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I get my stuff to get ready for a nice hot shower when Roman comes in my room out of the blue.
"Why didn't you tell her I brought you here?" Roman asked.
Well thats a stupid question.
" i didn't want her to think there is something going on with us ".
"Dahlia why didn't you tell your bother i kicked his ass,why did you tell hope that Marco took you back here, last time I checked i took you here I brought you here" Roman said annoyed.
" look you may not remember what you told me yesterday and im not going to bring it up but I think you should tell your brother,and hope wouldn't care if I brought you back here" Roman said calmer.
"I don't know what you mean by that Roman" i said still not looking at him.
"Dahlia look at me"
When I didn't turn my head to look at him he turned my face towards him, i turned my head the other way then I pushed him away from me " i don't think your girlfriend would like that you took brought me back here and god knows what happened" i said.
"Huh?" He said confused.
"Why are you so confused?" I asked.
"That's weird because i don't have a girlfriend" Roman said.
"So your telling me hope is not your girlfriend" i said crossing my arms.
"Dahlia im telling you hope is not my girlfriend"
"Then why are you always here in the morning?" I asked.
"Because me and hope go on walks early in the morning" Roman said.
"Ohh" i said feeling stupid.
"Then who gave you that hickey on your neck?" I asked.
"You" he said smirking like a fool, no he is a fool.
"wait we didn't did we" i said bring my hands to my face.
He laughed fucking laughed " no dahlia we didn't, and i would be fucking killed if we did wouldn't i" he said leaning against the wall.
" you probably would be,now if my brother sees you in my room,hes going to call all 4 of my brothers so i think its best for you to leave" i said bring my hands to my hips.
"Ok okay im leaving now bye" he said closing the door.
...
"Hey are you done im like almost done" jade said.
"Uh yeah let me just put on my clothes" i said making sure every part of my hair is straight .
"What are you going to wear" jade asked jumping onto my bed.
"Im not sure wanna help me" i said with a Smile.
"Yess" jade said jumping off of my bed walking to my closet.
Jade is my personal stylist i sawer she always makes me look good no matter what {she the best}, I know if Roman was to meet her he would get a long with her so well.
"So what are we thinking to wear its hot out so" said side going through my closet.
"How about a little dress or something like a summer dress" jade asked.
"Hm lets see"
"This looks nice look"
She pulled out one of my summer dress it was a cream tight dress.
"Yes that's cute but what shoes?" I asked
"Hm your olive dunks" jade said.
"Okay i will leave so you can get ready call me when you all done" jade said.
I looked at myself in the mirror then turned to my side, i love dress but i hate that they make me feels so bad about my body.
Some people might say my body is perfect that they wish they could have my body and all i can think about is you don't want my body.
The truth is that I've never felt comfortable in my own body.
Jade always tells me i look gate and that i have nothing to worry about, but i think i have never felt comfortable in my own body is become my whole live i was told i can't be fat or i can't be too skinny or I'll look ugly.
My father had me on this diet when i was in middle school,I'm still on this diet and i don't know why i guess i have gotten used to it if i eat to much i feel dizzy and i feel like im going to throw up.
But I guess its also because I'm scared that I'm going to be over 125 every time it doesn't say I weigh 125 I starve myself for at least 2 days jade always gets mad at me for doing that she said its not good for me.
Me and jade have been through the same thing and she is still strong,she so fucking strong, me on the other hand I'm week as shit you could tell me i look like i have gained weight and i will cry for hours.
It's amazing to me how strong my best friend is I know if that was me i would have definitely over dosed more then i have already.
The first time i over dosed was when i was in the 8th grade, when i didn't go to school for a week because i was basically sold for a week just for fucking drugs.
I was so tired I couldn't take it anymore and i took any pills I could fine,i took half of the bottle, my brother Dawson found me on the floor passed out.
I didn't realize how long i was in my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door.
"Come in"
" you look nice just like i told you" jade said with a smirk.
"Thank you".
"Okay come on, oh yeah Roman and hope are coming with us and i think hope has a thing for Marco because uh just look" jade said pulling me out of my room.
We walk to the living room to see hope and Marco having a good time but they look like they are having to much fun.
Jade then pulls me back in my room so no one could see we where looking at hope and Marco.
" i honestly thought she was with Roman but i guess not or they have an open relationship" jade said with a shrug.
"No they aren't together he told me today right before i was going to get my stuff ready to shower" i said fixing my hair.
"Ohh"
"Hey do you know what happened last night?" I asked facing her while i put on my ear rings.
"Um well Roman beat the shit out of josh oh yeah why didn't you want me to tell hope that?" Jade asked letting her body fall on to my bed.
