at me
" thank u!" I said
I picked Bailey up and Indiana leaned on Tates chest.
"Put your head to her tummy" Ryan said and
She did "WOW" the girl said
"It's like tump thump" she said
"Yea" Indiana said
"If I press my belly sometimes..... he will kick." She said
Indiana poked around and put the girls hands on her stomach .
"You feel it" she said and Bailey nodded
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"Good cuz I definitely did" Indiana laughed
"Oh my lord" Tate said
The baby was on x games mode. Kicking everything everywhere
"Ow!" She said
"Okay.. let's eat ice cream " I said
"Callie did u take ?" Cole asked me and I shook my head .
I opened the drawer with my meds in it and took them.
"Why do you take those ?" She asked and my heart skipped a beat.
"Uhhhh-" I said looking at Indiana
"I have a ...... a sickness and I take these to make me better" I said
"Oh ." She said playing with her dress
"Oh I booked the appointment..... y'all did well" Cole said
"What? What appointment?" Max asked
"TAT AND PIERCING!!!" SHAY squealed
"OMG!" We all screamed
"YAY!!" Bailey screamed
"What's happening?" She asked
"I'm getting a tattoo and nose piercing." I said
"YAY ! What awe you getting?" She asked
"I want a tattoo right here but my brothers said no" I hugged
"Who aw your bwoders?" She asked
"Cole, Tate , max and Brayden " I said pointing at them
"He is cute." She said and my jaw dropped and Indiana spat out her water.
"Who?" She said
"Him" she said and idk who she was pointing to.
Cole signaled her to come to him and she got up and sat on his lap
"Shay isn't gonna like that " I said
"I'm not gonna like what."she said coming down from upstairs
"Jealous?" Cole said putting his arms around Bailey
"No" she scoffed
Shay went up to coke and kissed him.
"EWWWW COOTIES" she said
"He's my boyfriend " she said
Bailey shook her head
"Mine" she said
"There is enough of me to go around " Cole said
"Me and me only " Shay said
Bailey stArted playing with coles chain.
"Bailey do you like barbie"I asked and she nodded
"Do you have a boyfwiend?" She asked me and Indiana
"My bf is tate" Indiana said
"Oh my god I'm so-" Ryan started
"No...... not anymore...... he broke up with me" I said bending down to her night and tears fled my eye.
"Why? But youw so pwetty and kind " she said
"Ahh ikr. His loss" I said wiping a tear.
I went into the bathroom and took a deep breath.
"I'm really sorry I didn't mea-" Ryan said coming in
"It's okay....... But seriously I love ur sister." I said and we hugged
"Let's watch some Barbie" I said and put her up on the counter.
"Popcorn , icecream..... Oreos?" I said
"She can't swallow popcorn." Ryan said
"Okay Oreos and icecream." I said pulling it out
"YAY!" She said clapping her hands.
I put on part of that world and she sang
"It's her favorite movie " Ryan said
"UP WHERE ThEY WALK UP WHERE THEy RUN! UP WHERE TGEY STAY ALL DAY IN the sun!" I sang into a whisk
"WONDUWING FWEE WISS I COD BE." She sang
I lifted her up into the air and I sang with her
I put her icecream In the bowl and mines and Indianas and added Oreos ontop.
"Wow" Ryan said
"Send that" Cole said
I took her to the back part and we watched Barbie life in the dream house. My fave.
She ended up falling asleep so I changed the show to paradise pd.
Then I ended up falling asleep. She was on my lap.
I woke up later and carried her to the living room.
"She's asleep " I whispered
Ryan signaled me to give her to him
I plopped her onto my lap and sat down next to Cole and leaned my head on his chest.
"I can't stop thinking about him." I mumbled into his chest as he stroked my hair
"It's okay....... You're brothers will teach him a lesson." Cole said
"Already did..... why you think he called you when you got home. Why I have this bruise?" Max said showing a bruise on his pec.
"MAX!" I cried
"NO!" I said
"Max why?" I said
"No one breaks your heart. " he said
I looked at Brayden and he had a bruise too. And Tom and Ryan.
"You guys." I said sobbing
"I need a ducking...... something." I mumbled
"Shit"Cole said and I ran outside and just paced around my backyard
"What happened.?" Tate said
"Watch her" coke said running upstairs
I wan outside and tripped onto the grass and I just layed there and cried.
My chest was going up and down so fast like I was hyperventilating.
"Callie" Ryan said as I head stampedes of footsteps.
I felt two arms wrap around me.
I turned around and cried not caring who it was.
Ryan hugged me.
Coke ran outside shirtless in basketball shorts and a head and mouth guard.
He throws me boxing gloves and a mouthpiece.
"Pretend I'm Jake. Say what you want get it all out." Cole said
"No your my brother. I'm not saying that shit to you." I said
"Yes the fuck you are bitch. Let's go. I can't see you like this." Cole said dragging me
"I'm not dressed for this" I said
Hunter took off his shirt and gave it too me. I woulda flashed everything and everyone if I did it in just my outfit.
