𝐃𝐚𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚
It's finally the day i have been waiting for i'm so excited to see what gender the baby is,im sitting on my vanity chair getting ready for the party.
Me and jade are going to wear pink and im not sure what my brothers are going to wear,jade is coming to the party of course she's like my mothers other daughter.
Im not sure what im wearing yet but i think im going to wear a dress since the grinder reveal in on a beach.
I haven't seen my mother in 2 week and im finally going to see her,im so excited words can't even explain.
Im doing my hair I'm leaving my curly hair alone today to make my mother happy,my mom said i always looked good in my curly hair so im doing my hair for her.
I know for sure my mom and dad are wearing white but my mom knows what she wants,she wants a girl,my father on the other hand doesn't want another kid so im excited to see his reaction.
When my mom first got pregnant my father was mad, that day was probably the first time i saw my mom crying over my dad.
My mom and dad didn't really fall in love with each other it was an arranged marriage they were happy when they found out they were having a baby,but my mom said when she had me and my brother is when he got in his mood.
My father always told my mother that he wanted all boys,and when they fouled out they where going to have twins he was even more excited because he thought he was getting two boys but little did he know he was getting one boy and one girl.
When my father found out he made my mother do a DNA test to make sure we were his kids ad well we are and he got more mad he said she cheated not only on him but they test.
When my father would yell at me and tell me i was a mistake my mother would always say in his eyes you might be a mistake and there is nothing we can do about it,but in her eyes i was her special girl my mother and father had a baby before me and it was a girl she had to give brith to a stillborn baby, my father thought it was 'gods plane' knowing demand well he doesn't believe in god.
My mother told me all she wanted was at least one girl to hold in her hands,she told me not is she only lucky to have one girl but she has two Diana and dahlia.
So i know if this baby is a girl it would mean the world to her,but it scared me if it is a girl my father is going to treat her and poorly as he treated me.
"Doll" jade said knocking on my door.
"Come in" i said and my door opened and hit the wall.
"Don't brake my door jay" i said laughing.
"Im sorry doll im just so excited to go" jade said belly flopping onto my bed.
"Oo your hair looks nice" Jade said while i put product in my hair.
"Thank you,your pin straight hair looks so good on you like i said i would" i said rolling my eyes playfully.
"Yeah yeah,what are you going to wear"
"Im not sure can you help me make sure it's dress" i said when she jumped off of my bed and walked to my closet.
"Oh okay will do"
"And make sure its looks approved by my father i don't want him to say anything to me" i said putting my hair back to do my makeup.
"Dol-"i cut of jade before she could even say nothing else
"This is my Mother's Day i don't want my father to call me a whore and make this day depressing so please" i said.
"Okay fine" jade said.
I say i hate my father but the amount of hate i have for my father is the amount I used to love him,but as I grow older and older i knew i couldn't be what he wanted me to me,he expected me to be like my brothers but. Im nothing like that.
It's not only my father who as me pin with my trauma its also my mother.
My mother hated her childhood so much she molded the perfect family in an attempt to finally get things right.
Only she failed
And her wretched upbringings is now also mine.
Her unhealed wounds have bled onto me and i don't know if i should be angry at her for the stains i am now left with.
But i will clean them off for the both of us and when its my turn,i will do it right.
My mother told me she wanted nothing to be like her parents she wanted to do things right but she couldn't because she was the parent growing up, she couldn't be a parent because she didn't have any.
I think about how my father didn't have a father growing up,since he didn't have a father growing up is that why he doesn't know how to be a father,i always wondered if he had a father would he be a better father?.
Would my parents be better parents if there parents were better parents? Would they be better if they were showed how to be parents.
Im guessing jade knows there was something on my mined or that i was thinking about something.
"What's wrong?" Jade asked.
"What are you thinking about" she added.
"Uh nothing really did you fined something?" I asked.
"Yeah thi is cute not to out there for my liking but it's would look good on you" jade said.
"Yeah but you know how my father is" i said.
"Yeah yeah so what do you think" jade sai holding up this pink ruched bust puff sleeve square neck lace up backless dress.
"Oh yeah that perfectly with white kitten heals" i said.
"That would be cute but im thinking bigger heels like the one with platform" jade said with a smile.
"Were going to be on the beach jay i think kitten heels are better" i said laughing.
"Oh shit i forgot about that yeah then thats looks good" jade said
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It's been about 2 hours since I've got here the Patty started 1 hour ago and me and my bothers got here an hour early so we could help 2 of my bothers are team girl and the 2 others are team boy,Damien and Dante are team girl and Dawson and Danny are team boy.
If its a boy i will love it as much as i love my brothers but we need another girl in the family there is to many guys in this family.
Dawson and Damien have been goin on about how the baby should be a girl and i can tell Damien enjoying how Dawson gets rallied up about this.
And you know what the funny part is my father acting as he doesn't care if the baby is a boy or girl when he knows damn well it has to be a boy or well it's another mistake.
"Dahlia here's your phone some unknown number is texting you" jade said giving me my phone.
I look down on my phone to see two messages from an unknown number.
➤unknown:where are you?
➤ me:who's this?
➤unknown:Roman
➤ me:will Roman why do you care?