"I thought they were together and I didn't want her to think i was trying to take her man" i said putting on my shoes.
"Ohh yeah that makes sense"
"OhyeahigaveRomanahickey" i mumbled so fast I don't think she heard or at last i hoped she didn't hear.
"Um all i herd was Roman and hickey so please tell me want happened" jade said with with her stomach laying on my bed and her face are in her hands.
"Well i don't know what happened i blacked out I don't remember anything after we told you he was going to take me back to my room. " i said.
"Oh yeah i called him hot for punching the shit out of josh" i said bring my hands to my face.
"So did you guys fuck?" Jade asked.
"No! he said we didn't but i wake up in my bar and underwear" i said with a shrug.
"Well when your drunk you ten to do that a lot so" jade said.
I rolled my eyes at her comment, when i had both of my shoes on i gabbed my phone form my night stand and dragged jade off of my bed and we make our way to the living room where everyone is .
"Okay lets go" jade said clapping her hands together.
"Uh lets take Dante car" jade said pointing to my bother.
"what why" Dante wined.
"Because you have a suv and it fits all off us" jade said in a 'duh' ton and rolling her eye
"For the love of fucking god" Dante said.
But before we could never leave the door Dante gets a call from someone "who calling you now" i said crossing my arms.
"Probably his fuck buddy" Finn shrugged.
"Ew thats my brother i don't want to know he can't keep it in his pants" i said pinching the brig of my nose.
"Sorry hold up" Dante said ignoring What Finn just said.
"Hey Rosie what's up" Dante said.
"Rosie? Who the fuck is that" jade said turning her head to me.
I srugged in response god we are going to no nowhere at this point.
"Oh yeah uh I'll be there okay bye" Dante said.
"Okay you ditching us for a girl" jade said crossing her arms.
"Yes and?" My bother said.
" leaving a your sister, twin sister! For a girl" i said rolling my eyes.
" if it makes you feel better you can take my car" Dante said towing his car keys at me.
"How are you going to get there then?' I asked.
"Your car"
"Ugh fine let me go get my keys"
...
We thankfully made it to the cat cafe that i have been dying to go to, we walked in and to a table for 6.
When this kitten comes up to me and sits on my lap.
"Aw look i want one now" i said looking at jade.
"Um babe how are you going to take care of it when all we do is party" jade said.
"You mean you, i don't even like partying that much you know that" i said then looking back at the white kitten that shits on my lap.
This kitten is all white and at the tip of its ears are Gary, "what would you even name it?" Roman asked,
"Nova" i said bring the cat to my face.
"Why nova?" Hope asked.
{ flash back}
"Look there is a cat outside and it's raining" Roman said.
"Oh no lets go get save the cat" i said ruing to put on my coat and boats.
"It's rain really bad Laylla" Roma said.
"I know angel but we have to save the cat image being the cat and staying out here all night you would die so come on" i said pulling Roman out the dorm with me.
" it's a baby cat" Roman said picking put the all white cat.
"Hurry lets take it in side to warm it put" i said.
"Aww hes so cold" Roman said closing to door.
"We don't know if it's a girl or boy Roman" i said giggling.
" if its a girl you name it and if it's a boy i name it deal?" Roman asked.
"Deal" i said with a smile.
"It's a ... Girl!" I said jumping yup and down.
"You scaring her" Roman said pulling the cat in a blanket.
"What are you going to name her" Roman asked.
"Hm let me guess" i said taping my chin.
"Oh i know how about nova" i said.
"Oo i like that hi nova" Roman said and i giggled.
{flash back over}
Me and a friend found a cat out when it was raining and i was an all white cat like this one she just didn't have gray on the tip of her ears and i named her nova" i said putting the cat back in my lap.
"Ohh thats so cute" hope said.
...
It's now been 4 hours since we went to the cafe and now we are watching a movie.
"Im getting tired I think i might just go to sleep" i said.
"Oh okay well sleep well" jade said.
"Good night dahlia" hope said
"Good night" i said getting up form the coach.
I walk towards my room when I hear footsteps from behind me I don't look back until I reach the door of my room,
I turn to see Roman tawing over me, "yes Roman" i said with a yawn.
"Good night laylla" Roman said kissing the crown of my head.
Laylla???
"Im sorry what did you say?" I said.
" you heard me dahlia good night" Roman said turning to walk back to the living room.
I must me rally tied if I thought Roman just called me laylla i really need to go to bed,I take off my make up and wash my face and brush my teeth then get under my blankets.
I put my phone to charge on my night stand and slowly close my eyes.
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