"You asked me out and told me you fucking loved me you piece of fucking shit." I said punching coles rib
"FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT YOU ONLY USED ME FOR FUCKING SEX AND SAID IT TO MY FACE! YOU FUCKING COWARD! NEVER SHOWED ME ANY Affection at school." I said punching him repeatedly
"He did what?" Cole said
"SHUT UP!" I said and punched Cole in his jaw.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry I -" I said with my hands over my mouth and the others stood in shock
"I'm such a fuck up." I said and Cole bent down to my height.
"No your not." He said rubbing my arms
"I'm proud..... now go full on. " he said
"I can't-" I said
"Imagine it's Rachel." Brayden said and I took a deep breath in
I started punching Cole repeatedly time after time. I pushed him so hard and I kicked him so he fell to the ground
I got ontop of Cole and punched him repeatedly as hard as I could.
"KILL YOURSELF YOU UGLY FUCKUNG BITCH!" I said
"TRIP IVER A KNIFE" I screamed punching Cole in the head.
I didn't realize what I was doing and that I didn't stop until two arms grabbed me
"CALLIE. BREATHE" Tate shouted and I was pulled off of coke.
He layed there breathing heavily and took his guard and head thing off.
"Jesus " he said out of breath
"Callie you can't hit him in the head like that he nearly passed out..... did you not hear him telling you to stop " Tate asked and I shook my head
I went up and hugged a sweaty Cole
"You okay babe?" Shay asked him
He nodded and sat up.
"Calm down Callie" Tate said
And I did . I took hunters shirt off and ran inside and changed
Bailey was asleep on the sofa so I sat beside her for a while before moving to the kitchen
"Sorry Cole" I mumbled
"It's okay.... Seriously I'm glad you didn't do what I thought you were going to do " he said
"I woulda ....." I said
"Callie no don't think about it." Tate said and I shook my legs
"It's hard not too when it's all I think about " I said
"Why do you still think about it.... The doc said it yourself. Your not an alcoholic or a cutter or a smoker. That's just how you deal with your problems. You drink to forget, cut to relieve your stress and anxiety and smoke the pain away." Cole said
"Stop" I said covering my ears
"Stop..... please stop." I repeated
I grabbed onto my hair and started crying and pulling it.
"No stop" Ryan said and he put his hand on my lap as I was shaking my leg
"Don't shake your legs..." Ryan said pressing down on it
I put my hair up into a messy bun.
"I can't" I said running my hands
Along my face.
"Have you eaten?"cole asked
" your ice cream I ate cuz u fell asleep" Brayden said
"No" Shay said
"Not hungry " I said
Cole shoved a piece of shredded chicken into my mouth.
"Eat..... dr Reese said so." He said
"Jeez okay." I said
I got up and ate some chicken and chips that were on the table.
"Fuck guys...." I said
"Ikr"Indiana said
"Really?" Tate said
"You're an expection. And Tom and everybody in this room" Indiana said
Tate pulled her in and kissed her. Like the movies
"Wow" Tom said covering his eyes
"You shoulda seen her at parties." I said
"Wahat?" Tate said
"She made out with 3 guys and hooked up with a different guy in the same night." I said
"Shit. When ?" Tate laughed
"Like January ." She said
"Wait...... how many people have you been ? Like body count." Cole asked
"5 ..... including Tate." She said
"Wait who.?" Tate asked
" you... and other people who I really don't wanna talk about." She said
"Ik the other James or Dylan guy." Tate said and she spat out her water.
I looked at her and then my mouth dropped.
She got with a James and a Dylan.
"IM DEAD!" I laughed
"What why?" Cole asked and I looked at Indiana and we laughed.
"Holy SHIT" Shay said and realized.
"What!!" Max said and they all looked at eachother
"I got with a Dylan and a James ..... and Tate. And Logan and an asshole" she said
"It's okay." Tate said rubbing her back.
Ten minutes passed and Ryan and Bailey left,
"Thanks Callie ...... and I hope you feel better he said and I hugged him.
I bent down and said
"By Bailey !! It was so nice meeting you " I said and she ran up and hugged me
"Can you come to my house?" She asked me and I nodded
"I would love to babysit her" I said to Ryan
"My mom would love that!" He said and left
"Wanna watch a movie?" I asked
Everyone nodded
"Sooo...... Ryan" indi started
"Nope" I said
"He's been going up and checking on you every time he has been here." Indiana said
"I know and? Tom does it too" I said
"Yes but I'm like your brother." Tom said
"This is different Callie" she said
"No more boyfriends " Cole said
"BUT WHY!" I retorted
"BECAUSE YOU ARE IN A FUCKING STATE." Cole shouted
Tears streaming down my cheeks.
"Fuck you." I mumbled
"Excuse me" he said
I grabbed a vodka bottle from the bar by the kitchen. And opened the lid.
"You wanna see 'being in a state' I'll fucking show you." I said
"Don't you fucking dare." He said as if he was gonna pounce.
I took the top off and chugged the entire amount left. Which was 3/4
I made no face . I dropped it on the floor and glass shattered everywhere.
And I ran.