➤ Roman😐: because hope was asking.
➤me: how do you even have my number?.
➤ Roman😐:you gave me it when you were drunk.
➤ me: ohh.
➤Roman😐:well where are you?.
➤me: don't worry about it give me hopes number and i will tell her myself.
➤Roman😐:she going to tell me so it doesn't matter so tell me where you are or i will find you myself.
➤me: go ahead.
➤Roman😐:im not going to ask you again dahlia.
➤me:and im not going to tell you again you don't need to know I'll just tell hope where i was when i get back.
➤Roman😐:im on my way right now.
➤me: unless your wishing to be killed by my 4 brothers i would stay where you are right now 😊.
➤ Roman😐:it would be nice to meet all of your bothers so i think I'll be fine.
➤ me: brave little boy,your going to get killed.
➤Roman:just tell me where you are.
➤me: im at my mothers gender reveal so if you don't need anything im going to go back to the party so bye 😘🖕🏼.
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After a long wait talking to family it was finally time,the moment we have all been waiting for.
"Okay if you think its a boy go to the left side and if you think its a girl to to the right side" my mother said with a wink.
We have been playing games and we have been playing with my mom,but this time its the real deal its now a boy or a girl no jokes now.
Me and jade and my two brothers are next to my mom and my other two brothers are next to my dad,my mothers best friend is the only one who knows the gender of the baby.
My mother best friend gives my mother and father a big black balloons,this is so exciting to see if its a girl or a boy and im really excited to know.
And the sun set is blue purple and pink which is perfect and beautiful.
"Okay are you guys ready" my father asked the people who have there phones out and they all yell yes.
"Okay ready" my mother said with the biggest smile on her face.
And all the people and front of us yelled yes "as you guys know if its a girl her name is going to be Delilah and if its a boy" "his name is going to be Dylan" my father said.
"Okay who ready for this" my mother said with yet an even bigger smile which made me happy to know that she happy.
"Okay its now or never" my moms best friend yelled.
"3..2..1.." everyone yelled.
My mother pooped the balloon and pink stuff came out of the balloon which made me and my mom jump up and down screaming.
I stop jumping up and down and I turned to jade and i stared crying,happy tears im going to have a baby sister and I couldn't believe it im not going to be the only girl my mother gets to hold,my mother so happy i can see it in her face i love that she happy.
"Your going to have a baby sister" jade said cupping my face in her hands wiping away my tears.
"I know i know god im so fucking happy" i said and jade pulled me into a hug.
We both pulled away and I turned to look at my mother who hade her arms open for me to hug her.
"It's a girl" my mom said
"Delilah is going to look up to you dahlia your going to be a good big sister" my mother whispered in my ear and I couldn't help it but tear up a bit she right i am going to be a big sister and delilah is going to look up to me so i have to not be a mess,im going to love her with my hole heart.
The only thing that scared me is my father but i will protect her with my life from a man like him he's not going to do the things he did to me,not again hes not going to treat her like shit like he did to me,i will protect her with my life and that is a promise i will keep forever.
"Where going to have a girl!" My mom yelled.
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I'm back at my dorm now i was with my mom for a good 7 hours and I'm exhausted,I've been on my feet the whole day thank god i was wearing kitten heel my feet don't hurt as much as they would if i was wearing platform heels that jade wanted me to wear.
I think there is something going on with hope and Marco because when me and jade came back to the dorm we both saw themdead asleep on the couch with Marcos arm raped around her.
"Im going to go Chang then im going to came back so we can watch the movie"i told jade.
"Okay doll don't take to long because I'm going to start it without you" she yelled as i walked into the hall way and bumped into the one and only Roman.
"Look who's back" Roman said with a smirk on his face.
"I'm back" i said with a fake face smile.
"So is it a boy o a girl" Roman said tilting his head to the side.
"It's a girl,and i was really hoping you were going to come find me,i was getting all my brothers ready to beat your ass" i said with a frown.
" sounds like you missed me" he said with a stupid grin on his face.
"And why would i miss you out of all people" i said crossing my arms around my chest.
"I don't know you tell me" he said with a smug smirk.
"Don't flatter yourself Roman" i said rolling my eyes.
"Well if you don't mind i need to go do something we and jade are going to watch a movie so please move out of my way"i said trying to push him out the way but his fat ass didn't move.
"Hm i don't think so" he sad narrowing his eyes at me.
"Jade!" Called for back up.
"What happened why are you yelling"
"Oh hi there" jade said to Roman.
"What happened doll?" Jade asked.
"Im going to kill him hes not letting me go to my room and change an-can you help me!?" I ask when I saw a grin on Jade face.
Jade looked between me and Roman then back at me "the sexual tension between you guys is so loud" jade said.
"Oh my fucking god jade" i said while Roman laughed fucking Laughed.
I hate them exactly jade for posting that out.
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The end of this chapter🤭
Anyways I'm so proud of myself for editing 2 chapters in one day😜!.
I never really edit more then one chapter a day 😭.
Anyways Jade is so girly pop love her💋.
I think that's all for today, have a good night, evening, morning🤷🏻♀️idk whatever time it is for you😭.
Okay byee loves🙈